♥ LOVEE for COOKIE MONSTERR

♥ Thursday, March 29, 2012

yours truly, Amanda.

Sigh I don't want to make it seem that I'm just so selfish. But every time I hear her name or whatever, it just brings back everything. Especially that day. That day when we all just happened to hang out together. That day when you slept over at my place. I don't know. I can't not get affected. It's just I can't stop thinking, stop not feeling anything. And just continue talking to her. I don't want you to break any promises you've towards her. She played a part in your life too, I shouldn't be selfish.

NTS : Keep emotions to yourself. Try hard even if you can't.

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2:18 AM

♥ Monday, March 12, 2012

yours truly, Amanda.

I realised I've no where else to rant. I can't post anything on tumblr, lest you read it. So i guess I'm back here.

Today hasnt been great at all. Be it the cold shoulders and wars. From last night. You not sharing anything with me makes me feel un-important. Not someone that you can turn to always. You say that you dont wna hurt me and whatever when you choose not to tell me stuff. But havent you thought that not telling me, and just letting me wonder and ponder all night doesn't make it any better? No? Yeah, i know you're feeling really insecure with my past, how open I am to others. But even now? I promised I'd treat you right this time, hadn't I? You keep thinking that you'd just be like the others I had in my life. But why not just give us a fair chance and start from the beginning? I know, you're not over all the trauma and everything. I too, have insecurities about you that I'm not done with. & i pretty much think that i wouldn't be done with it.

PMS-Y these few days. I can't help it. My emotions just magnifies. Everything. Jealousy, unhappiness, insecurities. You're not the only one who is feeling this way alright? I admit. I'm always jealous of your wife, and I really dont think it'd go away any time soon. Like what i asked you that day. "Why didn't you fall for her?" And yet Im still at there thinking and pondering feeling all this bullshit while I know that nothing is wrong. Ystd, when you said "What if i told you we kissed?" I acted so calm and all didnt I? But inside I was really thinking. But i knew you guys didn't. I can't help not feeling nothing, nor being jealous. I'm so done feeling this way but i CANT.

Things went pretty well for the first few weeks. It's not even a month and so much has happened. Arguments. I hate it. I really do. I'm just so tired. Do you know how worried i was when i saw your tweets? I called you like just a min aft your last tweet. And i assume that you just didn't wna talk to me. I wish I was someone you'd always turn to no matter what, I wish I was Cora. Sigh fts. K enough.

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1:56 AM

♥ Friday, June 24, 2011

yours truly, Amanda.

It sucks reading something I know I shouldn't be reading. Something i know what I'll be upset over. But still, i did it. Isn't stupid to cry over reading someone's reblogs on tumblr? YES. But still i did it. Shouldn't have, really.

Read back all the way till the last post I've last seen. Still, it hurts. Surely, definitely. Why do i keep feeling this way? I hate it. Ssriously. I HATE FEELING THIS WAY. Yeah definitely, whatever I read kept me thinking. Thinking that you'd never loved me the way you love/loved her. I just hate thinking this way, but it's something that I can never avoid. WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

Yeah i could have sensed which are for her, and when i read those, my eyes just became more teary and more teary. It's this feeling that your heart feels so heavy, and all of a sudden you just really want to cry it all out or just even cry yourself to sleep. Yeah, i felt that. I've no mood to do anything else for now. NOTHING. & why? Cos of whatever that is sickeningly going through my head this instance. Why can't I just be unfeeling less? I'm sure it would be better.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE FEELING THIS WAY. I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT EVER AGAIN. NO THANKS. I DONT WANT IT. But it's something I wouldn't be able to hide from, nor mention anything to anyone. I'm just gonna keep it to myself, and just suck it in. As usual. & by tomorrow, I'll just be the normal self I'm always am. It's always these hours that my mind would go wandering, wandering everywhere, wandering over stupid thoughts of mine (but definitely nothing that are senseless). Yup, I guess I've ranted enough. And i hope the person that I'm referring to, doesn't ever get to see this. Hopefully.

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3:49 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 17, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

Heyy (:
I'm on the way home now. I'm having a headache from the bus ride. Ughh. So I'm trying to keep myself entertained. Let's talk about today. Nth much happened today, but I just know that I had fun (: I feel happy that I have friends that i can have fun with :D

Had 2.4 just now. I felt like dying ~ I was so drained. I look like I was half dead when I finished it. Thanks ednes for pushing me for the last round! (:
Hahah. And those who encouraged me! (: like julene, and others ^^ I didnt train, and j only walked 100m! I feel so accomplished. And for the first time, a gold for my napfa!

Recess was awesome (: I had fun. And lit test right aft. I swear I didn't know how to do at all. I anyhow did it. Sure to flunk it, it's the same. Failing ss = failing literature. Oh wtv thenn (: physics was alright. I was writing letter to kill time. Replied more letters to kill more time! (:

Plaza sing aft (: felt like spending money. And bought earpiece (: it's yelloowwww ;D waited for A to finish piano with K. Went walk walk and 190 home (: now still in the bus. It's taking forever to reach cck -.- my Legs are hurting so badly. Anw, I felt guilty for not gg yog. Hahah. But it's okay. (: I got over it in awhile. Hahah. There's even yog on Sunday. And even worst, monday and Tuesday also -.- right. Will continue later (:

Homed and watched tv. Used lappy an slept while watching videos. Must have been too sleepyyyyyy ~ okayyy, that's about it.

"I wish you wouldn't give me those cold attitude."

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11:16 PM

♥ Monday, August 16, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyy (:
i decided to update today. but it wouldnt be a very long post.
im sleep deprived, and i slept at 230 yesterday. barely had 3 hours of sleep..
school wasant exactly fine. but some people made it awesome (: thanks yeah, yknow ily (:
alot has been happening recently, i shall rant on tumblr.

emath was fine had test and all. aft chem was rather slack. recess (: slacked somewhere and talk. for those who are too free, dont kaypoh luhh. dont think so much. its not what you think it is.
physics was alright. had some surprise practical test. but it wasant really we did it ourselves. the teachers was helping us to do this and that (: awesome right?
ss after. had test. and yeah, i didnt study as usual. im going to flunk it. i hope i wont get a 0 though.

aft sch had some yog briefing. got my costumes and the shoes were like super tight fitting. the sizes aft that was too bigggg. some embarrassing events happened though :/ oopsie.
gwc after that. bumped into eugenia and qiying at macs (: went ahead with yoshi ~
ate there and waited for aniela to come. she tricked me luhh, say she wasant coming.
but i KNEW IT! hahah.

played around and all, laughed so muchhh (: hahah, watsons to buy some stuff! (: kelda bought some plaster. and i was curious on the preganancy kits. ahhaha, balloons were nice! haha.
thanks for the chocolateesss <3 haha. best and walked to kelda's block to sat. some guy was weird, stare and me and say hello. freaky much.
and there was some kids challenging us. annoyinggg much, still ask what sch -.- kns.

32 to redhill, and met mum at imm. she another embarrassing one. dinner and homed (:
tried on the costume, and it looks gross on me. like seriously.
thats all (:

"Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?"

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11:32 PM

♥ Sunday, July 11, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyy ~
it seems like i have not blog like foreverrrr! alot seemed to be happening now, and it isnt good things. sucks like hell. oh my maid's alarm just went off. she's stupid enough to run back to the agency when she already ran to the agent the first time she ran. okay, going to off the alarm brb. back, just realised it was my dad's one. im sleepy ~ supposed to go malaysia with mum, but she ended up dozing off. boomzxxx. ohyeah, the pass two days have kinda been awesome and i wanna talk about it.

Thursday - School as usual, skip the school part. aft headed off to leonie with carin & hannah. ordered pizza and somehow the order didnt get through or smth. dont know whats wrong. weird, then aft the pizza guy came in taxi :o and was like running here and there. the rest came aft. awkward atmosphere ~ danced a little, shaza videoed some down. then aft i didnt wanna go home so early, went to find L (: she asked me to figure out my own where she lived. luckily i remembered, and i knew how near it was from leonie now. damn near like omgosh. i didnt dare to go inside her condo, felt like an idiot :/

went to her poolside there (: and she started packing my bag for me and said it had alot of rubbish and everything! hahah, awesome (: aft packing she looked through my camera stuff and started taking random pictures ~ then she started guessing my phone password! omg. she managed to guess luhh. with my help of course! and she made me like an idiot chasing aft her! boomzx, she ran barefooted! and around the pool without falling in! i was so scared that i might fall in! ): she changed my phone pass, and made me show her my notes to tell me my password. idiot me. cabbed home at 8 (:

Friday - School as usual, skip. aft skipped yog and went harbourfront with clique to eat pasta. shared with swendi. aft still went to buy ice cream and 65 to orchard! walked around ion and wheelock while waiting for yiliang. shes the boomzx, meet at 4, and she woke up at 4! went fareast buy some stuff. and went to the cafe to reply letters while she wrote claudia's birthday letter. went cine buy seaweed for swendi, and aft walked to the bus stop. and 190 came, two somemore. but didnt ran for it. had a sixth sense that i shoudnt (: in the end trained to tiong, and went to find L again (: went up her house for about at hour? cabbed home as usual :D mum said she didnt allow me out :O but she still did. sms sms. luckily i didnt go for my night plan, if not i will just be a party pooper.

Today - Mum woke me up, cos we didnt have any maid. everytime i hear her voice, i will auto wake up one :o ate lunch, and showered. Kelda said she saw someone, and i was like omg. everyone is bumping into that person except for me ! ): i dont like it this way ): met hannah at tiong, walked around. bought ice cream. trained to somerset. went all the way to scape to draw money. it was freaking crowded cos show was coming. oh first we went mf, weird. and u-turned out.

aft went cine to buy tickets for blood pledge. queue was super long, and seats were damn it near to the screen. bought first row tickets. i literally jumped and threw my jacket over my head! and hannah, barely even watched! it wasant tht scary. but there's someone inside the show that looks like seohyun. aft, went toilet and saw one actress. she looked damn familar. and i actually thought she was sdm :o and aft looking again, then realised she was one of the students in felicia chin's show! and she look damn different, and skinny! cute also ^^ heh. and she's called "jia" haha.

went scape dance dance awhile, and headed to mf for ferlyn's lesson ~ okay, awkward. and i almost fell when i turned. it was embarrassing. aft lesson, was horrible. was day ever ~ i wont say what happened here. read my other blog. but wont post today too sleepy. 190 homed and met mum at cck. watched tv and talked on the phone. Kelda and L made me like a fool. since when was L, Kelda's cousin -.- thanks ah you guys. talked till 130 and msned till 2 plus. just watched the channel u show finish. not watching the game today. i hope germany wins ^^

okay, church tmrw. better sleep now.

"Probably you should try putting yourself into my shoes. And some stuff are not what you think it is."

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2:46 AM

♥ Thursday, June 24, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

hello ~
okayy, just briefly talk talk about what happened on sunday (:
woke up at 12 plus, washed up. waited for carin to come over. tried on heels and all. :D
hannah one was too big for carin, then she used cotton wool and all.
cabbed down to st. james (: woahh, totally can just simply die in heels. my skin was like peeling ):
waited for damn long, asked hannah come (: and she really did. awesome ^^ talked a little, after she left. went buy macs with carin at harbourfront :D

after, bag went missing. someone moved for us (: nicey (: queued up. :D
7 and we were in, waiting for u-kiss. hahah. died in heels (: went in. and squeezed. carin damn funny, outside can do her hair dont want. must do inside and her wax was so troublesome! ):
videoed and all. kevin was simply adorable (: he drawed strawberry for the fans to enjoy ^^ hahahaha. some people kept staring wahts their problem -.-

we saw the bus and lukcily we ran. :D then wouldnt have done anyting? hahah, went to catch prince of persia after the concert (: guess who we saw in the cinema~ KAREN LEONG! ohgoshhhh. HAHAHA. i forogot what i wanted say alr! :D sleepyyy ):

said hi, and trained back. slept early.

llnday - Dad didnt wake me up and i slept till she cared me. hurried showered and out. cabbed down to plazasing! hahah. left to meet andrea, watched toy story 3 with your own steps? (:

sleepy now ~ after went to find jolene at jurong. trained down to changi. and my cut couldnt tap out, cos more than 2 hours! hahaha.

waited for beast at airport. when suddenly everyone scream. i thought what. its about ukiss (: haha. u-kiss went orchard in the afternoon while me also ): ugh. waited for a long time, people push and all. then their flight delayed. pictures i will upload soon :D hahaha.
cabbed back cos miss last train to city :x shit shit. ahha. homed around 1? talked on the phone with claudia till 6 plus. our topic are no link one. :D hahah.

Today - Woke up at 730 by jolene's call. slept back woke up at 10 plus. then washed up and all. said i was going school for yog. waited for shaza for half an hour and walked there. told a lie, that i was in school. hahah, accompanied they all for a little while. :D went ask about the 2am thing :D
met up with swendi at jp. late for 45 mins! ): bought alot of stuff, and back to jurong (: hahah.

aft headed for piano lesson and homed (:

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1:44 AM

♥ Monday, June 21, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyy (:
today woke up kinda late. used the com till i dozed off last night. and luckily carin called me, if not my mum wouldnt have woke me up! ):
hahah washed up, cabbed and we went tgt to imm.
met jiahui, just in time to chiong up (: slept for about an hour plus. unglamness ): haha, only carin saw i hope? went walk walk around. bought my beast album (: for shaza too. some people kept staring -.- dont know whats their problem.

went makan at macs with carin (: my only meal of the day! :D sit sit sit. backside pain. damn it crowded somemore. squeezed like sardine. but for u-kiss i guess it was worth it? (: hahaha.
headache much. took plenty pictures. leg cramp like hell. felt like i was in hell. ):
aft trained to somerset. and met claudia at traffic light and ran to find the others. awkwardd ~ super left out. no one could come down to save me ): left early for home to wash up and met andy outside claudia mum's pub :D

paiseh go in, haha. claudia had to come fetch us! sang sang sang. super fun (:
especially all the wrong words, and pitching which i zhao sia. haha. danced to genie and run devil run. super breathless and embarrassing. hahah, skipskip. dont wanna say much. going to rant on tumblr later ~ sang till 130. claudia dropped me and andy off at the coffee shop! (: the taxi driver was like, "Woah, you got two pretty girls to accompany you." LOL.

cabbed home at two. mum slept. taxi driver was friendly. chit-chat a little.
super shagged. tmrw got u-kiss concert (: hahah, heels or no heels? (:
okay, thats about all.
conclusion : overall, fun.

"Its time for me to start to learn how to give in."

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3:09 AM

♥ Sunday, June 20, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

hey.
today is a damn screwed up day. totally annoying, and not the saturday that i always love!
although the morning was alright.

slept at 6 plus, dozed off while watch paranormal activity. nat kept clapping whenever my eyes was abt to close! then i jump ): many timessss. but it was funnn (:
we played monopoly deal and dancedddd many songs and videoed some down!
they continued playing while i slept on the sofa, woke up every 2 hours! ): idk why also.
officially woke up at 12 plus. watched the maid and ate lunch. washed up and all. i didnt know how to on the water! stupiddd ): i had to ask jolene to teach me! hahah.
drank finish the alcohol, and my face was damnn red. it took damn long to cool down ):

nat mum send us there! and suddenly at the junction she told us to get down. damn random~
but we were dancing in the car with korean songs (:
reached mf around 4. met claudia and sun ming outside the studio (: i couldnt even walk straight.
played around, camwhore and all (:

waited for studio to be available. kpop class started. i was like trying damn hard to remember ferlyn steps. dont know how many 8's were there! ): i was literally dying. and i was dying of embarrassment with doing the wrong steps ):
ferlyn also imitated me when i do the i do i do i do part! so paiseh! ):
used the studio for a little while aft (: fun fun.
nat and claudia went trail for rdd. while jolene, gelyn and me when to the other studio to dance and play around. super envious of jealous. i think only hannah knows the actual reason why!
jealously filled me. thats why i was so quiet the whole time ):

went makan at koufu with andy and the rest of us. i was like holding back. damn upset okay ):
shared fishballs with gelyn! thanks for doing my ipod for me (:
homed with andy. cabbed back! thanks to my mum. and she still isnt happy. she found another reason to find fault with me. wtf is wrong with her. menopausing -.- wlaooo. i want my phone back. i wanna smssss ): ugh.
hannah hurry come back online ): im going to rant somewhere later! where no one knows! ):

u-kiss tmrw and im not really that excited. guessed im too upset and angry. -.-
will blog again soon.

"Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate."

-Everything starts from two person when they become friends.

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12:49 AM

♥ Saturday, June 19, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyhey~
okay, currently not at home. blogging at nat's place (:
claudia and yiliang supposed to come one, but sadly. in the end they too tired and didnt come!
haha, plus claudia broke her promiseee ):

okayy, not going blog long today. went jurong point at night with mum.
bought some stuff, plan canceled. alcohol bought (:
hope can watch paranormal activity. tata (: dancing timeee ~

and you're back soon (:

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12:44 AM

♥ Friday, June 18, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyhey~
today woke up around 11? (: lazed a while in bed and snoozed alarm many times! managed to catch 11 11 and 12 34 (: hahah. met hannah around 12 at cck. :D
went buy her tako balls and she forced me to drink smth ): the auntie gave me smth different ):
and seriously, everyone has hearing problems. and the worst is CARIN SEAH! like seriously. hahaha.

waited for that slowpoke to eat finish, she damn slow. hahaha, weather so hot still wear stockings. i wanna die in shorts already! hahaha. (: after trained to tiong, bought my speaker! and that carin seah, saw the gee rock version and ran towards it -.- LOL.
cabbed to tiara condo and walked down. the uncle was annoying -.-
danced a little, me and hannah taught carin and qy genie though ^^ hahah.

yi liang and jia hui came! (: and when i asked yi liang to alight. it was rather sudden. luckily i saw her head and her long hair (: if not they would have missed the bus. played tgt (: limbo and all. seriously, im not flexible at all ): hahah. skipskip (: they all left. leaving yi liang, jia hui and me behind!

went makan at cine! while talking about the piggy! haha, went toilet and walked into the male one :$ embarrassing. i almost also caused the whole tray to fall ): hahah. anyways, fb a little! and that piggy was finally contactable! after went toilet again, and bumped into jervin. she asked me a super weird question :O weird. ask me if you wanna know, i will share (:

homed (: and was shag. damn tired. and my back hurts from limbo. suckss.
did a little "work" and all. going to sleep real soon (: thats about it. byebye (:

"And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you."

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1:43 AM

♥ Thursday, June 17, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

Hello.
Walao, everytime also I help you blog then you help me blog one ):
Unfair lor, everytime also like that one ):
Ohmygosh, my friend damn cute! She was like "Tan Weiqian MIA. Call FBI, she suddenly stop tweeting." and etc. etc. Ohmygosh, damn cute la she! HAHA.
Anyways, I'm down with flu and sore throat ); My voice very low.
But according to my friend, she say my voice is higher, weird. hahaha
Okay, idk what to say. Today had tuition.
Then came home and used computer and then watched tv and fell asleep.
I wonder when you'll take the initiative to blog for me first instead of me blogging for you.
Haish, okay, done.
Love you loads <3
Your superhuman.

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8:57 PM

♥

yours truly, Amanda.

heyy (:
i slept super late yesterday. 5 plus. i dozed off while waiting for sms. :/ i guess i was really tired.
woke up at 9 and washed up and all. i was super shag. i barely had even enough sleep to last me the whole day! ):

left home at 930, met kelda in sch (: took 105 from the bus stop to prevent the flood and all. abit stupid right? then got this stupid old uncle when boarding the bus shake the umbrella at my head -.- then my whole hair wait. AM I THAT SHORT?! -.- angry okay.
super wet and it was raining super heavy. slacked a little, hannah delivered milo with shendy (:

after waited for kelda's mum to agree her in going for the movie then bused to commonwealth and trained to cine (: i was like damn urgent. hahah, although i peed before i left sch :/
and and, kelda almost slipped and fall when she was rushing and running on the road! but she magically managed to stand back up :p if not it will be a scene huh.
was slightly late. bumped into amanda wong, and lyanne (: they will so surprised to see me! actually i am too. hahah :D watched karate kid (: front was boring, behind was nice (:
i kept smsing though :/ and my mum kept calling. the show was touching (: thumbs up! so must watchh :D

said our goodbyes, and went walk walk around cine and all. ate the best smth fries one, felt like puking aft eating ): walked around 313 and trained to jurong (:
some woman kept staring though. soo annoyedddd okay! and i told kelda raffles place then change train! she say city hall, and we came out and in! people stared :/

met mum at imm, then went back to charge phone and out again to mum friend place.
watched tv, makan. my first meal of the day! (: hahah, and after slept for an hour on the sofa. too tired :/ homeddd (:

talked to kelda for a while (: facebooked and now on msn ~ and talking on the phone too (:
thats about all. looking forward to tmrwwww (: hahaha. i need to find skipping ropeeeee~ haha. okay thats all. byebye :D

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly."

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12:18 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

heyhey (:
im over the moon now ~ its for me to know, and for you to find out (:
hahah, anyways lets talk about today.
i woke up at 11 plus i think? and wanted sleep longer also cannot. must be sleeping too much!
watched okto shows! damn boring, ate a little. and left home to meet nadia and amanda (:
i rushed home to take my pad! ): i forgot to bring. hahah and that caused me to miss my bus ):

was SLIGHTLY late, hahah. trained tgt (: AMANDA WAS BLUR! no food and drinks and she was sucking her jelly so openly yknow! she damn blur okay! hahaha.
trained to redhill and bought stuff from mr bean. nadia was damn blur! she gave the cashier a malaysia 50 cent coin! damn embarrassing. cabbed to weiqian's house :)

haha, i did smth stupid though. amanda too (: she came out of the cab and her ___ haha, nvm i shouldnt say (: aft she kill me.
played a little of taptap, then watch barbie and the twelve dancing princesses (: and someone was mean ): angry at me luhh. snacked a little. had so much fun laughing at the show (:
amanda like watched it many times! she even know whats the line of the next part (:
her father suddenly came home and we auto sat up, sat properly and greeted "Hello uncle" - in unison! hahha. hilarious muchh (:
more tap tap (: and after left about 630? and amanda was chasing after a cab! haha, cabbed to redhill. send amanda off first!

train was crowded, squeezed and all! said goodbye at yew tee and went buy my mini bread then homed (: missed my 7 o'clock show ): depressed. watched tv, sms and talked to my meanie airhole bf (: mummy bought porridge and i was hungry (: ate cos didnt eat dinner. :D
washed up and smsing now (: awesomeeee ~

tmrw going sch to accompeny kelda (: hahah. thats about it.

yknow i'll miss you.

"The soul mate is what we aspire to and like to understand about us, is what we deem to be perfection, purity and endless regarding our own being."

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1:38 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 15, 2010

yours truly, Amanda.

hellooo (:
my posts are really little ): this is only my 171th posttt!
okay, let's talk about yesterday first! (:

Yesterday - Snoozed alarm idk how many times! but i managed to wake up by 1130 (: its an improvement okay. i couldnt slept the night before, and maybe cos i was smsing (: and i didnt wanna sleep. :D supposed to go recognize studio with nat, but i kinda woke up late ): and all so didnt go.. hahaha. makan and all first, drank soup only (: and my mum seemed to be able to read my mind. she asked me you going out ah? then i was like yeah. :D happy luhh ^^

left home around 220? supposed to meet nat at 245! but she was like half an hour late! haha, but it was okay (: claudia was even later! we waited till 4 tgt. and i was like some siao person, laughing at every single sms i received! haha, and the bus drivers who passsed by me was staring at me. i was on auto high mood ~ hahah, nat was being damn lame. "I'm talking to my baby." then i started laughing like siao. and we were like talking about monthly. Nat said, "I don't have periods." then i was like, "You got cock is it?" she was like, "No la, i dont have cock and no period!" super hilarious ~

i kept giggling in the bus! claudia and i was just opposite! and we were texting! haha. 98 to meet jolene, and 98 back! we got lost though ): couldnt find the place. then we took cab, uncle also dk. must use the gps thing. hahha. late, but was good thing (: havent even started lah. met them, and they rehearsed (: skipskip, saw so many guys dolled up so "pretty" omgzxzx. super gross okay. they even walked like some ahguas. *hair stands* eww.

went out buy some snacks (: then claudia called and ask us to wait! cos they wanted some fresh hair! -.- LOL! back, waited a little more. and FLING OUT was performing (: the audience like abit racist can. like no claps and applause one. they were the only chinese group out of 18 other groups. the rest were totally malays. skipskip. ended at 10.

went makan at je interchange (: the uncle was damn rude okay. -.- not like we dying to eat your food -.- assss. after makan, slacked a little. talked about kpop (: nat was crapping! haha.
homed with andy and andrew! haha, andy said i improved the mosttt and was happy for me (: yay! :D reached home 12 plus. kenna nagging. -.-
slept while watching tv. fruitful day <3 yay.

Today - woke up at 11 plus. automatically. maybe cos i slept early. hahah, didnt go out. cramps were killing. damn pain. plus my back was aching along with headache and my neck ): everywhere pain lah. watched your hand in mine (: after along with L word! i crieddd ): damn sad okay.

ate like 2 mouthful of rice for lunch. no appetite (: in pyjamas the whole day (: smsing smsing smsing :D okay lah, what else? daddy bought dinner. i kenna nagged cos i didnt shower! haha, and was like loitering around the house. -.- nothing to do what, and my cramps were killing. what you want me do? ._.
dad talked to me for half an hour when it was supposed to be 5-10 mins. plus, my temptation to reply messages was omg. ): hahah.

texted someone just now (: and she was being annoying and mean! ughhh.
and she's going camp tmrw ): for 5 freaking days leh!!! omgg man.
aiyahhh.

tmrw hope to go out (: will blog again soon. byebye (:

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

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