heyhey.
feeling damn down now. absoulute boyfriend made me cry like fuck.
dont know whether it was on the show or my fucked up life. ugh.

woke up damn late. replied my so many messages. took like one hour? wth.
christmas also dont feel like christmas.
kenna scolded by my mum. wtf. also non of my business.
my dad say i wear like one tomboy. -.- your problem meh? why cant i wear what i like.
its my body what.

gave presents to my neighbour and left for my godma's place.
didnt do much. my mum acted so nice infront of them. oh wtv.
two faced please. played with my all so adorable cousin! she's the only one that made me smile the whole day (:
helped with the preparation, and dinnered.

filling dinner, so many chicken cann. pasta was not spicy enough (:
okayy, tv time with them after. log cake for dessert. fattening please ): shit.
my cousin got all whiny after. haha. took my blood pressure, i have low blood. so cool. that explains why i feel giddy too. ha.

send grandma home, and homed around 930.
tv time. quarreled with my mum. packed my books and everything.
talked to jess for a little while. swen didnt go home today ): pangseh me.
tv time, sms sms. facebooked. now going to sleep soon. eyes super tired.
the mask i did today, doubt there's any use. hah.

hannah's back already (: welcome back babe.
see you soon ah. looking forward to dance tmr. hopefully i can wake up, and wont be late (:
i miss andrea! i hope to see her soon. dont know when will she be coming back.

dont know whats with my mood today. suddenly felt so upset.
thought of some stuff of what we once did together. it made my heart ache so much.
maybe what my dying partner said was true.
i'll try to be strong.

thanks mum for screwing up my life.

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

thats all. nights, bye.