heys.
slept at 7 yesterday. barely even enough sleep. woke up nearing two.
my mum described it like it was already 3, and i'll miss my whole piano lesson. oh wth. -.-

lunched, food was gross. showered, and left home for piano.
reached slightly late. the last time that i'll be having my piano at that yamaha school. ):
my memories. ha, its going to be knocked down. after so many years.
homed after piano.

stayed in my room, till mum came to disturb me.
asked me to help her do this and that. she screwed her whole file up, and expect me to do everything for her. no way. im not the little girl like before.
ate dinner, and left home to meet jess.

that woman allowed me, then she twisted her words. wtf.
ordered me home, and i u-turned. -.- waste of my time.
bought popcorn at the cinema, rather weird. ha.
homed at 7 plus. didnt even say anything to me. wtf. -.-

i went my room, ntuced. bought stuff for tmr lunch. (:
next few hours was peaceful. and fought with her again. totally blind.
dont even know how to use her own phone. expect me to say sorry. -.- bloody hell.
threatening me here and there. when its over, see what you can threaten me with. girls home? come on. im not scared anymore. you trained me like this.
protected my dog from her. idiot. guai lan with me, i guai lan back with you.
im 14 not 4, im different from last time. you should know.
im not the daughter that you can scream and shout at or malign me anymore, i will just fucking shout back and answer back.

fight lasted to 12, changed. and talked to swendi.
she cheered me up (: haha, thanks babe.
gossip girl till four. ha. its nice (: finished season two already.
plans tmr. will tell then.

P.S : Other blog updated.

"The greatest pain that comes with love is loving someone you can't have."

thats all for now, bye.