everyone seems to have a pair of guardian angels guarding over them, but i dont think i have mine. i've done too many sins, im drifting away from god! ): i miss going to churchh! then i can talk to god and have so much fun ):

anyway, im going nuts again. feeling down for no reason. actually there is, but it was just a random thought that made me upset. im like ranting to nadia ~ ohhhh. at least she understands me.

idkk, do i just admire you? or is it more than that? or is it like? or what? LOVE?
i dont know. and i dont think i will ever find out. cos i dont know how to test.
like what nadia said, whether its admire, like or love.. its still feelings towards you.
im just forever anticipating for your messages, or even just seeing you around. im happy (:
IM DEPRESSED! i dont know what to do. someone slap me up.
problems of these are enough, theres always other problems booming me.
sometimes, i didnt even do anything. and why do i deserve all this?
no sense okay, maybe a little. but not that much. wtv man.
i just hate my life. especially this year. i miss year 2009 so muchh.
although there are problems, there isnt so much.
i just wanna move on, i cant seem to do so. i need a shoulder to cry on. im always alone ~
woah, i rant till im crying. how amazing. everyone seems to be drifting, who can i count on? ):
i just want a simple life. is it that hard?
someone with no problems, and normal life, normal friends, what else does a normal person have?
wtv man. ikr my life sucks! its sucks to be amanda wong. wtvvvv! im so annoyed in a way also upset. FML. ugh. sucks lah. rant rant rant. i wanna rant more but i dont know how to express it out. maybe not on this blog. but somewhere else. hurrrrryyyyy, im waiting for sms! but not yours. im really going nuts. cos im dumb and stupid ~
which equals to failing my examsssss. and screwing everything up.
thats what a person i am. a failure in life. and will never be any better then this. wtv man. this kinda reply. not happy dont replyyyy! ): so annoyinggggggg.

im having math paper 1 tmrw.. so scareddddd that i will fail and not do well. ):
going out tmrw aftttt. anyways, enough ranting for now.
those who read finish, thanks yeahh! (:

thats all. bye.