Sigh I don't want to make it seem that I'm just so selfish. But every time I hear her name or whatever, it just brings back everything. Especially that day. That day when we all just happened to hang out together. That day when you slept over at my place. I don't know. I can't not get affected. It's just I can't stop thinking, stop not feeling anything. And just continue talking to her. I don't want you to break any promises you've towards her. She played a part in your life too, I shouldn't be selfish.
NTS : Keep emotions to yourself. Try hard even if you can't.