SWEET SECRETS <3

2011-06-24T03:49:00.002+08:00

It sucks reading something I know I shouldn't be reading. Something i know what I'll be upset over. But still, i did it. Isn't stupid to cry over reading someone's reblogs on tumblr? YES. But still i did it. Shouldn't have, really.

Read back all the way till the last post I've last seen. Still, it hurts. Surely, definitely. Why do i keep feeling this way? I hate it. Ssriously. I HATE FEELING THIS WAY. Yeah definitely, whatever I read kept me thinking. Thinking that you'd never loved me the way you love/loved her. I just hate thinking this way, but it's something that I can never avoid. WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

Yeah i could have sensed which are for her, and when i read those, my eyes just became more teary and more teary. It's this feeling that your heart feels so heavy, and all of a sudden you just really want to cry it all out or just even cry yourself to sleep. Yeah, i felt that. I've no mood to do anything else for now. NOTHING. & why? Cos of whatever that is sickeningly going through my head this instance. Why can't I just be unfeeling less? I'm sure it would be better.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE FEELING THIS WAY. I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT EVER AGAIN. NO THANKS. I DONT WANT IT. But it's something I wouldn't be able to hide from, nor mention anything to anyone. I'm just gonna keep it to myself, and just suck it in. As usual. & by tomorrow, I'll just be the normal self I'm always am. It's always these hours that my mind would go wandering, wandering everywhere, wandering over stupid thoughts of mine (but definitely nothing that are senseless). Yup, I guess I've ranted enough. And i hope the person that I'm referring to, doesn't ever get to see this. Hopefully.

2010-08-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

Heyy (:
I'm on the way home now. I'm having a headache from the bus ride. Ughh. So I'm trying to keep myself entertained. Let's talk about today. Nth much happened today, but I just know that I had fun (: I feel happy that I have friends that i can have fun with :D

Had 2.4 just now. I felt like dying ~ I was so drained. I look like I was half dead when I finished it. Thanks ednes for pushing me for the last round! (:
Hahah. And those who encouraged me! (: like julene, and others ^^ I didnt train, and j only walked 100m! I feel so accomplished. And for the first time, a gold for my napfa!

Recess was awesome (: I had fun. And lit test right aft. I swear I didn't know how to do at all. I anyhow did it. Sure to flunk it, it's the same. Failing ss = failing literature. Oh wtv thenn (: physics was alright. I was writing letter to kill time. Replied more letters to kill more time! (:

Plaza sing aft (: felt like spending money. And bought earpiece (: it's yelloowwww ;D waited for A to finish piano with K. Went walk walk and 190 home (: now still in the bus. It's taking forever to reach cck -.- my Legs are hurting so badly. Anw, I felt guilty for not gg yog. Hahah. But it's okay. (: I got over it in awhile. Hahah. There's even yog on Sunday. And even worst, monday and Tuesday also -.- right. Will continue later (:

Homed and watched tv. Used lappy an slept while watching videos. Must have been too sleepyyyyyy ~ okayyy, that's about it.

"I wish you wouldn't give me those cold attitude."

2010-08-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

heyy (:
i decided to update today. but it wouldnt be a very long post.
im sleep deprived, and i slept at 230 yesterday. barely had 3 hours of sleep..
school wasant exactly fine. but some people made it awesome (: thanks yeah, yknow ily (:
alot has been happening recently, i shall rant on tumblr.

emath was fine had test and all. aft chem was rather slack. recess (: slacked somewhere and talk. for those who are too free, dont kaypoh luhh. dont think so much. its not what you think it is.
physics was alright. had some surprise practical test. but it wasant really we did it ourselves. the teachers was helping us to do this and that (: awesome right?
ss after. had test. and yeah, i didnt study as usual. im going to flunk it. i hope i wont get a 0 though.

aft sch had some yog briefing. got my costumes and the shoes were like super tight fitting. the sizes aft that was too bigggg. some embarrassing events happened though :/ oopsie.
gwc after that. bumped into eugenia and qiying at macs (: went ahead with yoshi ~
ate there and waited for aniela to come. she tricked me luhh, say she wasant coming.
but i KNEW IT! hahah.

played around and all, laughed so muchhh (: hahah, watsons to buy some stuff! (: kelda bought some plaster. and i was curious on the preganancy kits. ahhaha, balloons were nice! haha.
thanks for the chocolateesss <3 haha. best and walked to kelda's block to sat. some guy was weird, stare and me and say hello. freaky much.
and there was some kids challenging us. annoyinggg much, still ask what sch -.- kns.

32 to redhill, and met mum at imm. she another embarrassing one. dinner and homed (:
tried on the costume, and it looks gross on me. like seriously.
thats all (:

"Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?"

2010-07-11T02:46:00.002+08:00

heyy ~
it seems like i have not blog like foreverrrr! alot seemed to be happening now, and it isnt good things. sucks like hell. oh my maid's alarm just went off. she's stupid enough to run back to the agency when she already ran to the agent the first time she ran. okay, going to off the alarm brb. back, just realised it was my dad's one. im sleepy ~ supposed to go malaysia with mum, but she ended up dozing off. boomzxxx. ohyeah, the pass two days have kinda been awesome and i wanna talk about it.

Thursday - School as usual, skip the school part. aft headed off to leonie with carin & hannah. ordered pizza and somehow the order didnt get through or smth. dont know whats wrong. weird, then aft the pizza guy came in taxi :o and was like running here and there. the rest came aft. awkward atmosphere ~ danced a little, shaza videoed some down. then aft i didnt wanna go home so early, went to find L (: she asked me to figure out my own where she lived. luckily i remembered, and i knew how near it was from leonie now. damn near like omgosh. i didnt dare to go inside her condo, felt like an idiot :/

went to her poolside there (: and she started packing my bag for me and said it had alot of rubbish and everything! hahah, awesome (: aft packing she looked through my camera stuff and started taking random pictures ~ then she started guessing my phone password! omg. she managed to guess luhh. with my help of course! and she made me like an idiot chasing aft her! boomzx, she ran barefooted! and around the pool without falling in! i was so scared that i might fall in! ): she changed my phone pass, and made me show her my notes to tell me my password. idiot me. cabbed home at 8 (:

Friday - School as usual, skip. aft skipped yog and went harbourfront with clique to eat pasta. shared with swendi. aft still went to buy ice cream and 65 to orchard! walked around ion and wheelock while waiting for yiliang. shes the boomzx, meet at 4, and she woke up at 4! went fareast buy some stuff. and went to the cafe to reply letters while she wrote claudia's birthday letter. went cine buy seaweed for swendi, and aft walked to the bus stop. and 190 came, two somemore. but didnt ran for it. had a sixth sense that i shoudnt (: in the end trained to tiong, and went to find L again (: went up her house for about at hour? cabbed home as usual :D mum said she didnt allow me out :O but she still did. sms sms. luckily i didnt go for my night plan, if not i will just be a party pooper.

Today - Mum woke me up, cos we didnt have any maid. everytime i hear her voice, i will auto wake up one :o ate lunch, and showered. Kelda said she saw someone, and i was like omg. everyone is bumping into that person except for me ! ): i dont like it this way ): met hannah at tiong, walked around. bought ice cream. trained to somerset. went all the way to scape to draw money. it was freaking crowded cos show was coming. oh first we went mf, weird. and u-turned out.

aft went cine to buy tickets for blood pledge. queue was super long, and seats were damn it near to the screen. bought first row tickets. i literally jumped and threw my jacket over my head! and hannah, barely even watched! it wasant tht scary. but there's someone inside the show that looks like seohyun. aft, went toilet and saw one actress. she looked damn familar. and i actually thought she was sdm :o and aft looking again, then realised she was one of the students in felicia chin's show! and she look damn different, and skinny! cute also ^^ heh. and she's called "jia" haha.

went scape dance dance awhile, and headed to mf for ferlyn's lesson ~ okay, awkward. and i almost fell when i turned. it was embarrassing. aft lesson, was horrible. was day ever ~ i wont say what happened here. read my other blog. but wont post today too sleepy. 190 homed and met mum at cck. watched tv and talked on the phone. Kelda and L made me like a fool. since when was L, Kelda's cousin -.- thanks ah you guys. talked till 130 and msned till 2 plus. just watched the channel u show finish. not watching the game today. i hope germany wins ^^

okay, church tmrw. better sleep now.

"Probably you should try putting yourself into my shoes. And some stuff are not what you think it is."

2010-06-24T01:44:00.003+08:00

hello ~
okayy, just briefly talk talk about what happened on sunday (:
woke up at 12 plus, washed up. waited for carin to come over. tried on heels and all. :D
hannah one was too big for carin, then she used cotton wool and all.
cabbed down to st. james (: woahh, totally can just simply die in heels. my skin was like peeling ):
waited for damn long, asked hannah come (: and she really did. awesome ^^ talked a little, after she left. went buy macs with carin at harbourfront :D

after, bag went missing. someone moved for us (: nicey (: queued up. :D
7 and we were in, waiting for u-kiss. hahah. died in heels (: went in. and squeezed. carin damn funny, outside can do her hair dont want. must do inside and her wax was so troublesome! ):
videoed and all. kevin was simply adorable (: he drawed strawberry for the fans to enjoy ^^ hahahaha. some people kept staring wahts their problem -.-

we saw the bus and lukcily we ran. :D then wouldnt have done anyting? hahah, went to catch prince of persia after the concert (: guess who we saw in the cinema~ KAREN LEONG! ohgoshhhh. HAHAHA. i forogot what i wanted say alr! :D sleepyyy ):

said hi, and trained back. slept early.

llnday - Dad didnt wake me up and i slept till she cared me. hurried showered and out. cabbed down to plazasing! hahah. left to meet andrea, watched toy story 3 with your own steps? (:

sleepy now ~ after went to find jolene at jurong. trained down to changi. and my cut couldnt tap out, cos more than 2 hours! hahaha.

waited for beast at airport. when suddenly everyone scream. i thought what. its about ukiss (: haha. u-kiss went orchard in the afternoon while me also ): ugh. waited for a long time, people push and all. then their flight delayed. pictures i will upload soon :D hahaha.
cabbed back cos miss last train to city :x shit shit. ahha. homed around 1? talked on the phone with claudia till 6 plus. our topic are no link one. :D hahah.

Today - Woke up at 730 by jolene's call. slept back woke up at 10 plus. then washed up and all. said i was going school for yog. waited for shaza for half an hour and walked there. told a lie, that i was in school. hahah, accompanied they all for a little while. :D went ask about the 2am thing :D
met up with swendi at jp. late for 45 mins! ): bought alot of stuff, and back to jurong (: hahah.

aft headed for piano lesson and homed (:

2010-06-21T03:09:00.002+08:00

heyy (:
today woke up kinda late. used the com till i dozed off last night. and luckily carin called me, if not my mum wouldnt have woke me up! ):
hahah washed up, cabbed and we went tgt to imm.
met jiahui, just in time to chiong up (: slept for about an hour plus. unglamness ): haha, only carin saw i hope? went walk walk around. bought my beast album (: for shaza too. some people kept staring -.- dont know whats their problem.

went makan at macs with carin (: my only meal of the day! :D sit sit sit. backside pain. damn it crowded somemore. squeezed like sardine. but for u-kiss i guess it was worth it? (: hahaha.
headache much. took plenty pictures. leg cramp like hell. felt like i was in hell. ):
aft trained to somerset. and met claudia at traffic light and ran to find the others. awkwardd ~ super left out. no one could come down to save me ): left early for home to wash up and met andy outside claudia mum's pub :D

paiseh go in, haha. claudia had to come fetch us! sang sang sang. super fun (:
especially all the wrong words, and pitching which i zhao sia. haha. danced to genie and run devil run. super breathless and embarrassing. hahah, skipskip. dont wanna say much. going to rant on tumblr later ~ sang till 130. claudia dropped me and andy off at the coffee shop! (: the taxi driver was like, "Woah, you got two pretty girls to accompany you." LOL.

cabbed home at two. mum slept. taxi driver was friendly. chit-chat a little.
super shagged. tmrw got u-kiss concert (: hahah, heels or no heels? (:
okay, thats about all.
conclusion : overall, fun.

"Its time for me to start to learn how to give in."

2010-06-20T00:49:00.004+08:00

hey.
today is a damn screwed up day. totally annoying, and not the saturday that i always love!
although the morning was alright.

slept at 6 plus, dozed off while watch paranormal activity. nat kept clapping whenever my eyes was abt to close! then i jump ): many timessss. but it was funnn (:
we played monopoly deal and dancedddd many songs and videoed some down!
they continued playing while i slept on the sofa, woke up every 2 hours! ): idk why also.
officially woke up at 12 plus. watched the maid and ate lunch. washed up and all. i didnt know how to on the water! stupiddd ): i had to ask jolene to teach me! hahah.
drank finish the alcohol, and my face was damnn red. it took damn long to cool down ):

nat mum send us there! and suddenly at the junction she told us to get down. damn random~
but we were dancing in the car with korean songs (:
reached mf around 4. met claudia and sun ming outside the studio (: i couldnt even walk straight.
played around, camwhore and all (:

waited for studio to be available. kpop class started. i was like trying damn hard to remember ferlyn steps. dont know how many 8's were there! ): i was literally dying. and i was dying of embarrassment with doing the wrong steps ):
ferlyn also imitated me when i do the i do i do i do part! so paiseh! ):
used the studio for a little while aft (: fun fun.
nat and claudia went trail for rdd. while jolene, gelyn and me when to the other studio to dance and play around. super envious of jealous. i think only hannah knows the actual reason why!
jealously filled me. thats why i was so quiet the whole time ):

went makan at koufu with andy and the rest of us. i was like holding back. damn upset okay ):
shared fishballs with gelyn! thanks for doing my ipod for me (:
homed with andy. cabbed back! thanks to my mum. and she still isnt happy. she found another reason to find fault with me. wtf is wrong with her. menopausing -.- wlaooo. i want my phone back. i wanna smssss ): ugh.
hannah hurry come back online ): im going to rant somewhere later! where no one knows! ):

u-kiss tmrw and im not really that excited. guessed im too upset and angry. -.-
will blog again soon.

"Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate."

-Everything starts from two person when they become friends.

2010-06-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

heyhey~
okay, currently not at home. blogging at nat's place (:
claudia and yiliang supposed to come one, but sadly. in the end they too tired and didnt come!
haha, plus claudia broke her promiseee ):

okayy, not going blog long today. went jurong point at night with mum.
bought some stuff, plan canceled. alcohol bought (:
hope can watch paranormal activity. tata (: dancing timeee ~

and you're back soon (:

2010-06-18T01:43:00.003+08:00

heyhey~
today woke up around 11? (: lazed a while in bed and snoozed alarm many times! managed to catch 11 11 and 12 34 (: hahah. met hannah around 12 at cck. :D
went buy her tako balls and she forced me to drink smth ): the auntie gave me smth different ):
and seriously, everyone has hearing problems. and the worst is CARIN SEAH! like seriously. hahaha.

waited for that slowpoke to eat finish, she damn slow. hahaha, weather so hot still wear stockings. i wanna die in shorts already! hahaha. (: after trained to tiong, bought my speaker! and that carin seah, saw the gee rock version and ran towards it -.- LOL.
cabbed to tiara condo and walked down. the uncle was annoying -.-
danced a little, me and hannah taught carin and qy genie though ^^ hahah.

yi liang and jia hui came! (: and when i asked yi liang to alight. it was rather sudden. luckily i saw her head and her long hair (: if not they would have missed the bus. played tgt (: limbo and all. seriously, im not flexible at all ): hahah. skipskip (: they all left. leaving yi liang, jia hui and me behind!

went makan at cine! while talking about the piggy! haha, went toilet and walked into the male one :$ embarrassing. i almost also caused the whole tray to fall ): hahah. anyways, fb a little! and that piggy was finally contactable! after went toilet again, and bumped into jervin. she asked me a super weird question :O weird. ask me if you wanna know, i will share (:

homed (: and was shag. damn tired. and my back hurts from limbo. suckss.
did a little "work" and all. going to sleep real soon (: thats about it. byebye (:

"And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you."

2010-06-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Walao, everytime also I help you blog then you help me blog one ):
Unfair lor, everytime also like that one ):
Ohmygosh, my friend damn cute! She was like "Tan Weiqian MIA. Call FBI, she suddenly stop tweeting." and etc. etc. Ohmygosh, damn cute la she! HAHA.
Anyways, I'm down with flu and sore throat ); My voice very low.
But according to my friend, she say my voice is higher, weird. hahaha
Okay, idk what to say. Today had tuition.
Then came home and used computer and then watched tv and fell asleep.
I wonder when you'll take the initiative to blog for me first instead of me blogging for you.
Haish, okay, done.
Love you loads <3
Your superhuman.

2010-06-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

heyy (:
i slept super late yesterday. 5 plus. i dozed off while waiting for sms. :/ i guess i was really tired.
woke up at 9 and washed up and all. i was super shag. i barely had even enough sleep to last me the whole day! ):

left home at 930, met kelda in sch (: took 105 from the bus stop to prevent the flood and all. abit stupid right? then got this stupid old uncle when boarding the bus shake the umbrella at my head -.- then my whole hair wait. AM I THAT SHORT?! -.- angry okay.
super wet and it was raining super heavy. slacked a little, hannah delivered milo with shendy (:

after waited for kelda's mum to agree her in going for the movie then bused to commonwealth and trained to cine (: i was like damn urgent. hahah, although i peed before i left sch :/
and and, kelda almost slipped and fall when she was rushing and running on the road! but she magically managed to stand back up :p if not it will be a scene huh.
was slightly late. bumped into amanda wong, and lyanne (: they will so surprised to see me! actually i am too. hahah :D watched karate kid (: front was boring, behind was nice (:
i kept smsing though :/ and my mum kept calling. the show was touching (: thumbs up! so must watchh :D

said our goodbyes, and went walk walk around cine and all. ate the best smth fries one, felt like puking aft eating ): walked around 313 and trained to jurong (:
some woman kept staring though. soo annoyedddd okay! and i told kelda raffles place then change train! she say city hall, and we came out and in! people stared :/

met mum at imm, then went back to charge phone and out again to mum friend place.
watched tv, makan. my first meal of the day! (: hahah, and after slept for an hour on the sofa. too tired :/ homeddd (:

talked to kelda for a while (: facebooked and now on msn ~ and talking on the phone too (:
thats about all. looking forward to tmrwwww (: hahaha. i need to find skipping ropeeeee~ haha. okay thats all. byebye :D

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly."

2010-06-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

heyhey (:
im over the moon now ~ its for me to know, and for you to find out (:
hahah, anyways lets talk about today.
i woke up at 11 plus i think? and wanted sleep longer also cannot. must be sleeping too much!
watched okto shows! damn boring, ate a little. and left home to meet nadia and amanda (:
i rushed home to take my pad! ): i forgot to bring. hahah and that caused me to miss my bus ):

was SLIGHTLY late, hahah. trained tgt (: AMANDA WAS BLUR! no food and drinks and she was sucking her jelly so openly yknow! she damn blur okay! hahaha.
trained to redhill and bought stuff from mr bean. nadia was damn blur! she gave the cashier a malaysia 50 cent coin! damn embarrassing. cabbed to weiqian's house :)

haha, i did smth stupid though. amanda too (: she came out of the cab and her ___ haha, nvm i shouldnt say (: aft she kill me.
played a little of taptap, then watch barbie and the twelve dancing princesses (: and someone was mean ): angry at me luhh. snacked a little. had so much fun laughing at the show (:
amanda like watched it many times! she even know whats the line of the next part (:
her father suddenly came home and we auto sat up, sat properly and greeted "Hello uncle" - in unison! hahha. hilarious muchh (:
more tap tap (: and after left about 630? and amanda was chasing after a cab! haha, cabbed to redhill. send amanda off first!

train was crowded, squeezed and all! said goodbye at yew tee and went buy my mini bread then homed (: missed my 7 o'clock show ): depressed. watched tv, sms and talked to my meanie airhole bf (: mummy bought porridge and i was hungry (: ate cos didnt eat dinner. :D
washed up and smsing now (: awesomeeee ~

tmrw going sch to accompeny kelda (: hahah. thats about it.

yknow i'll miss you.

"The soul mate is what we aspire to and like to understand about us, is what we deem to be perfection, purity and endless regarding our own being."

2010-06-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

hellooo (:
my posts are really little ): this is only my 171th posttt!
okay, let's talk about yesterday first! (:

Yesterday - Snoozed alarm idk how many times! but i managed to wake up by 1130 (: its an improvement okay. i couldnt slept the night before, and maybe cos i was smsing (: and i didnt wanna sleep. :D supposed to go recognize studio with nat, but i kinda woke up late ): and all so didnt go.. hahaha. makan and all first, drank soup only (: and my mum seemed to be able to read my mind. she asked me you going out ah? then i was like yeah. :D happy luhh ^^

left home around 220? supposed to meet nat at 245! but she was like half an hour late! haha, but it was okay (: claudia was even later! we waited till 4 tgt. and i was like some siao person, laughing at every single sms i received! haha, and the bus drivers who passsed by me was staring at me. i was on auto high mood ~ hahah, nat was being damn lame. "I'm talking to my baby." then i started laughing like siao. and we were like talking about monthly. Nat said, "I don't have periods." then i was like, "You got cock is it?" she was like, "No la, i dont have cock and no period!" super hilarious ~

i kept giggling in the bus! claudia and i was just opposite! and we were texting! haha. 98 to meet jolene, and 98 back! we got lost though ): couldnt find the place. then we took cab, uncle also dk. must use the gps thing. hahha. late, but was good thing (: havent even started lah. met them, and they rehearsed (: skipskip, saw so many guys dolled up so "pretty" omgzxzx. super gross okay. they even walked like some ahguas. *hair stands* eww.

went out buy some snacks (: then claudia called and ask us to wait! cos they wanted some fresh hair! -.- LOL! back, waited a little more. and FLING OUT was performing (: the audience like abit racist can. like no claps and applause one. they were the only chinese group out of 18 other groups. the rest were totally malays. skipskip. ended at 10.

went makan at je interchange (: the uncle was damn rude okay. -.- not like we dying to eat your food -.- assss. after makan, slacked a little. talked about kpop (: nat was crapping! haha.
homed with andy and andrew! haha, andy said i improved the mosttt and was happy for me (: yay! :D reached home 12 plus. kenna nagging. -.-
slept while watching tv. fruitful day <3 yay.

Today - woke up at 11 plus. automatically. maybe cos i slept early. hahah, didnt go out. cramps were killing. damn pain. plus my back was aching along with headache and my neck ): everywhere pain lah. watched your hand in mine (: after along with L word! i crieddd ): damn sad okay.

ate like 2 mouthful of rice for lunch. no appetite (: in pyjamas the whole day (: smsing smsing smsing :D okay lah, what else? daddy bought dinner. i kenna nagged cos i didnt shower! haha, and was like loitering around the house. -.- nothing to do what, and my cramps were killing. what you want me do? ._.
dad talked to me for half an hour when it was supposed to be 5-10 mins. plus, my temptation to reply messages was omg. ): hahah.

texted someone just now (: and she was being annoying and mean! ughhh.
and she's going camp tmrw ): for 5 freaking days leh!!! omgg man.
aiyahhh.

tmrw hope to go out (: will blog again soon. byebye (:

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

2010-06-13T01:52:00.004+08:00

여보세요 (:
i just simply love today. actually i love all saturdays (: but saturday is the day that aiyah. you ask me and i will tell you ):
supposed to wake up at 9, then idk how i dragged till 1040 and i just jumped out of bed and did everything in auto fast mood luh (: surprising i wasant late.
met hannah at tiong and headed to somerset (:
walked our way to scape :D the same woman was giving out the pamplet again. same same, 6th time taking from her already!

early for dance, bought my stuff first and up i went (:
angela was super crazy she was like zi-highing and hi fived me and hannah? hahah. weird lah she. went toilet and pangsai (: hahah. hannah looks weird in big shirt and sweat pants! luckily she didnt wear that shirt, cos katy was wearing it also! hahahahahah.

karen's last lesson today for me ): she thought as some awesome choreo (: "I'm a loner by idk who" i forgot already. but the choreo was funny and awesome (: especially th turn part she was like "amanda, you created your own way to turn! and it works!" hahahaha. she was always like "are you guys okay? you all seem lost." hahah. groups splitting time. and my group all squeezed tgt till there wasant even enough space to dance ): haha. awesome choreo luhh (:

nash class after, i kept yawning. and i switched off half way. only blindly following and not even remembering :/ but okay lahh (: after i went kbox find vivian jess and eunice (: sorry hannah :x
hahah, went back at 4. supposed to go for the some club event at esplanade. but in the end tickets went to waste :/ haix, sadly i was looking forward to it. but if i went, hahah i wouldnt be able to ___ ______ ______! (: its for me to know and for you to never know. joined kpop hiphop (: and omg, i found out that jessie was going to teach hiphop intermediate ): oh my goshh ~ we played around as usual. hahah. hannah left early ):

went to the piano room to see karen continue her choreo. and suddenly she was "friend, you improved alot leh. especially in today's choreo! and smth your enlightenment this and that in nash class also." shocked me, and suddenly everyone clap. after what wanling and andy said they clapped again. super paiseh, i didnt know what to say. just smile. is what i did. :D
played around in the room after (: karen left and we continued using :D went buy food with jolene and we talked a little :) shhhhh okay! ^^ back, and i swear yi liang ears was damn sharp! hahah she could actually hear us saying her name from miles apart! omggg.

yi liang's dance is like omg. and claudia energy was super awesome (: envious like ttm. some other stuff happened but aint going say (: went looking for blank disc for andy they all (:
we walked all the way to the traffic light and munmun called and say could get the disc from jasmine. and we were like oops, whose going ask? luckily wewe gave it to us :D

cabbed to leonie. and learned a little of locking. left early cos mum went insane -.-
i cabbed back and yknow what she wasant at home. how screwed up that was -.-
tv and sms (: hahaha, hope i can go out tmrw. pray for me yeah! ): sadness.

"I wish we will like talk more often, nowadays we dont even talk and im definitely not comparing to last time."

2010-06-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

hello ~
i find i very free man, everyday also blog (: hahah. hmm, okay today (:
woke up at 12 plus by amanda's call (: she called 4 times then i woke up. piggy much right?

she came over to accompany me :D nothing to do, makan a little. wanted watch sherlock homes but my disc cant play -.- annoying much. in the end watch a little of L word (: she said it was interesting :D and shane was damn hottt (: especially in dress and heels ^^ with a wig too! lovessssss <3

amanda left around 5 plus and she somehow lost her way at yewtee. hahah. did a little more facebooking and out i went for dinner (: ate steamboattt (: and and others (: the kailan was the nicest :D idk why, but it tasted so awesome (: having headache ): homed around 9 plus (: i wanted watch movie but mum say i crazyy 0.o sms none stop for two hours and also msning and facebooking (: i dont like my girlfriend ): so jealous much, i wanna keeeel her ): haizzz, sian luhh. annoying much. kelda called me just now and i was like on high mood (: couldnt stop laughing. and she didnt write a letter for me everyday! ihateher! ):

siansss, my dying companion in camppp ): hahah, but my andrea coming singapore soon (: im so happy :D i think tmrw or so? (: tmrw is saturday = to dance (: and i got some dance thing after nash class. and its going to be karen's last session with us ): shes so nice to just give us a free session (: im going to miss her when she goes LA! hahah, and im going to miss ferlyn's lesson. ughh, bonamana ): run devil run! hahah. my stomach hurts from the crunches i did yesterday ):

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO VIVIAN CHAN aka SUPERWOMAN :D
hahah, sorry. i cant be there to celebrate with you later on. but you can come find me, and i will give you a big bear huggie (: hahahaha, be happy and always smile (:
yknow iloveyou tons :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHIMIN :D
haha, i dont know whether you will read this but im still going to post. :D
sorry aye, i dont think im going for your surprise birthday bash tmrw ): but i will make it up okay (: we still havent go shopping yet. i owe you okay (: hahah, always stay happy :D
iloveyou alot alot too. sarangheeee (L)

idk what to say already. im jealous of someone ): she went USS today! omgg, i wanna go luh.
choir supposed to go tgt during year-end holiday (: hahahah, and someone owes me USS too. wonder if that person remembers. my post is so long todayyyy (:
okay, i better sleep early today. i hope i can (: i want morning call but haiyah. (wish ____ can auto! haiz.)

thanks dearest for cheering me up today, wonder whats wrong. im like becoming so petty lehhhh. thats so not me right? (: TELL ME YES! hahaha, okay lahhh, yknow i will always love you (: thanks for always being there when i needed you (:

thats about it. tata ~

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."

2010-06-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

heyyheyy (:
slept till 2 today (: i wanted continue, but i couldnt sleep anymore. 11 hours of sleep (:
its been long since i ever slept this long. :D
im feeling so tired. and lazy to do anything but i wanna watch my "The L Word" later if i aint too tired.

yesterday ah, mum spoiler. spoil plans only -.-
after piano head down to tiong meet them (: walked to bball court there.
didnt play then end up playing truth and dare with nat, jolene, yi liang, claudia and lola (:
nat did a damn stupid dare. couldnt stop laughing. did some other dares too, but mostly was cut short (:

alexia came aft (: accompanied me to change and she left.
found out smth, and was damn pissed -.- so wth. i also didnt even think that way nor say it out and that person go anyhow tell the other. gain sympathy only.
wanted go makan, but was asked to play a game first. but claudia and yi liang didnt want and they escaped. hahaha.
4 vs 4 (: the three of us plus karen and tessa they all (:
i kenna hit by the ball twice luhh, once at my back the other on my nose ): and one jolene saved it (: hahah just like how she saved nat's one.

after went makan at tiong, suddenly got one ka zhua. i wanted walked away from it and almost slipped thanks to the floor. so oily. the strawberry prata was sweet aye (: and i didnt know and put more sugar. mee goreng with sugar tasted weird. and i think i stepped on the kazhua. haha. by accident. :/

rushed for last train with andy, nat and jolene (:
said goodbye at jurong and train to cck (: slacked a little with andy. and luckily i didnt wait anymore if not i would have missed my bus :/ hahahaha. homed around 115.

Nat : Sorry ): my mum siao one, next time then ton okay (: i better pray she is in a better modd and all.

today ah, nothing much. watched your hand in mine (: and cried. was touching. then suddenly mood swing a little. washed up went mum friend place for dinner (: watch a little tv and homed :D
addicted to coin dazzler game ~ woohoo.
okay, now to tumblr :D

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

2010-06-09T17:20:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
hahah just a little of what happened today.
Woke up due to construction noise at 1130 -.- and luckily I called alexia, if not I wouldn't know that they were already nearing my house and I still haven't washed up and all! ):
bathed and used com (: waited for them to come and we cooked tgt (: quite fun though :/ but maggie mee for two days ain't healthy.
Wanted watch shuttle island but the disc ended up to be green zone -.- cheat money one.
And the incredible tales episode that I wanted watch didn't have online ): ugh.
Hmm, sex and the city 2 also don't have. Even the nightmare on elm street one -.-
then Alexia suggested watching satc (: but my disc went missing ):
then ended up watching a little of The L Word! Nice okay (:

Hannah showed swendi the grillz video. Omgg so embarrassing okay. They laughed and laughed while I was outside.
And Hannah set on alexia's bag which contained the tako ball box which sauce spilled all over. Hahah.
They left at 430 (: then I wrote finish L's letter. Now going for piano (: will blog later if possible (: and when there's Internet.

Byebye.

2010-06-09T02:54:00.002+08:00

heyhey(:
im real tired. downloaded songs for so damn long. finally updated my ipod :D
hmm, woke up by alexia at 1040? my phone was at my butt. hahah, she told me the good news that we won ndp preview tickets ^^ we submitted 12 entries, kiasu right? (:
slept back for a little while, woke up when mabel called. she headed over while i went shower and handed my eyes to my maid. i was so worried that she might run again. haha.

somehow "cooked" lunch for us (: edible kay. slacked a little first, we ended up watching nursery cartoon and all. dumb right. did "work" in my room(: aircon was shiosk :D
i started replying letters and mabel did math. i mostly did it for her (: so easy luhh, compared to what i have to do ): so unfair.
started learning how to fold hearts ^^ not bad okay. attempted on kelda's letter :D
taught mabel too (: and she left early to meet her bf! wink wink ^^

waited for mum, and headed to her friend's place. shouldnt have brought vicky. so troublesome. but she was like whining and pleading for me to bring her (:
dinner, and tv (: today 9pm show last episode, ending abit stupid luh. -.-
played with benji (: so adorable. he's like fluffy cotton candy (:
homed (:

talked on th phone while msning and all. i was like the DJ while alexia was choosing songs ~
i wanted watch incredible tales, but was too afraid to watch it alone :/ hahah.
now im freezing. downloading songs still, and watched this person on youtube the dance cover super awesome (: if only i can danced like her. envious ttm.
awhile more and im sleeping (: texting dying companion (: and someone said something sweet for the first time just now. teehee ^^ pangseh more often! but dont because of this dont talk to me hor. ):

tmrw going to be a long day (: hope mum allows me to "stay over" at my "friend's place"
haha, clique coming over at 12 (: and i bet i will still be sleeping.
piano also, and at night plans still not confirmed! but hope it can go as smoothly as i hope (:
thats about all. tumblr now ~

"You're my world, my everything, my life. Without you, my world would crumble. Without you, nothing would be enough. & without you, I would be lifeless. "

2010-06-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

hello all (:
today is tiring. woke up at 620 for school. wash up and all left home 720.
swendi damn piggy, only woke up after i called her so many times.
i waited for her for 20 mins at jurong! and i thought lesson was at 8 -.- when it supposed to start at 830. mr wang was kinda late for 15 mins hahah.

chem lesson was fun. did 100 mcqs, i tried to do most myself :/
i did not bad ! (: 86/100 good right? so happy yknow. mr wang kept disturbing. hahah.
me and swendi just couldnt stop laughing due to some reasons, right fishball? haha.
pass shimin her stuff and 123 to cine (: swendi was like insane. couldnt stop laughing (:

kbox for 3 hours (: super fun. sang so many random songs. will post pictures when im not so lazyy (: maybe tmrw! :D
after swendi left, and me, hannah and alexia went walk walk (: went scape for awhile. walked the whole place. smth embarrassing happened. shouldnt say :/ we three know can already right? (:
walked to oc after, walked around. saw one dance studio. the guys were like dancing in 3 inches heels?! and one of them at first glance, i thought was a lady :x so skinny yknow. and they can walk so stable :D went rooftop walk walk. and 190 homed (:

slepy all the way. and when i came down, i felt like my leg was detacheddd. :(
slacked a little, shower and left home :D im addicted to the coin game. :p
67 to bukit timah shopping centre to bring my maid back -.- she said she walked all the way there and slept at the shopping centre for the night -.- like who will believe? how will she even walk? expressway ah? even public transport down is 40 mins.
dinner with daddy and her after and 67 home (:

tv and sms (: caught 11 11 :D and my wish somehow came true.
washed up, and slipped and fell in the toilet. and it isnt the floor, its the door part ): DAMN PAINNN. my backside like having balaku and my feet ): all thanks to my mum who didnt rinse the floor which had her conditioner -.-

sms more :D and tv. now blogging! plus, someone made me jealous luhh ): sigh, caught 12 34 too. hope my wish does come true. okay lah, i think ending off here. still got to blog on tumblr.
and omg, i couldnt stop laughing when i saw my grillz video on facebook. its damn omgzxzxzxz.
thats about all.

"When i dont express it out, doesnt mean i don't care. Sometimes i just wish you would just take the initiative. But its never you, its always me."

2010-06-07T00:51:00.006+08:00

hellooo ~
today nothing to blog about cos nothing happened.
woke up by my mum at 1 -.- make so much noise. bang here and there -.-
she kept nagging ask me do this do that. sherilyn here, sherilyn there :@
annoying ttm.

showered and studied for two hours, but my concentrating level was real low.
i was distracted by facebook (: hahah, sians luh.
cooked maggi mee and shared with mummy. my dad was like, "woah, we so broke ah? until need to eat maggi mee." wth.

while waiting for mum's car, my dog saw another male dog and went all high and crazy ~
went mum's friend place for dinner.
once i sat on the sofa, the dog suddenly jumped on my head. scare me only.
steamboat for dinner and played with doggies after! homed (:

thats about all, gotta wake up early tmrw for chem haiz.

idk what to say, everytime you just choose to listen to what others say. then what about my words?

Reblogged on 12th June 2010, 01:07am ;
In what way did i make you feel that i dont wanna talk to you? I didnt luhh, its more like you. Sometimes you give me cold attitude which is just so sudden, when i didnt even do anything.
and i didnt say you were a nuisance, dont know who the hell you heard it from.
one moment you say you hate me, the next you love me. which is the one that comes deep inside from you?

Reblogged on 13th June 2010, 02:49am ;
It isnt like that. i didnt say so. sometimes you just pretty much assume things when it isnt true. you always are, hot and cold. maybe just spelling things out will make me understand? if you dont try, you will never know. then who if it isnt me? hmm, probably? you never know. and awww, who isnt there with you? ^^

Reblogged on 15th June 2010, 02:18am ;
Ask myself? yeahh, its always my fault. my fault that i always made you unhappy.
how i know? i've never heard of that before, nor did i try it before. sorry for that if i made you unhappy with my reaction. i already said sorry, what else you want?
Its nothing i can do also. you also treat me differently from last time.
I'm ALWAYS the one ruining it. Yes, since i give you unhappiness, then why are you still talking to me?
Dont you think so? you're always thinking too much. and always listening to what others say and all.
Even if you hate me, there isnt anything that i can do.

Reblogged on 16th June 2010, 01:29am ;
of course i remembered our promise made on 17th may (: you promised to never walk out of me, and i promised to never leave you. i wont forget one luhh.
a promise isnt meant to be broken, you better keep it and not break it.
i didnt mean it when i said it was gross. sorry if that hurt you but yeahhhhh..
maybe? you never know what lies ahead of us.

2010-06-06T19:04:00.005+08:00

Heyhey ~
Very long never help you blog already uhh. hahah.
Anyways, I jealous uhh ):
Yknow the reason oneee. Hmph. Later I dont love you already then yknow orhh.
Oh yeah, you still owe me 549754315856497 hugs yknow! ): HAHA.
I very sad now. Too much jealousy already.
Oh btw, my life sucks yknow ): fly here now and gimmie a huggy hug ~ HAHAHA.
Nvm, forget it. We stay so far apart, you cannot fly here one.
Okay so anyways, have fun texting her uhh ):
YOUR TURN TO HELP ME BLOG!! :D Okay, byebye.
Oh, I bet you love _______ more than me!! ): But nevermind, it's okay. Just know that I'll always love you more than her. Hhahahaha.
I still owe you letter horr. HAHA. I write already, but dont have chance to pass you):
Sadsad. haha. anyways, 3rd june just passed. sad. hahah.
I'm sorry if I'm always in a bad mood these few days. Sorry ):
i love you forever and always ♥
you're the 2nd most precious person to me in this world ♥
Your one and only, superhuman (:

I'm overboard, and I need your love.
Pull me up, I cant swim on my own.
It's too much, feels like I'm drowning without your love, so throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver (:

It's suppose to be some give and take, I know.
But you're only taking and not giving anymore.
So what do i do (so what do i do)
Cause I still love you, still love you baby.
And you're the only one who can save it (:

(fyi, i typed this. I didnt copy and paste it from internet. hehe)

2010-06-06T03:16:00.007+08:00

Pictures for tday (:

thats all :D

2010-06-06T03:06:00.002+08:00

helloooo.
today was alright, rather fun i guess? woke up at 920 and washed up!
left home at 10 and headed to tiong to meet alexia and hannah. ohwait, outram! cos some people boarded the earlier train! jokeee.
trained to changi airport to send my meanie airhole bf off. ):
exchanged letters and went swensens to makan! ordered kids meal! hahah. it was filling luhh (:

back to say bye to kelda and off she went. ohhh, i also finally bought my vs body mist :D
trained to somerset and was late for nash lesson. missed his warm ups ): choreo was easy.
run devil run with jolene. after was sharing session with ferlyn and the rest.
"dream like you will live forever, but live like there's no tmr." quoted from ferlyn.
she damn pro luhh, 18 only and she achieved so much ): so envious.
laughing session while karen and ferlyn played around. super hilarious ^^ couldnt stop laughing.

ring ding dong after. jessie taught us though. no comments..
hannah left early, while nat, jolene and me stayed behind for a little while more (:
makan at kfc and camwhore session (: will post the pictures after :D
dance a little more and cabby home!

okay lah, was rather moody just now. had my reasons. almost bursted out in the cab :/
luckily i didnt. oh wtv luhh. kelda you better hurry bacckkkk ! its only one day and im dying. ):
i miss conference chats ~

ohh, and my maid ran away today! jokeeee. i think its my fault for not locking the door. but its my mum's fault for scolding her EVERYDAY! poor thing luhh ): okay lah. pictures in the next post! tata ~

Everyday i try to catch 11 11 to make a wish, sometimes it comes true. While mostly it didnt. For instance, today.

2010-06-05T00:31:00.013+08:00

hahaha, today skipped yog and went ecp with clique :D
lazed in bed and almost didnt mangaed to go out, was rather late also. sorry (:
haha, trained to jurong and waited for swendi to come! after tiong, bumped into L :D
milo and hashbrown for both of us and 16 to ecp. :D

rented bicycles and rode around (: took some pictures will post it up some other time (:
hahahah, competition against Amanda & Swendi vs Hannah & Alexia (: of course victory is always ours right swendi :D hahaha, learnt how to write bicycle. fail ): some people kept teasing me to ride with 3 wheels -.- hahah got this uncle like having choir session -.- cannot reach stil gei gei wanna hit the notes -.-
macs after. played truth and dare. my dares were stupid! do ten sit-ups -.- haha, but i really did it. :D

cabbed down to vivo met kelda (: went to change at skypark and down to eat chicken!
met louivia and julene at harbour. they were lateeeee. ohhh, we bought tickets first though :D hahaha. did mani with shimin while clique did fish spa. they were making a huge din there! so noisyyy ~ hahahah. went walk around to find kelda's fan, and movieeeeeeeee :D
wait popcorn buying time was embarrassing! Kelda said, "Aiyah, you two sit together." L replied, "Kelda, abit obvious ah?" so embarrassing. omgggg :$ at that moment, i wished hide my face somewhereeee. toilet bowl also good.

show was rather boring. high tide halfway through ~ haha, okay lah. shrek was alright, but i was dozing off. got one part touching! i teared yknowww ^^nose bled suddenly :/ disgusting. hahaha, laughed like some mad woman with kelda hahah. hilariousss :D
they left early. while i accompanied kelda to giant to buy her stuff :D trained home! (:

now conferencing ~ wait, one hanged alr! ): i think im going to miss late night chatssss for 10 dayss. haizzz, gotta keep myself entertain. ): heh, now waiting for someone to hurry wash up (:

hey meanie airhole bf, take care okay when youre in vietnam! must drink plenty of water! then you can hydrate yourself! most importantly, must have funnn :D yeah? be independent! wait, you already are! :D hahaha, must miss me yeah? iloveyou (:

thats about all, will blog again soon (:

2010-06-03T23:22:00.004+08:00

heyhey (:
okayyy. i will just give a summary of the week :D lets see.

Friday - Forgot what i did.

Saturday - Had dance lesson (: exam was rather screwed but was rather fun with all the formations created by wanling and karen :D hahaha. went cine makan (: then bought shirt and went leonie gardens for part two dance (: hahahah. had funnnn, and homed around 10 plus (: early for a saturday :D

Sunday - Jerome woke me up at 1250 to bring down the bowling balls (: luckily. hahaha, went down to the electronic fair with mummy and her friend with her daughter :D bought my camera. was rather indecisive on the colour :/ haha, after went to the food fair. stink my whole damn hair ): trained back to simei, and went makan at chinatown area there :D homeddd ~

Monday - Woke up early for yog. managed to pull swendi along this timee ~ this piggy. hahaha.
yog was damn sunny and boring. but okay lah. had much fun taking pictures in the bus back (: imitating them :D hahah. polyclinic with kelda after :D we made louivia and her sister came to find us to give us our stuff back :D and they especially just did so. dr wong checked kelda's stomach. hahaha, my evil twin ~ teeehee, watery shit. "er, can i touch your tummy?" hahahaha. went to 313 after to find swendi they all :D ate ice cream. craved for har gao :D and homed early (: went out with dad for dinner after.

Tuesday - Woke up early for kelda (: i wasant late :D only in time. she bought starbucks and char siew fan (: hahah, had much fun though. "studying" in school. when we were just playing around and i was writing letters to kill time. long letters to be exact :D hahah, cos some people pangseh me. ): and someone supposed to accompany me in school one. then just walked off ):
hmm, what else? homed early and slept :D

Wednesday - I stayed at home in the afternoon (: and went out for piano and after to mum's friend place to makan. mummy cooked crab again and oats prawn (: im eating so much now. i better cut down ): played with doggies :D they damn adorable :D homed (:

Today - Woke up at 10 (: by kelda's morning call. and slept for a little while longer. washed up and left home (: 190 to orchard and there was this jam on the expressway. -.- so annoying. bus jerked so much till i felt like puking. was 24 mins late ): sorry bf. haha. met her at ion and went makan at some japanese restaurant as someone was craving :D it was fun eating there (: WE MADE MANY SCENES FOR OURSELVES :D "excuse me, can i have a spoon?" hahah, stupidd (: and many many embarrassing moments. walked around (: bought stuff at prologue and down to muji to buy pens :D awesomeee, artbox too (: fareast after and DSF (i think?) hahah, 190 to dhoby and 65 to harbour. we kept figuring out for the wink self timer. so stupid (: hahaahhaha. had so much laughter today! 190 homed (: slept the whole journey. thats about all (:
talking to kelda now and shes like 3/4 dead alr! ): tmrw is going to be a long day :D

OUTING WITH CLIQUE TO ECP ~
and after vivo with kelda, louvia and julene (: thats about all. will blog tmrw if im not lazy. :D

LASTLY, thank you racher for helping me with my screwed up blog skin (: im not totally done with the music yett ): TMRWWW :D YAY, LOVE YOU YEAH :D

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."

Racher speaking! :D

2010-06-03T20:00:00.003+08:00

Hey (:
I've done the template, but since the archives and credits itself have problems, I deleted it.
I hope ya won't mind :D
And for the underlined posts, I figured out the problem and solved it too,
and if you notice, there is actually a "yours truly, Amanda."
So I added in your name as well.
I don't know how to add the credits ):
So maybe you want to leave a link about the blogskin's owner later on in your post.
Hehe, and this is my credit for fixing your messed-up blogskin (^^)
Love ya! Byebye (:

Racher [:
P.S. See? I made your post so colorful (:

2010-05-27T15:06:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo! I'm bored waiting for my dad to cme to school. But he isn't awake yet. -.-
anways I totally forgot what I did on Monday! So I will just summarize! (:

Friday - Acs aft school! Then got back results! Not surprised. I failed once again. Another subject! ):
mum send wanyan and me home! Went to her friend place then went home! (: conference call at night ~

Saturday - Dance! Supposed to meet nat and jolene at 1030. But was late ):
190 there! (: happy happy, Hannah should know why! ------- shhh! Hahaha. Karen's class first! I totally paiseh myself there.
I spin spin till can fall. So embarrassing!! Not once somemore, it's twice! ): wtvv. Hah. Hannah kept laughing :/
Nash class and aft went down to far east to cut hair! Finally aft 4 months (: hahaha.
Bus back to mf. And was slightly late for warm ups! ): genie last class! Fun fun. Did moving around and all! Video is on fb! So embarrassing!
I did damn awefully. :( far east again to makan! Went look at dance shoes! And went to ion for awhile! Home around 1030! Early okay ):
Conference call again ~ hahaah. That's about all.

Sunday - Woke up rather early. I think around 730? Washed up! Met sephora at cck! Sorry I was late! ):
train to safra for the bowling competition which i totally regretted joining! ): ughh. I did badly. Like super okay! :/
3 games, and my average was like KNS! ): hahaah. Met nat at tiong! And cabbed to square 2 for the Kpop competition.
Crowded. Went upstairs to see ! (: carrying the bowling bag was damn troublesome! Forgot to say Jerome came to pass me the balls with his daughter! Damn adorable! ^^
watched many, some were nice! Some were hilarious! Hahah! Saw qy's oh! Dance though! :D
trained back to yew tee and cab home! Showered and rest! (: Conference again ~ woohoo.

Monday - Went out with basement people (: hahah. Headed to Clarke quay to get sticky with wq and swendi! (:
then went lot one! They played water while I entertained myself! Supposed to watch shrek! But didn't. ): hahaha.
Home around 7 plus! (: rest. Dad nagged me to sleep -_- oh wtvv. Hahaha.

Tuesday - Stayed back for choir aft school! Went macs with kelda and jasmine to get food! And back! (: choir was -------- (speechless)
skipskip, mum picked me up and fetch qy home too (: hahahah. Dinner and home! (:
Conference once again ~ told mum results and she wasant happy about it! They heard me getting scolding :/ i
thought I hang already luhh!

Wednesday - Stayed back for choir meeting. Valerie and cheryl bullied mee okay! :(
went Clarke quay again to get sticky! Piano at 430 and I totally forgot. Amanda went with meee (:
rojak and went to mum's friend place for some "dog party" damn alot of dogs(: hahah. Adorable luhh! Chasing one another!
Home and was damn tired. Kelda sick ):

Today - Nothing much. Stc got talent finals today! (: was niceeee! Emath was slack! Reeds was alright. Except for the part where someone came to scold us for using electronic devices -_-
Chinese at training room! Aircon damn shiosk! :D amath was boring without Ariel!
Macs with Hannah and swendi aft school! (: i think ms quek saw us though :/
haha slacked in canteen! Slacking! I did a little work! (: rather tired. I hate waiting ):
but was alright. Got kelda accompaniment! And ~ hahaha.
Waiting now!
Hope everything is alright! ):

2010-05-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

hey hey (:
im back :D and im dead beat. im forcing myself to typeee (:
what happened ah? i totally forgot what happened on wednesday. wait i blogged on wednesday right? so its thursday. ohyah, went through emath paper. i did damn horrible. omg. i really regretted not studying this term. ohyahh i remembered what happened today already.

had YOG practice aft school. wanted to pon one. but luckily didnt (: if not wouldve gotten into trouble. haha. bus came damn late, were watch videos after videos. then headed there. otw, mr francis talked to us. woahh, he really knows when to stop. he stopped like two mins before we reached mandai camp (: haha. gathered at grandstand. then got this grasshopper. created a commotion. haha. played some games (: then practice. rained, and changed location to the hall.
more games, and stupid ones alsoo :D after, practice a little more then had break. woahh, hannah ate damn alot. i alsoo ): fattening.

down again, to practice the running in and all. sec ones left the first. followed by sec twoss ): then us. we had to stand at 6 for some flag lowering. the trumpet was epic. suddenly played and scared us. haha. left there rather late. reached back in sch at 7. went up class to take stuff and out for dinner with alexia and swendi :D
alexia had a hard time deciding what she wanted eat, while swendi at once knew what she wanted to eat. plus she also got lost at there. (: boomzx right. haha.
rojak ordering was weird, the auntie was abit sarcastic and all. but wtv.
had much laughs aft :D will post up the sitting arrangement tmrw or smth :D
cabbed home and slept early (:

today, otw to macs. damn suay. i had a bad instint that will bump into mrswong. but i still didnt bother. suaysuay, it came true. -.- scolded me for my hair, my fringe, my nametag. blahblah. say if she catches me again, then i have to suggest a consequence to her. just my luck.
ordered milo and harshbrown :D left early. and went back to school for choir practice.
warm ups, and SOMEONE came damn late.
sing sing sing, i always end up standing in front. but was fun. swendi they all keep making me laugh. and i was happy too :D some should know why. folded papers and all. skipskip.
amanda actually wanted me to accompany her downstairs, but i didnt know sec 3 had to stay back till L told me. omg. then i ran back then mrs wong was like amanda *flips back fringe* then all she said was, hurry up ah you. make me panic for nth.

CFT with 3A was boring. Mr ng have some 90 degrees disorder 0.o
recess was awesome, kelda joined us again. i was happy though :D shhhh. yknw why (:
mass Mr Goh tribute in bio lab with 3A, 3C and 3D. so damn hot and small. -.-
Mr ng kept like picking at our class. so annoying. physics aft :D slept through ~ talked quite abit to Nadia (:

music after school. happy girl :D passed some stuff to eunice and back to school.
macs for lunch and cabbed down to acsi (:
got back results, another failed subject. but at least not that bad.
mum came to pick me up aft and fetched wanyan home (:

tv and sms (: called kelda and started talking to her. screamed loads ;D sorrry uh.
mass msn convo aft (: one with weiqian, another kelda and weiqian, louivia, and louivia and kelda :D kept blinking. (:
after L called in. talkedddd. hope my phone bill dont burst :/ haha. showered rather late. and thats about all. tmrw got dance (: hope i can wakeeee uppp :D

ohhh! and some people are just simply mean ! they gang up against me and made me seem like a total fool ! :(

thats all byebye.

"Don't forget the promise you made to me previously, and don't ignore me. I will seriously just die.. Lastly, dont spread about what you found out alright? Promise me (:"

2010-05-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Ehh, you so mean to me la. forward messages one ): I dont like you la.
Hmph. haha. anw, today nothing much, cried again.
My friends damn nice, make me happy, play lame games with me. hehe.
Anw, yknow today got grasshopper at the grandstand? haha. the grasshopper damn disgusting ~
Okay wtv. I screamed, hahaha. it was on my friend's leg. scary la.
Anw, you still owe me hugs okay. hmph.
You everyday sleep so late, then complain in the morning that you dont have enough sleep, naughty pig la you.
HAHAHHA. Ehh, help me blog again ^^ HEHE.
My muscles still pain lor, somemore today got YOG. want me die la ):
Stupid laaa. Muscles damn pain now, somemore tmrw got tennis! oh shit. nvm. hahahah.
LALALALLA ~ I want coke! HAHA. nvm, i go eat chocolate ^^ HEHE.
Coke makes me highhh ~ hehe. chocolate <333333 lalala.
WALAO EH. SOMEONE JUST COPIED ME AGAIN. I'M SO EFFING PISSED WITH HER. WTF, GO DIE LA SHE.
Okay, byeeeeeeee ~ Btw, Jessica pissed me off today. wtv luh, damn pissed with her -.-
BYEEE.
Love you <3 hehe.
Weiqian (:

2010-05-20T00:47:00.002+08:00

heyyy (:
im feeelinnggg soo sickk. i dont wanna go school tmrw, but cause of some reasons i will.
plus we getting back our emath paper tmrw.. my only hope for an A1 (: omgg, please god help me. im failing everything and im really scared i have to retainnn... fml.

okay lah, today paiseh myself early in the morning. dont wanna elaborate.
no morning run for choir! it was raining ~ woohoo. but im running tmrw.. haha.
slack slack in canteen, went up to class and something happened :D happy happy. but i shouldnt elaborate. those that close to me should know anyway :D hahhaha.

stayed in toilet for morning assembly :D dragdrag, choir room for paper checking.
failed lit for the FIRST TIME in my life! i was so depressed. i held back my tears.
after lit girls went out of the room, played a little. cheered up a little. then in again for amath.
failed again, EXPECTED though. oh wtv. i wonder how can people even ace in amath.
mr ng was saying that the paper was so easy and if we couldnt score for CA1 and SA1, we sure die. means me lah? then mrs fung was saying about how amath girls brag by carrying their books? wtff. i didnt even think of that luhh. -.- diaozxzxz.

recess, turned to my left and something caught my eye :D
i was really blind. i stand at the steps and i couldnt see hannah they all. hehe :B
after was chinese, slack period. using phone and all. (: teeheee. computer lab for PE quiz and physics aft. lunched with jasmine, qy, kelda, cheryl and valerie :D
kelda i hate you. meanie ):

haha, choir aft. screwed up. but okay lah. was rather pissed at some stuff but dont wanna say.
if you wanna know you can ask me. skipskip, ms chin was annoying. spoilt our plans for choir camp saying that moe dont allow this and that -.- wtv lahhh. annoying ttm. girlfriend didnt come today! pangsehhhhh. :(
piano after, didnt join kelda they all for ljs.

piano was alright. not that bad. except for the fact that i failed my grade 5 theory by freaking 4 marks. im bound to fail everything this term lah. screw my life. -.-
i better start working hard if not i sure die.
mum popped by and ms chiew made me tell her that i fail ):
dinner with her and homed.

L was nice (: she's going to presuade her mummy to let her go choir camp :D for meeeee! ^^ teehee. anws, i dont feel like going. screw my grouping. everything is annoying not going my way. but if she goes, i will go :D
very tired. waiting for my stupid ipod to sync. should have done it earlier. screw yog ):
end so late yknowwww. wtv. im going sleep soon.

ending here, nights (:

"When one loves somebody everything is clear -- where to go, what to do -- it all takes care of itself and one doesn't have to ask anybody about anything."

2010-05-18T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hey all! (:
Yesterday was alright. Nothing much. Got back three papers languages was acceptable, social studies was a total fail. Omgg.
Did so badlyyy. Met up with Alexia aft school as someone pon! Went vivo! Jess said she saw us. Hahah.
Okayy, what else? Walk walked around aft Swen left. Was damn shag. Didn't bring my wallet. Was so broke ):
Slacked at giant (: and someone craves for muffins. Hahah.
Hmm homed around 7 plus. That's about all.

Today sucked with omg. Ugh. Rained early in the morning ~ took back physics paper. Damn upset with marks.
Aft, lit was slack! Watch Matilda. Haaha phototaking and all. Weird posts (: hhah then uncle had the same thinking as mee. Weird.
Buddy shots with clique and Vivian (: hahah.
Aft, recess. Alright lahh nth much. English was boring. Went through paperone.. Chem aft. Surprised didn't did that badly. But it's still fail.
Lunch with jasmine and qy. Choir aft, now is 1111 (: hehe, okayy lah. Choir was alright. But that annoying parents Anna low came in to nag at our singing. And kept making us sing over. Plus she picks on mee ): I stand behind she say my voice and smile nice then pull mee infront. Thrice eh. ): mean. Phototaking was fun. But I was so short.
Qy go say "mr wang amanda is here" then he was like Amanda! Why never study and all. Like what he said in class when he gave me the paper! He asked me why i dint study. Is cos I don't unberstand. But he kept teasing mee, damn funny. Hahh.

Part two choir. Then went ljs. Pulled Louivia while Amanda pulled Alicia. Ohhh! I ended up walking in the rain cos my gf don't know how to hold umbrella! ): hahah. Some stiff happened. Soaked from head to toe. *read my other blog to find out* but not posting today I guess. Tmrw! (:
things are alright, home around 830. Falling sick ): okayy lah. That's all. Wish me luck for amath and lit paper.

Byebye.

2010-05-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

Hello (:
Weiqian here helping this pig to blog again.
My whole body aching like siao and I'm here blogging for her.
See, I'm so kind and nice right! ^^ HAHA.
Anyways, this is your 150th post. catch up with mine ^^ HEHE.
I got like, 600 over posts :P
Anyways, tmrw gna get back lit, math, science paper. I'm so dead.
Okay wtv la. I confirm fail science. diediedie ><
Sigh, I'm suppose to finish the form but I'm here blogging for you. HEHE. I'm so nice rightttttt.
Okay uhm.. My leg damn pain, shoulder damn pain. Tmrw somemore need to bring 3 bottles of pringles. hahahaha.
I want a massage so badly lorr ): I want to sleep nowwww.
But I cant. Sigh, I dont feel like going to sch tmrw. but tmrw after school got agm ^^ YAYYY.
Okay, byeeee.
(P.S SOMEONE NOT SHOWING ME LOVE AND CARE!) HAHA ):
Love you <3 hehe.
Weiqian (:

2010-05-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

heyyyy (:
it seems like its a long time since i blogged.
okayyy just refresh what happened this week :D

Thursday - Clique outing (: final paper. was do-able i guess? hope i can score well. anyways, went safra to play snooker! (: yeahh. then the person came late. supposed to open at 11, then came at 1130. gave some stupid excuses -.- oh wtv.
hahaha, then then. me and swendi were like noobs at it. first time playing and our teachers were so strict. they didnt wanna give us handicap :@ angryyy, but we fight our way through. omg.
yknow there was this weird psycho guy came to swendi and say in chinese "You, come and play with me" hahah. then i said "we ain't good at this" then he asked me. after we said dont want. then he was like "any one of you play with me just one game" wthh. hannah was like saying "you think we are chickens in geylang ah?" hahaha. hilarious ttm. after cabbed to tiong to watch "THE LAST SONG" (: hahaha, went out half way to buy fries with swendi. hahaha and swendi somehow made a scene in the cinema, then the lady sheeshed us! :B oops. paiseh ttm. beginning was boring. but all of us cried EXCEPT SOMEONE! no emotions one. came out with swollen eyes. while hannah was laughing at us. meannie. bought another iphone cover and homed (:

Friday - Nothing much. woke up at 8 then lazed around till 830. ate breakfast and started practicing my piano ~ played till my muscles ached. woohoo. slept a little while more and then washed up. practiced a little more and out :D rained heavily. then couldnt get a cab :(
on called and was almost late. met wanyan otw. hahah. practiced and panicked!
totally screwed it up. the teacher was like "how can you forget your notes when the score is infront of you" then i said "err, i panicked" sure fail. omgggggg. homed with grace and wanyan :D
mum asked me to go out with her. hmm, went imm best to see some stuff! saw my lappy and camera i wanted :D wanted to get my laptop then this guy keep making me so indecisive ): sobs.
swensens for ice cream! wished swendi was there to share with mee ): couldnt finish.
went jurong point finest to buy stuff, lost my mum there! and SOMEONE laughed at me. so meannie. phone died and homed (:

Saturday - AWESOME DAY! met hannah at 1115 at cck (: 190 down to cine area. hahaha. okayyyyyy, we gave up our seats! aint we nice? couldnt find the new dance place, but found it in the end. the aircon like not working ): DANCE DANCE <3 and i still want more of them ~
back to find them and headed to vivo (: took 65 and i was damn highhhh :D
andy was hilarious. i laughed non stopppp :D laughing makes you young yknowwwwww ^^ teehee.
walked around, sky park a little. mun mun and hannah left. timezone for us. omgg andy is damn pro in para and the 4 arrow step step thingggg. arcade was fun :D
7-eleven and homed (: kenna nagged though. oh wtv.

Sunday - Woke up at 9 then i dozed off again till 10 (: heehee. okay lah, church was slacked. alot of people i knew was in my group. even my cousin! omgggg. so paiseh. was late. hahah, that leader kept picking on me. so paisehhhhhh ): okayyyy. next week not going. got competition ~
homed after and and had steamboat. :D talked on the phone :D then mum send me to tuition.
slacked slacked, bryan is a real gentleman :D haha, he insisted on us getting out before him. how nice right? haha. had much laugh too :D that jerome damn annoying. throw the marker at my eye. mum picked me up and homed (: thats about all. waiting for sms ~

You will never know how much i love you, cos i dont show it out openly. But those who know me well enough, will be able to notice it. I will hope you will notice it as it hurts so badly when someone you love doesnt love you back.

byebye.

2010-05-16T16:29:00.002+08:00

Heyy ~
Weiqian here helping Amanda to post again. That pig.
She's having tuition now. I'm listening to overboard again ~
Hehe, ytd me and her were like texting each other the lyrics. so fun.
hahahah. funnyyyy ~

SOMEBODY isn't replying my text!! ): so important yknow! ):
Okay nvm. Very confused now ):
I seriously dont know what to blog about ley. HAHA.
I got tumblr! ^^ But not gna tell anyone wht's the link :P HEHE.
Secret ~ Hahahahaha.

Okay, see I'm so nice, everyday help that pig blog.
HAHA. Okay, waiting for SOMEBODY's text noww. so slowww ~
Eh I think I blog very short ley. haha. nvm laa. at least i blogged ^^
BYEEE. i love you ttm <3 hehe
Weiqian (:

2010-05-15T18:36:00.000+08:00

Heyhey (:
Weiqian here helping the pig to post again.
I bet she's having her dance lessons now, okay, wtv.
Uhh, idk what to say. SOMEBODY NOT SHOWING ME ENOUGH LOVE!! ): HAHA.
I'm damn sleepy now. tired, tired, tired.
I'm tired of everything ): I'm waiting for the pig's text. hahaha
I took damn long to post this. ahh, wtv.
Very tired. *yawns* Called the pig yesterday, and i yawned, she heard me yawning.
I thought I yawn very softly lorr, i didnt know she can hear. HAHA
I'm damn damn jealous ): Okay, nvm. haha.
BYEE.
Weiqian (:

2010-05-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! (: This is Weiqian here, being nice, helping this pig, Amanda Wong post (:
Tsk, this Amanda Wong horr, got so little posts one. HAHAHA.
Okay, nvm, I be kind soul, I help her post ^^ HHA.
YAY, IM OVER THE MOON!! (: DAMN HAPPY NOW! :D
HEHE. My brother shouting outside the door, no one open the door for him :P
I too lazy to go out and open. Okay, maybe I be nice, I help him open.
Hahahha, i eating prawn crackers now. yummy!! :D
Bored ttm, waiting for a text reply now. Hehe.
Okay, tmrw's gna be a long day for me ): SIGH.
BYEEE ^^
Weiqian (:

2010-05-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

everyone seems to have a pair of guardian angels guarding over them, but i dont think i have mine. i've done too many sins, im drifting away from god! ): i miss going to churchh! then i can talk to god and have so much fun ):

anyway, im going nuts again. feeling down for no reason. actually there is, but it was just a random thought that made me upset. im like ranting to nadia ~ ohhhh. at least she understands me.

idkk, do i just admire you? or is it more than that? or is it like? or what? LOVE?
i dont know. and i dont think i will ever find out. cos i dont know how to test.
like what nadia said, whether its admire, like or love.. its still feelings towards you.
im just forever anticipating for your messages, or even just seeing you around. im happy (:
IM DEPRESSED! i dont know what to do. someone slap me up.
problems of these are enough, theres always other problems booming me.
sometimes, i didnt even do anything. and why do i deserve all this?
no sense okay, maybe a little. but not that much. wtv man.
i just hate my life. especially this year. i miss year 2009 so muchh.
although there are problems, there isnt so much.
i just wanna move on, i cant seem to do so. i need a shoulder to cry on. im always alone ~
woah, i rant till im crying. how amazing. everyone seems to be drifting, who can i count on? ):
i just want a simple life. is it that hard?
someone with no problems, and normal life, normal friends, what else does a normal person have?
wtv man. ikr my life sucks! its sucks to be amanda wong. wtvvvv! im so annoyed in a way also upset. FML. ugh. sucks lah. rant rant rant. i wanna rant more but i dont know how to express it out. maybe not on this blog. but somewhere else. hurrrrryyyyy, im waiting for sms! but not yours. im really going nuts. cos im dumb and stupid ~
which equals to failing my examsssss. and screwing everything up.
thats what a person i am. a failure in life. and will never be any better then this. wtv man. this kinda reply. not happy dont replyyyy! ): so annoyinggggggg.

im having math paper 1 tmrw.. so scareddddd that i will fail and not do well. ):
going out tmrw aftttt. anyways, enough ranting for now.
those who read finish, thanks yeahh! (:

thats all. bye.

2010-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

It feels like we’ve been out at sea
So back and forth that’s how its seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
You say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
The love that we got that we just cant give up
I’m reaching out for you tell me
Out here in the water and I)

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way.
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this love we call love
And now that we got it
We just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for ya
Got me out here in the water and I

I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I can’t swim on my own
Its to much (It’s to much)
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

It’s supposed to be some give and take I know.
Your only taking and not given any more
So what will I do? (So what will I do?)
Cause I still love you. (Still love you Baby)
You’re the only one who can save me

I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I cant swim on my own
Its to much (Its to much)
Feels like I’m drowning (Im drowning baby I’m drowning)without your love
So throw yourself out to me (Can’t swim)
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
(Its crazy, crazy crazy, yeah) Life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Yeah

2010-05-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

heyy all (:
thanks for those who wished me, and especially those who celebrated my birthday :D

ILOVEYOU GUYS TO THE MAXXXXXX!

haha, on monday waited for dad to come back and swendi and alexia counted down to midnight! thanks guys! (: had cake with daddy and mummy. ate, talked a little while morre then went to sleep (: most wished me on the dot, and my blur block sent me a 14 page message! sweet aye! (: saranghe!

woke up with birthday wishes! ^^
had school, swendi came with a balloon :D its floating in my room now! whoops!
chemistry paper just suckedd ttm, i was like dozing off. idkk what to write, then wrote crap better then leaving it blank without trying! at least i tried okay.
received the board from carin, shaza, qy and denise! ^^ thanksss! ILOVEIT!
hahaha, i wanted pee then swendi didnt let. had birthday cakey! (: thanks thanks.
champange part was super fail though!!!!!! :(
HAHA. cream and whipped cream fight. gross, kenna me by accident. noo, whipped cream was hannah!
luckily i had excuse that i had exam and needed to be clean :/

physics paper WAS TOUGH! omgg, mcq damn suck okay. i read until i go blank. section c was worst. wtf they talking? :@ james one still say this paper is very easy, all of you should score distinctions and all. then 3A should have people scoring full marks -.- totally siao okay. wth.
another surprise bash :D they came up with super lame excuses! THAT NADIAyzah MADE ME WALK TO THE TOILET WITH HER WHEN SHE ENTERED TO THROW HER TISSUE IN THE TOILET BOWL, FLUSHED AND OUT SHE WENT!
wanted kill her, but shes too adorable :D haha. wq and n held me back! LOL.
keke, jong's cake for 3rd birthday cake :D awesomeness. many were there! (:
amanda, weiqian, myzah, nadia (small & biggie), calista, kelda :D
hehe, thanks loads uhhhh ^^ iloveyou guys.
"nadia culture" is the boomzxzxzxz. they ridiculous culture. took revenge on nadia though, hehe it was funn! the cat made us scream so much. big nadia reaction was funneh :D

slack slack, some emoed a little. some slept. C slept on my lap! hahaha, comfy righty!
okay lah. they bought purple iphone cover for me (L) hehe, awesomeness.
i want long letter! HEH. mummy picked me up and kelda sheltered me. hilarious muchhh.
sewbawang for a while, someone pissed me off. bought my purple earpiece ^^ teehee.
dinner at kranji. ordered alot! heeh, mummy treat :D haha. i like princess today :D

homed, and washed up. looks like i lost to swendi. haha. but its okayy (:
hannah, you will lose that bet about ____ im sure! keke. im so bored.
tmrw no paper! awesome. one more paper to go and one piano exam and over. :D

thanks all ! :D i love you guys. it was a memorable 15th birthday! haha, i hope my wishes come true toooo! all my 9 wishes hehehehe.

"Its hard not to think about you as you're always on my mind 24/7, theres nothing i can do about it. You're stucked in my mind. Just know that iloveyou tons."

2010-05-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hahahah, i didn't go school today! How awesome uhhh.
Slept till like a pig like that woke up at one! (:
Heh heh, then then what uh? Ohh slack around till 5.
Then shower and went for piano! Emoo! ):

Piano then went popular buy stuff then home(:
self study at tutor's house. Most of the time on the phone uh.
Okayy lahh, home msn talk awhile more!
Now going sleep (:
Tmrw is math! Omfg i damn scared okay. I scared I panic then everything forget ! ):
kill me man. Tmrw is going to be fun! I hope! (:

Okayy lah, end already. Nights (:

" I know that feeling, but i don't like it."

2010-05-04T17:19:00.004+08:00

I remember the time when we cried together at macsss! (:
090410 <3 is loveeeddddd!
Just now Kelda was being an idiot and was saying let's reunite together at macs!
Then call everyone back!! Wthhh! But I feel better after crying it all out.
I'm lucky that I had Amanda by my side just now (: Also, I'm sorry that I made you cry! :/
my stupid mouth.

But I must be strong I think? It was real awkward. But I can't help it. Idkkk what to do.
Can someone help me? I wanna die. I'm like dying of embarassmenttt.
Kill me, I rather not live then to suffer in this state.

I want my heart to stop beating.
I hate it. I can't stop loving you! ):
Freak, I just wanna die.

Anyways, today Chinese paper was quite alrightt!
I just finished in time, lit was slack, recess was okay? I guess?
English and chem! Then hang out with Amanda, wq and r aft school.
Met Calista at ljs! Chatted abit.
Louivia and her sister came over for a while. Awkward ~

Now still in school, after accompanying Amanda to tiong! Then home!
Kill me okay. I hate it.
The more you try to get over someone, the more you love that personnn. Cmonnn! ):

That's all.

2010-04-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

Woahhhhh, I have not blogged for weeks! And my blogskin is damn old! ): aft exams I will change :D
Alot have happened these few weeks..
I think my feelings for you is more certain now...
Idkk, but I think I made the wrong decision in telling you why I broke down that day, aft it's like more awkward even though you assured me that you wouldn't avoid me.
I'm confused! ): I hate being in this kinda situation! ):

Nvmm (: let's talk about Friday!
Happy belated birthday, PRINCESS! (L) love you! Stay pretty and smart alwaysss (:
hope you liked the mini surprise we gave you! (:
ohhh! Sucking in helium air is so damn cool ^^ it really changes your voice! Hahah.
Sports day on Friday. Didn't participate in much event. But at least better then last year!
I joined one this year! And I totally paiseh myself like hell! Anyways, we won(: so it's worth it! :D
Slacking in canteen was awesome right, super? (: hahah!
After school, went to ion to eat swensens! (: aft went to funan to collect my earpiece then Cathay! I saw someone! ^^ shhh!
Bought sticky! Love them! Home after! Skipped music :/

Saturday! Dance at usual! (:
ilovedancing! Awesommmeeee! Luckily didn't go for dope! Super waste time.
Teacher late for one hour :o wthhh. -.- no time management at all!
Learned bump bump from nat and Jolene(: while I taught them genie! (:
went lavender with Hannah and home aft! (: early for a Saturday okayy! (:

Sunday! Supposed to have church! But was too lazy to go! Feel so guilty :/
hahah. Hmm, alsooo! (: mum and maid had some problems! :( wtvv lahh! Then drag me in as usual -.-
hahah. Steamboat and I washed the vegetables! Slimy one ):
tuition after! Quite funn! I didn't touch my phone for two hours ^^
Jerome threw the book at my head -.- daoo! Luckily he apologised! Pulled my leg also -_-
lameeee! Then say Taurus is horny. WTF! Haha. Home! (:

Today! School as usual! Another week ):
alsoo, whole family awaken thanks to my dad and maid. Hahah!
Right, lessons are boring. Quite slack though.
Kept laughing today! Swendi was much noisier thn usual! Haha.
Chinese work not completed :( collected my letter and lot one for lunch with swen, shaza and Carin ^^
KFC for lunch! Some ahlian was like "eeyer, why our school name tag sew on one?" then stare at us -.-
taptap battle with s(: bought some stuff and homed! (:
tmrw is my primary school syf! Should I go? (: hahah.

Okayy la, enough already. Wanna check my phone (:
Will blog soon!

Iloveyou (:

2010-03-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I posted! Hahahhaa. I'm so tired ): I guess should be turning in soon aft posting.
I will summarise the week.
New timetable. Thanks to the idiotic yog that made my class drag one extra period on Wednesday. So wthh -.-
parent teacher conference this week! Failed damn it alot of subjects ): disappointed in my math marks ): ughhh.

Monday - stayed back to do my English I think? (: hahaha. Then library with swen. While Alexia and shimin went popular!
Tuesday - Ben and Jerry free cone! Took two(: wasant supposed to go for choir! But was late! Aft, they wented go take at great world! But like went there ended alr ): practice at puileng hosue aft! Reached home at midnight!
Wednesday - Audition! And and went tiong find Alexia and Hannah. Aft had piano. And home!
Thursday - Ptc! And ps with Hannah! Aft played hide and seek with mum at Chinatown! Dinner with her and home!
Friday - Olevel music at acs! And and lessons were boring. I had to explain why I was missing for 5 weeeks?!! Bumped into someone aft (:
homed!
Saturday - Alexia came over (: finished the whole tub of strawberry cheesecake with her! Made her run for bus ^^ hahaha.
Dance for 5 hours?! Hahah. The first 3 hours was fun! Especially the genie! (: have to wear heels for it next week -.-
cab to lavender! Then dope studio for dance. Teacher was so omg.
WTF was he teaching. I know iw as challenging him! So funn! He kept staring at me from what Hannah said -.-
another hour of boring dance! So it's two hours! Cab to Clementi and trained home! Tired!
Today - Pon church (: super tired! Hahaha. Met Hannah at cck then 190 to ps! Some unpleasant stuff happened. Skip skip.
Went suntec find louivia (; went for service. I think I needed one badly at that time.
Kept texting (: hahah. My friend say I not bad (: can listen and text at the same time! ^^
yay! Homed at 10! Tired! Phone flat );

I wanna skip sch tmrrr! Tired much ): whole body aching! ):
goodnights (:

2010-03-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

종형 사랑해 ♥

; 17 more days (:

2010-03-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

Holidays seriously pass super fast ): one week gone like that!

Let's summarise the holidays ;
Monday - Went to clare party with swendi at night (:
Tuesday - Being human at bugis with Hannah! And after, louivia's home till eleven (: haha! Cab home!
Wednesday - Movie "dear john" with louivia at vivo (: had fun! Especially the arcade. Paiseh myself also :x
Thursday - Skipped YOG! And met Hannah to go sentosa (: after went shimin place till 8 (: played games!
Friday - Went for YOG practice (: super early. Clique outing aft! Went bugis for Seoul garden, and movie at iluma "lovely bones" rushed home to shower and out with Jess for Disney on ice ^^
Saturday - Dance at music forest! Wedding dress was awesome (: hahahahah. After went bedok to find my mum friend. Lost my way and one kind auntie directed me without me asking! Chalet after. Hahaha. Drank a little only ^^ wanted more ): homeddddd!
Sunday - Church early in the morning. After home to change, and went tiong for a while to find A. Bukit merah library to borrow books (:
Cab to girlfriend's house aft! Hahah. Was super late for tuition. Like one hour? Sat with Bryan.. Okay lah. Headache. Homed aft (:

Today (:
Early routine starts all over again. -.- wake up at 530, shower.
Go school. Got back some papers today. Failed many! Chem. Social. So annoying.
Overall pass, but paper was devastating. ): sighh.
Don't care alr. Stayed back to do eng at macs! Saw some people at the bus stop while walking there.
Stare again. Tsk. Ohoh! I remembered what ms vino said! "I'm staring at ---- jumping up and down. Then she gave the -.- face!"
Hannah and I laughed like siao. Hahaha.
Cheena was screwed. Especially the oral part. Ltt made me so stress when she said sth like I'm one of 3c's hope.
Rightt. Met shimin at jurong. Library with swen (: and homed around 7 (:
that's all! Cone or choir tmr? Hahaha ^^

2010-03-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha! Back from pulau ubin ^^
did piano exam just now! Will elaborate more more later.
It just sucks ttm! ):

hahahaha. Now getting ready to go out for shinee concert! ^^
yizi sick cannot go ): rest well babe! :D
louivia didn't wanna go ): but shimin is going ^^
yay! Okayy (:
tired much. Woke up at 6 ): so darn tired.
Ughh. Hope it doesn't rain later ): byebye!

2010-03-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sighh. Papers back today! I don't like dates that start with 8th.
Some should know why. Fuck it man.
So many problems. I thought I would be problem free aft that. But it still isn't.

I'm sorry if I've hurt you with my words, or the facts about how I really do feel about you.
But it's better then lying to you right? I rather come clean with you. Cos I know how it feels to be in that state. I've been through that.
But yeah, I don't have that kinda feelings i have towards to one I love. Or still love.
Sorry, please don't hurt yourself or so. Alright?
Friends no problem (: take care, and love you. Sorry once more :x

Met up with Jess ystd! She went repair ear piece I went puileng house to practice our duet ^^ hahahaa.
Practicing was alright I guess? (:
but before that, went tiong to find Alexia for a little while.
Then cabby down (: hahaha. Cab again to bugis.
Shop a little spend a little. Head to vivo aft! ^^
bought one top from topshop (: yay! Cookie animal biscuits from marks and Spencer!
And 963 home with jess (: pictures all the way ^^
homed, and Kenna scolding from my mum for not studying my theory! ): wthh.

Sch today! Was late and yeah. Don't wanna talk about it.
Lessons was alright, got back some papers! Was real upset with amath paper ); i got what I presumed I wouldve got!
):
ughh. I must ace for my amath! ): my goal!
Tmr is chemistry and emath paper! Scared ttm! Chemistry sure fail until like crazy one! ):

I'm so tiredd, packed a little on my efl stuff. Ohyah. Went queens with swendi and Alexia after school. Bought efl stuff and
anchorpoint for more unnecessary stuff! 100 to vivo and some people didn't wanna alight! Hahaha.
Giant to slack while waited for zi, and bought stuff. Daisi aft! And home (;

My phone died on me ): sigh. Going to do my lit then sleep! Yeahh, nights!

2010-03-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

It's a minute to midnight.
And I'm currently sticker outside my house. Cs I left the key in
my bag at a's place. Hahahaha.
I'm dead tired. 3 hours of sleep last night onlyy.
Studied on the phone till 130, but mostly was just slacking (; heh!

Exams are finally over. Last 2 papers today! Amath and physics!
Amath was totally a killer, I can't even finish the paper. I doubt I will pass also.
Sigh, best of luck to me. Physics turned out quite okayy.
The rest other the emath, I will just FLUNK all! I hope I do well for my emath! My only hope of an a1! );
Efl is coming soon. Means piano exam is coming soon too. Have not started on revision yet.
Shinee is coming soon (: but I'm no able to go for the fan sign! Ughhhh. Hahaha.

Today, school. Breakfast at macs. Usual routine. Left my shoe bag there. Hahaha.
Hmm. Exams, social, stayed back during recess to complete the darn worksheet.
Rights. Skip skip. Emath went com lab. Air con was awesome! Hahahaha.
Cabbed to tiong (: accompanied a to do her math exam.
skip skip, showered and took a long time to get ready.

Met Calista at tiong (: and all then all the way to school.
Met my juniors. Damn cute (: hahahaha.
Talked alot alot about stuff. Rights, everywhere we go, it's about the same topic.
Envious of some people pls! Sweet talks and a loving partner.
I don't deserve one though. So who cares.

Helped out in distributing the food (:
performance time (: saw mr tham! Hahahaha. Ntu choir with chij olqp as the guest choir (:
hahahaha. Said goodbyes, and walked to raffles for macs.
Esplanade to watch some mini concert :o
hahahah then back to raffles city hall and home!

Phone died ): damn sad. But my bejeweled level damn high! Beat all of you guys ^^
hahahaha. I'm stuck outside, tired and moody. I wna sleep.
I wanna cry! I miss _______ ! Ughhh. So annoying ttm. ):

Okayy, will end here! I wanna watch movie (:

2010-02-28T21:19:00.003+08:00

Fuckk! I'm super scared for emath paper tmr!
I don't know my formulas and the worst thing is that, it's Patrick ng who is setting it!
How how how? I'm going nuts! It's too much stresssss!

Yesterday was tiring enough. Flag day was tiring, but my tin was quite heavy! Juniors was alright (:
sighh. Had to keep asking and asking. Then there's this angmoh guy who touched my cheek say "baby, I already donated."
scare me out cann. Plus, he walked by again and smile.
Scaryyyy. Dint met any that looked at me with some disgusted face unlike some who did. Hahahaha.

Rights, movie with Alexia aft. Was damn late for the movie. Cries and cried non stop?
Dear John is seriously nice and saddenning. Some parts I drifted away. Thought of some other stuff that made me cry even more.
I'm going nuts. Dance aft(: was seriously tired out. But was fun. Nelson was hilarious! Hands and legs couldn't coordinate at all!
Nat and Jolene was there (: hahahaa.

Home aft. Seriously tired. Dinner and showered.
Big quarrel with mum. Seriously. She doesn't understand me at all.
Shout at me for fucking no reason! Tears couldn't stop flowing. Confiscated my phone and iPod -.-
take lah. Then come scold more. Vomit also cannot vomit out! Ugh.
Come act nice later. Wtff. Ass. Ughhhh.
Slept at 9, woke up at 3 plus. Saw my phone reply texts and slept back till 12.

Ate medicine and everything. And went out for tuition.
Tuition was alright. Ate some stuff that made my cough worst. Dying x.x
ughhhhhhh. Mum fetch me home. Dinner and tv till now.
Alot on my mind. Not in the mood for studies. Tuition teacher not free.
I'm dying. Ughh. I need help in everything! Indices! Ugh.

I've realized, time isn't the problem to everything.. I wna brainwash myself.

Rights. Bye.

2010-02-25T13:04:00.002+08:00

Let's start with the touching story that Brenda send me yesterday (:

Touching story :
Guy and girl were in love. One day, girl got into an accident and she lay unconscious in hospital. Guy visit her everyday and went to church everynight to pray. God was touched by his sincerity and ask him "would you exchange your life for her?"
Guy answered yes without any hesitation.
"however, you must be a dragonfly for 3 years." God told him.
"yes" He replied without any hesitation again.
The next morning when guy woke up, he was changed into a dragonfly alr. He flew to th hospital immediately. Girl was awake and talking to a male doctor. However, he could not understand what they are talking about.
Girl tried searching for the guy but nobody knows where he had gone to. She was very upset.
Then came th time where it was too cold for guy to stay there so he gave the girl a goodbye kiss on her cheeks before he left. However, he was too tiny for girl to notice.
When guy came back, he found girl beside a young male doctor with his arms around her. Guy was very upset when he heard people talking about them being so loving. Girl forgot all about guy as she was happy with the young doctor.
Guy did not visit girl so frequently anymore.
On th last day which guy had to be a dragonfly, he went to girl's wedding and cried when both exchange their vows. God ask guy "Do you regret now?"
Guy shook his head "no"
God said "i can turn you into a human now"
Guy said "no, let me be a dragonfly forever.."

Why doesn't the girl see how much the guy loves her? I would die for this kinda love please!
For someone who puts me infront of anyone else including himself.
Envious ttm!

I'm bored at home! Texting texting and just listening to my pod. My stomach muscles are aching.
Cough too hard I guess? Haiz. Hate my life ttm!
Nothing can cheer me up! Boredddd!
Days aren't the same. Time passes so fast. I've got so much test that i missed. Fuck it.
I wish I could die this moment! Although it seems better then Jan. February is just not far from suckish Jan. But it's better.
Time really does miracles :) alright!

I gotta go shower.
Byebye.

2010-02-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
looks like I'm getting worst. Must have been those cold drinks I consumed today! ):
not going school again tmr! Today was like awefully tiring?!
Reached school, had fever. Only went down after
recess. Chinese was the boomzx -.- ltt suddenly question me over sth!
Privallege of lying down on the table when I'm sick ^^

recess after! Hahahah. The only reason I tahan the whole day was the house practice i was totally looking forward to ^^
hahahah. English lesson after recess. Siannnn! Computed comprehension. Physics aft!
Totally damn dryyyy like shit. Supposed to take ss test aft school.
But ms vino went mia ):

Lunch at koufu! Drink cold drink again. Boomzx right me! Ughhhh! ):
Yong tau foo for lunch. Healthy though! Gathered at hall for house practice!
Skipskip watch some videos! Hahahah.
Captain ball aft! 2a vs 2a! Boomzx! We kept like drawing! Hahaha.
Too much sun. I totally felt like I was walking on the moon. Just like the time i drank.
Super dead. Throat sore until freaking pain. Pain till cannot take it!

Had to buy strepsils and trained to Clementi! Sth happened in the train. Lazy elaborate!
Hahaha. bought evian awe so cute mini bottle! Yay! Hahaha.
Ice cream for swenson and she sent me off. Dying!

Phone on the way home.
Hmm. Forced to eat, shower and did my stuff! Loads of texting!
Yay. That's all!

I think my eyes played trick on me just now is it? Too sleepy I guess.
Or i saw wrong? Lols.

Anyway. Damn sickk! Louivia's sister was so cute! Stared at me cos she couldn't recognize me!
That's all! Music test on Friday! I'm going eflllll ^^
definitely, will be back with sorethroat!

Nights people! Tiring day for me!

2010-02-23T12:47:00.003+08:00

Heyhey! Didn't go school today.
So much happened yesterday. My friend phone kenna stolen :x
don't that person have conscience bugging her?
Or she's too immune to it already. :O wthh.
Made me contacts like finally man!! ^^ hahahaha.
Brown brown :D

Hmm. Missed out on two tests today ): oh gosh. Due to my sore throat and flu ):
haiz. I suddenly wantt go school for choir. But sadly, my mum don't allow ):
social studies and emath test. Sigh. I missed so many tests alrrrrr!
Yeah yeah. Life seems better nowadays (:
hmm. Ohyah. Last time when I texted you when you were sick. I really was concerned.
No motives.

Tmr there's house practice! Probably should get mc or sth. I miss last Friday!
River hongbao day was so awesome please! Ugh! Supper with seniors was the boomzx ^^
next time escape outing too (: after cas! Yay!
Random topics was awesome. Wonder how we talked from one topic to another when there isn't any link to it.

Yay! I have low husky yet sexyyy voice! Hahahaha. Sorethroat is worth for that voice (: actually not.
Wondered how I fell sick also. Must have been the rain on Sunday ):
Percy Jackson was nice (: sth like Harry potter but cuter guys! Especially Luke ! Hahahah.

Okayy. Resting time since I'm not allowed to go for choir ):
maybe some shows and revising later on. Yeahh.

Byebye.

2010-02-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

heyhey! (:
its been two months since i last posted though.
getting used to school and everything. but never gotten used to the early waking up ):
3c's getting better though (: but i still miss 2A! ugh.
the unitedness that we had together, i miss efl time. it was so awesome! (:
everyone lost their voice. this year efl is some crap place. having exam on the 13th!
may be able to be excuseddd! :D shinee is coming back to singapore though! :D
so awesome, tickets should already be sold out. if not only the lousy ones are available ):
i got the second best rows one! yay. cant wait! :D

new year got angbao. but didnt visit much. practically stayed at home on the 14th. went out with s for movie "valentine's day" pretty nice (: though there's no like story outline.
taylor lautner was cuteee and hot! (: taylor swift acted like some dimwittt in that show~
but its nice (: homed around 12 plus and watched some cny show.

next day, woke up by my thoughts. keep thinking about the wrong person :x
jess know who im referring to (: go bainian, collect hongbao. hmm, im like damn short beside my cousin. ugh. what else? oh, mum's friend place. all kept saying i looked so different and so tanned (:
mabel and jess came over (: pictures taking! plenty! :D
steamboat for dinner. and ben and jerry. gambled a little, and vodka (L)
haha. movie again. valentine's day! (:
awwww. cried again. its nice :3
homed at 12, mabel slept over (: yay.

going out soon. will post the pictures later if have time!

tags replies ;
Someone : saying i lame? you aint better. tagging on my blog and saying im lame? makes no sense. and so? who are you to judge me. dont like me, dont read my blog lah -.-
S : updated like finally! :D
I : awwww, i miss you too! catch up soon k :)
K : awwww, an A++ for your compo! (: thanks though! btw, you are?
V : relinked (: sure, book you next time ah!
Ariel : linked babe! hahaha. love you too :D
Kumi : link link (: durh, its amanda what! love ya too (:

byebye.

2010-01-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

omggg. my this weeekkk is like bloody tiring ):
i feel like woah, and im not having enough sleep everyday! hahahaha.

summarised! (:
monday - school, no work. only play play. hahahah. then guitar after! (: wait lunch, with swen, jess and v if i rmbered correctly.
tuesday - school. stayed back for choir cleaning up. somehow punishment! ): homed (:
wednesday - met alexia for breakfast! (: school, got to know more tchers that were teaching me. err. choir after! then piano, then popiah. then met qy. finally homed (:
thursday - school, homework given. like loads. i've been texting lesser in class. i rmbered monday and tues i kept texting (: teacher almost caught me. :x choir after sch, again. then homed. tuition at night. tiring ):
friday - school, had mass. had to sing. LOL. err. skipskip, LTT for chinese ): i supposed to be in band 3. dk how i ended up in band 2. when i couldnt find me name in band3, i thought i ended up in band 4! LOL! mep after school, i swear it was boring. acs ah, quite okayyy (: go there for the big school. :D sth happened in the train, dont wna elaborate. heh. thats all.
saturday - dance, had so much fun. karen said i could read her mind :O lols. i predicted her step. so awesome. wedding dress was funn! (: nelson was inside. his warmup position was hilarious man! (:

tmr's going to be a long day. thats abt all. im pretty much tired already. sleeping soon.

nights, bye.

2010-01-04T02:11:00.003+08:00

WANTED

IF YOU SEE THIS SELLING ANYWHERE, LET ME KNOW! (:

ISN'T IT JUST THE CUTEST THING? HEH ^^

I WANT IT BADLY ):

2010-01-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

hello (:
omg, im damn scared for tmr luhh. dont know why also.
okayyy. talk about today. post wouldnt be that long i guess.

woke up around 12 plus, had my lunch, showered and out (:
went raffles city to collect my bag! omg. i saw this shorts damn it nice ):
but too big for me. so wasted cann. hahaha. but my mum was smart! i looked at her and she was like what you wna buy? heh.
bought pretzel got mum! (: and watermelon juice. sturdel for breakfast. but doubt will eat it though.

left raffles, and head to tuition (:
my mum made two rounds then she finally drop me off. heh. toilet emergency! (:
and went looking for the lobby. waited for qianying first and headed up (:
woah. the room was damn small, and damn cold. omg.
chemistry first. boring like shit. nothing went in. i didnt know how to use the lighter. :x
heh. after chem, went down with qy and jerome. bought some bubbletea and cheesecake. bought my guitar picks too (: damn cute one.

up! physics time. okayy lah. not that boring. i asked some stupid questions that made me so paiseh. :x heh. but had an awesome time laughing.
drank so much water. hahah. cheesecake tasted like there's ginger inside. yucks.
anyways, did some ex. and go through some work.
skipskip. thats abt all bah?

67 to cck. bought stuff from aries (: and homed.
mum cooked, ate. watch tv. facebooked and thats all! (:

hahaha. yeah. tmr there's school. i doubt i will be able to sleep. its also like this ): ugh.
hope im ready for 2010. i doubt i am though. sec 3 life. sigh.
anyways, i still have to face it! so i better be strong, or at least on the surface.
hope things wouldnt be too much of a difference compared to last year.

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

yeah, i think i gtg slp alr.

nights, byebye. will post if i have time.

2010-01-03T03:43:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
im back (: hahahaha. firstly, happy belated new year. some idiot didnt bring the adapter for the internet, then couldnt use at all. ):

First day (:
jess came over to my home first around 11 plus. morning call swendi and she made her way here also. showered, and my uncle fetched us all to gold kist.
checked in. i swear the counter staff are bloody rude. jess kept bickering with her. damn hilarious! (: hahahah.
room J-06. hahaha. the room sucks man. at first, didnt know how to on the aircon.
dirty and everything. called, but didnt answer. had to call the main number. -.- such idiots.
oh wtv. went swimming! yay. jess was a tiko! hahah. i kept disturbing her. heh. right twin! we made a great group yknow! :D
showered, and mum was already there. the whole place was like flooded. and damn gross.
mum demanded for room service. what she did was hilarious. we kept laughing! hahaha.
some china ppl came almost immediately! they clean must cleaner! :D
cycling for awhile, and back to meet swendi's mum. she was alcohol in swendi's bag :O asked so many questions. -.-
skipskip, steamboat for dinner. we made a great mess.
countdown at the beach! saw so many fireworks from different directions! hahaa.
we were like idiots entertaining our ownselves with the poppers and everything.
back in room, mum gave us a lift to bowling alley. waited awhile for lanes.
played two games, my luck was shocking. hahaha.
then back in the room, drank the wtv tea drink, horrid. slept.

Second day (:
woke up around 1030. showered, swendi was hard to wake up. hahah.
watched doraemon. and left around 11 plus. cabbed to kallang leisure.
went walking around for food. like idiots luhh. hahha. bought tickets for alvin and the chipmunks.
ate lunch at the kopitiam. movie time, quite nice though :) so cute cann. some parts were touching!
after, ice skating! (: yay. skipskip. took some pictures on ice. jess ah, she damn funny.
me and swendi kept skating rounds and rounds! (: heh.
resurfacing bought milo, jess thought swen drank finish. then placed her cup on top of hers. :O hehe.
left at 5. and bought some stuff at coldstorage. chocolate and seaweed for us! (:
cabbed back.
prepared bbq stuff and started. luckily our neighbour gave us their already heated charcoal.
swendi is like a princess luhh. me and jess did everything except the fanning. damn hot and smelly. my first bbq that i did myself! (: feel so accomplished. heh.
parents came over and everything. showered. and mum send us bowling ard 1130.
went to play ufo catcher. wasted money. hahha. i wanted the army eeyore so badly. heh.
bowling. played two games. and back to ufo catcher. jess won stitch. grats (:
mood was bad. played hide and seek with them. im the hider, while they're the seeker.
walked all the way back to the chalet. quite near leh.
cried with them, lols. dont know whats wrong with me that day.
drank and got real high. played truth and dare. dont wna elaborate :D
swen supposed to wake me up at 4 plus. but she slept. missed my sun rise ):

Last day (:
woke up at 10 plus by jess. she was talking on the phone damn loudly.
me and swendi was like ugh. went shower. while swen slept longer. out and woke her up.
got ready, packed my stuff. left at 1130. checked out.
then had to walk back to carry the bbq pit to return. troublesome. -.-
mum picked us up. send us to my dance there. jess and swen went elsewhere first. then met me back an hour later.
karen's class was awesome as usual. she say i improved (: heh. happy happy. me and amelia kept laughing throughout. like some insane ppl.
nash's class after. hahaha. learnt some new steps. i was wearing shorts. wth. my knee still hurts. ):
jess and swen went wrong room i think? both didnt dare go into the studio. hahahha.
they kept laughing over my friend that kept pulling her shirt out to show her tummy.
bought strawberry banana! (: my loveeeeee.
cabbed back, and waited for mum to come. send swen off.
played some taptap and everything with jess. send her off.
mum had some problems with me not eating anything -.- idiot.
slept awhile, dinner. packed my room and phone call time (: momolove was funny.
tv and more tv. facebooked and everything. now waiting for swen to finish her stuff.

thats all. pictures will be posted (:

one more day till school reopens, one more day till disha is back (:

"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."

byebye.

2009-12-31T02:35:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
yesterday was too tired to blog. let's start with yesterday.

Tuesday - woke up early to prepare myself to go to school. waited for my mum for like half an hour?! anyhow go threaten me oh please. ha. when i reached downstairs, i realised i forgot to take my booklist. damn dumb cann. went to visit her customers first, stayed in the car and watched my videos (: the guys are so cute :D hehe.

after, went to eat the fishball mee at queenstown. quite nice leh. but the weather was horrible which makes it all worst. went to school after. luckily that maswendi left the house already (:
if not would not have met her there. her mum thought that it was coincidence. :O
bought uniform, swear that badge is fucking ugly. bought a size smaller for everything. (:
kelda was helping out that day. i made her walk in walk out. say me and farah the same cos we picky. ): who say luh.

when swendi tried her uniform. it seemed so much longer! hahahahaha.
her mum was damn hilarious luhh. made swendi damn pek cek. luckily my mum didnt bother what i bought. :D
when we were abt to leave, jenny leong suddenly amanda me. omg. she say i this year more guai and wtv shit. then i told my mum, my books very heavy leh. the jenny leong say if you dont want me talk to your mum, just say. wth. i rmbered! swendi mum wanted to ask JL whether there is class outing? hahaha. hilarious..

homed after. forgot what i did. i think just talked on the phone. went lot to collect jess's cover. but all out of stock. bought from my house opposite instead.
baked for yizi (: tv, facebooked. had terrible headache that was killing me.
yeah, thats all.

Today - woke up damn early. 630? showered, and half way. swendi called, after jess called. LOL.
washed up everything, left the house. i was early. and jess was late. i waited for her luhh. carried so many bags like some auntie yknow ):

met swendi, and trained to commonwealth. after cabbed to the macs near the school. the uncle gave us a heart attack. suddenly shouted for no reason. insane 0.0
bought milo, and cabbed to school bus stop. took our time to walk in. thought we were late luhh.
chey. exchanged presents, and everything. felt so light after that (:
morning assembly was woah. mschan arrived late and she was still listening to her ipod when it was prayer time. (:
priest blessing and stuff. stand until damn ugh.

classroom was gross, and small. omg. toilet was horrible. had to do some unwrapping of chairs. arranged tables and everything. 3c was lucky to have a teacher like ms vino (:
hahhaa. so funny somemore. oh and, some ppl laugh like bloody loud. wtf?
school tour, bored man. dont wna elaborate what happened on the way. skip skip.
back to class, said prayers and off to pass shimin and shaza stuff and out (:

super passed me my present. and i omg dropped it twice ): sorry.
cabbed to vivo, it was damn far. wanted watch movie, but didnt. bought some sushi for lunch for sent v off (:
ate ice cream near daiso there. waited for alexia to come (:
changed clothing and everything while swendi wore uniform with siewjun. LOL.
and off to sentosa with the class.

awkward but alright. didnt get into the water. helped them took some pictures and everything. i have some in my phone, will post it up soon (:
went cycling with swendi. omg, my first time riding on two wheels. damn it scared.
but was so funn :D met so many obstacles on the way cann.
the hilarious one was that we fell into the bush. cut my leg, was it fetch damn awesome (:
haha. swendi said i was insane. rode back, and returned. took our stuff and left :D haha.

188, slept aft swendi left. bought dinner and homed.
ate dinner, and out again to buy my drinks (: i thought i lost my maid omg. scary please! ):
cabbed home, and despite being dirty went on my bed. damn tired. slept for a while.
until jess and swen called me. discussed tmr plans. packed my bag. and talked on the phone (:

yeah, going sleep soon. super tired ):
going for chalet for the next three days. will blog if have time. heh. looking forward though :D
going to countdown! awesome.

"Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!"

miss me ah, byebye.

2009-12-29T01:16:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
taking a risk to blog near my dad. ha. anyways, his snorning like some pig.
and im damn it hungry and bloody cold ):

woke up late today. ate like two spoonful of rice. might as well i didnt eat. (:
watched some okto shows. damn childish. waited for swendi to get up (:
not bad. i slept later than her, got up earlier than her too :D

played loads of taptap, i got some many more one million songs (:
21, one million songs, so awesome right? ha.
talked on the phone till like 4 plus. had some "family" phone conversation. hahaa.
showered, did my hair and everything. 450 wanted to leave home, then i didnt wna be early. left at 5. bus didnt wanna come. luckily i didnt reached that late :D
i was still earlier than shimin. ^^

went out of the station to buy my honeydew soya milk with pearls (:
then in again. waste money luhh. but didnt know the way out other than that.
waited for her, luckily swendi accompanied me (:
i swolled the pearls instead of chewing them. omg. hhaha.

she arrived 3 mins before 6, hurried walk.
still early (: that guy that somehow "interested" in shimin kept making a fool of himself. LOL.
my tuning improved (: happy happy. the teacher kept disturbing me abt my long nails.
say super long luhh, ask me cut. i proved to him i can still play with them (:

picks time! yay. finally used them today. haha. the guy played till the pick dropped inside the guitar and my teacher act like super hero haha. damn hilarious. he wanted to show off he could just overturn it and dropped out. 3 attempts man. lols. learned new song (:

done with guitar. went to meet her friend. and tiong for dinner (:
shimin wanted soup, but didnt know where ):
ate damn alot cann. the thai style hor fun isnt nice. red ruby only ruby nice (:
mum picked me up after. damn annoying. kept nagging in the car. wtf.

homed and tv time. currently talking on the phone with swen (:
yeah. thats all. hungry man. gotta cook (: heh.

"Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful."

bye.

2009-12-28T05:13:00.002+08:00

hello (:

Firstly, happy 14th birthday to yizi, jacobbina and melissa (:
finally 14 (: hahaha. may all your wishes come true :D

dozed off early yesterday after painting my nails. everytime say rest my eyes for a little while, in the end will doze off. guessed was too tired. let's start with saturday (:

Saturday - Woke up with swollen eyes. swear it hurts. guessed cried too much the previous night. ate some crap lunch that my maid cooked, damn horrid. ate only two mouths. showered and left home sharp at 1230 (:

trained to tanjong, and was early. i rmbered! i was texting until my hand went all numb. ha.
damn it early cann. 10 mins. went to withdraw money and bought my mineral water (:
walked to dance, it's you class was before ours. so awesome (: hahaha. i wna learn cann. ):
karen's class was tiring but awesome. i felt like dying after her class. only 4 hours of sleep.
thought had nash and could do revolver ): but he flew aeroplane us again. ):

anyways, practiced with JT till our friend's came over. they thought us wedding dress (:
thought could join in, but karen went back early cs she was sick. poor thing.
danced some random stuff. i love my friend's pants! damn it bloody nice. oh! she was lame. played cafe world also.

ha. dance till someone took over. rained heavily. slacked at the counter. pop piano seems awesome (: hahaha. but not really interested in it. heh.
went to meet katy at cck, ate pastamania and homed after. hungry until gastric. so awesome! haha.
damn tired, watched loads of chick vs dick.
tv. facebook, and sleeping time.

Sunday - woke up early to go out with jess. around 11 i think. ha. washed up, and met her at cck at 1232. i was two mins late, not bad (: haha. i got really high for no reason. damn cool.
jess was singing the whole time in the train, and i was disturbing her! hahaha.
redhill, bought my watermelon soya iceblended with pearls (: honeydew tasted better though. haha.

waited for bus, and some bloody kids stared at us like wtf. -.- bused for one stop. damn stupid. should've walked. haha.
said goodbye to her at 130, then waited at the bus stop for one hour. luckily got my phone and games to entertain me. ha.
decided not to waste time, went vivo first and bought some stuff.

met up with carin for awhile, bought my present. the person took damn long to wrap! ha.
what else? coffee for me (: so awesome.
went to find her uncle and family, walked one whole bloody round when there was a shortcut. the no direction sense girl. oops :x
haha. went walking with them, till giant. her cousins damn cute. i got a pic of carin placing sth against her. but cannot post. maybe.. hahaha. nvm. shhh.
my taste much better than hers (: i chose the most ex sofa among her. hahaha. her cousins damn it cute please! the boy went taking out all the price thingy. haha. damn funny. got some pictures on that. will post soon.

left, and 855 to meet jess at queens. she saw me yawning like damn it unglam when the bus i was in, passed her. omfg.
bought fbts, and went looking for pants. i kept whining to her. hahhahaa.
saw shoes, and 100 to queenstown. after 970 back to bukit panjang. time passed fast though.
took many pictures! (: hahaa. will post when get it from her.

limbang to buy eggs and pay bills, homed!
early! :D im home early everyday. im such a good girl.
tv time. omg. sylvia should've won luhh. so biased ): her voice damn powerful plus so sexy and pretty! ugh. looks like singapore is never going to have a female singapore idol. so angry till i teared. wtf.
the promise show was stupid. stupid ending! ): ugh. never went tgt. hahaha.
okayy, tv time with swendi. now waiting for me blog finish. then show time (:

eh wait, ham can be eaten cold right? i scared cant. hahahaa.
okayy, thats all. guitar tmr.

2 more days till orientation, 3 more days till chalet, 4 more days till its 2010!

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime."

P.S : Other blog updated.

Finally got to post this post. internet was down. anyways, eyes sore.

nights, bye.

2009-12-26T04:59:00.002+08:00

heyhey.
feeling damn down now. absoulute boyfriend made me cry like fuck.
dont know whether it was on the show or my fucked up life. ugh.

woke up damn late. replied my so many messages. took like one hour? wth.
christmas also dont feel like christmas.
kenna scolded by my mum. wtf. also non of my business.
my dad say i wear like one tomboy. -.- your problem meh? why cant i wear what i like.
its my body what.

gave presents to my neighbour and left for my godma's place.
didnt do much. my mum acted so nice infront of them. oh wtv.
two faced please. played with my all so adorable cousin! she's the only one that made me smile the whole day (:
helped with the preparation, and dinnered.

filling dinner, so many chicken cann. pasta was not spicy enough (:
okayy, tv time with them after. log cake for dessert. fattening please ): shit.
my cousin got all whiny after. haha. took my blood pressure, i have low blood. so cool. that explains why i feel giddy too. ha.

send grandma home, and homed around 930.
tv time. quarreled with my mum. packed my books and everything.
talked to jess for a little while. swen didnt go home today ): pangseh me.
tv time, sms sms. facebooked. now going to sleep soon. eyes super tired.
the mask i did today, doubt there's any use. hah.

hannah's back already (: welcome back babe.
see you soon ah. looking forward to dance tmr. hopefully i can wake up, and wont be late (:
i miss andrea! i hope to see her soon. dont know when will she be coming back.

dont know whats with my mood today. suddenly felt so upset.
thought of some stuff of what we once did together. it made my heart ache so much.
maybe what my dying partner said was true.
i'll try to be strong.

thanks mum for screwing up my life.

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

thats all. nights, bye.

2009-12-25T04:09:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
firstly! merry christmas to everyone (:
yeah, christmas has arrived means the year is ending already.
time really flies. super tired now. didnt watch any show today (: waiting for maswendi to finish her show at 5.
luckily got my dying companion to accompany me :D

today, woke up at 10 to check my smses. jess came over to bake cheesecake.
she saw me in an unglam state again. haha. but its okayy. not like she never see before :D
delayed in bed, went down buy some stuff. started with the cheesecake.
so much work to do, and so many layers. but it was all worth (:
digestive biscuits first, followed by the cream cheese, and the jelly part at the last.
couldnt find jello. used the other jelly. kinda sticky and it worked (: cheerios babe! :D

watched paranormal activity. it sucked. i dont get any of it. wasant paying much attention too (:
waited for the cheesecake to harden. strawberries was floating up. hahah.
sent her off. swendi supposed to come over, but her mum didnt allow ):
talked on the phone till 5 plus. msned, facebooked. lols. wth. zac was online and he spammed by bloody msn. damn crap please. he said he bought presents for "my gang" -.- idiot.
and want me to meet him tmr to collect it. why me of all? -.- ass.

showered and out with mum and her friend to jurong point.
car time was omg. mum kept telling her stories. blast music also still can hear. luckily got my phone.
took damn it long to find a lot. dinner and went to fairprice. (:
bought some stuff for bbq and everything. found another colour for my knee length fbts! (:
i bought a baby for my eeyore. yeah! everytime go jurong point with my mum, will end up buying soft toy :) i know, im childish. but its adorable! ):
when i took alcohol, my mum only ask whats that. should've took more ): so wasted. hahaha.

homed around 10 plus. i carried everything up. damn it heavy. more like was scared to break my drinks!(: tv time, and countdown to christmas with my somehow "family"
yeah! i know swendi and i are childish. but my mama and papa also ^^
sent msges at midnight. bloody lag cann. two hours later then swendi received. -.-
downloading songs now (: feel like watching gossip girl. should i? hahaha.

hannah will be back tmr. (: yay. my sunshine! ^^

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly."

yeah. thats all. byebye.

2009-12-24T01:56:00.001+08:00

oh! thanks to swendi reminder. hahaha.
she said she didnt wna bathe on tuesday. smelly right. so stinky. eeyer.
then i had to force her. so gross! hahha.
thats all. nights people. (:

2009-12-24T01:35:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
dead beat today. but still going to blog. if not swendi going to nag nag nag.
i have three days to blog about. lols. let's start with monday.

Monday - Woke up super early. Met swendi at jurong. woah, i was kinda late lah. but she was later (: haha. dental at 1030. but we arrived at 1045. waited for so long, swendi went in first. left me with my itouch and show (: my turn. at first they say my teeth quite alright de luhh.
then wtf. the cleaning was damn pain. they say like they fighting a war with their patient.
then they kept talking, about camp, italian food also have -.- have to do my braces soon, but im scared ): jaw felt like dropping after that. i remembered my gum bled like wtf. ):
after, went to orchard central. argued with swendi over the shopping centre. damn stupid.
went all the way there to check sth. ate italian food. the view was awesome? hahaha.
headed to vivo after. wanted to buy our pencil case but out of stock. ):
walk to habourfront. bought j's cookie cutter. and body shop presents (:
855 to queensway to check our shoes, and 51 to jurong (: bought our pencil case over there. :D
cabbed home from imm, and homed. took my guitar and rushed out again to meet shimin.
was kinda late. but not that late also (: guitar was awesome as usual. hahaha. the guy like interested in shimin leh ^^ winkwink.
bugis after guitar. ate dinner there, but some presents too (: and homed around 11.

Tuesday - Woke up late for my appointment ): omg. sorry nadine and pamela. hahah. supposed to meet you guys like 1230. and i woke up at 1230. oops. showered and rushed to suntec to meet pamela. (: haha. got the money from her, and went to find disha (:
haha. im damn bad in my directions i swear. hahahaha. ate chips and more chips for lunch. :D
then itouch with her. played some twilight game, i suck at it. :P but its okayyy (:
erica came over after that. luckily got alexia to accompany me on the phone :D
asked mum to pick me up. i regretted. brought me to dinner. and stayed at the same place for so damn it long. she can talk to her friends for bloody 2 over hours. omg.
homed at 10 plus. ugh. had some talk with swendi. hahah. said so much vulgarities! damn funny.
swendi didnt know how to say to jess, then she ask me say on behalf of her. naughty boyboy! :D
haha. cried with her. damn funny. autumn concerto and hi my sweetheart! damn sad.
slept at 6 plus. disha left for india. take care (:

Wednesday - 12plus woke up. ate lunch, then went to my room watch some childish tv. bof time. i swear the show is boring. then my disc kept on spoiling. ): okayyy, tv so long. 6 went shower. then did my hair. then go out already. trained my way to dhoby. journey seems much longer than usual leh. but my hand was damn busy. kept texting. hahahah.
was late in meeting JT, but nvm. haha. paid for karen's platform. wanling was all the while behind me, and i didnt know. :P oops.
when i opened the door, it banged into karen. sorry): haha.
learned her chore. woah. damn fast. but it was catchy. easier to absorb than the other two i went for. hahah.
videoed many times, i screwed most of it. 190 homed, journey seemed longer than usual.
late for hot shot, then on the phone with swendi now (:
her sister damn cute just now. super adorable. :D haahahaha.
gotta be up early tmr. byebye. will post monday pictures tmr or sth.

1. 2 more days till hannah is back (:
2. 7 more days till the orientation thing.
3. 8 more days till chalet (:
4. 12 more days till school reopens.

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."

bye.

2009-12-23T05:26:00.002+08:00

Heyhey.
Today I like crazy again. One moment woah. The other boo.
Welcome back super! She's finally back from her trip (: super missed you, yknow. Hahahaha.

Okayy, i blog detailed tmr. Very tired. From all the crying. (:

P.S : Other blog updated!

That's all today, bye. Nights!

2009-12-21T02:06:00.004+08:00

heyhey.
today slept till 5 plus i think. so far the latest i slept until this holiday.
watched tv and ate my lunch. haha.
sms sms sms. skipskip.
watched gossip girl! awesome man. but its going end soon. on season three alr ):

ugh. swendi came home, talk talk to her.
time passes so fast. soon it was like 10? talked to jess too.
mum made so much noise over her missing disc. she say i find she give me 10 bucks.
not like i dont want find luhh, its i dont know where. -.-

facebooked, now waiting for maswendi's cafe world to finish.
and for her to come back. so long luhh.
mood swinged for so many days. finally my period visited me.
hope it will end before christmas which is highly impossible ):

tmr going for dental. finally after going 2 times, this time is my turn. haha.
yay. but it isnt that early. going 4 places after that. damn stupid.
we go one place to search for something then we go already. lols.

i found my dying partner! :D hahah. so lame.
actually i thought she wasant okay with me. but after talking to her, it seems different from what i thought it was! (: yay.

my nail bloody broke. omg. damn ugly lah. hurry grow back. ):

yeah. thats all luhh. i wna cut my hair ):

1 more day till super is back (:
4 more days till hannah is back (:
9 more days till class chalet (:
10 more days till our chalet (:
14 more days till school reopens ):

"Some people come into our lives, leaving footprints in our hearts. And we are never the same."

byebye.

2009-12-20T03:22:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
finally finished with the pictures. took damn it long. ):
okayy. today is saturday (: kinda my favourite day of the week.

woke up around 1030 today. ate my branch and went to shower.
left the home at 1130 for dance. luckily i brought my umbrella along :D
my phone was damn busy all the way till i reached. haha.

early, and i thought today no lesson. bumped into JT when i was about to head for the lift.
haha. went in dance room, the drums room was nice leh. SS501-you (:
karen was teaching that before the lesson i was attending. (:
lesson started 20 mins late, warm up was woah. grooving, learned some new steps.
shame rock, wob, and a few others. cant remember what it was. happy feet was the most tiring one ):

haha. karen said me and jt are like mirrors. so cool (: haha.
did do it-keri hilson. exam in 5 weeks, and we have to choregraph our own steps. omg. die.
dance ended 210? went counter take attendance and off to gombak. raining damn heavily.
met jess there, she was late (: i early.

945 to her church. was slightly late, but nvm (:
sing sing, one way! i love that song. jess told me joni jeans was being wore by her for 4 days straight without washing. gross man. yucks. -.-
preaching time was awesomely boring. jess kept disturbing me. then the pastor came to hit my head and ask me sit up. so paiseh luhh. :x

skipskip. my left hand more powerful then jess right hand! haha.
toilet the moment it ended, 985 to cck. and homed (:
ate maggi for somehow dinner, and did hair treatment.
mum cooked dinner, ate. watch tv, sms. talk, sms. and more tv.

jess called me. talked till 2plus. okayyy, facebooked and nomore.
thats all today. gotta watch my bof and gossip girl now (:

jess remember chao ah gwa! ^^ our little secret. woohoo.

super hurry back k - 2 more days (:
hannah hurry back k - 5 more days (:

"Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your fast that they feel the same."

byebye.

2009-12-20T02:24:00.013+08:00

thats all the pictures for yesterday (: blur ones not uploaded. haha.

2009-12-19T05:13:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
today had a long day. omg, damn it tired.
woke up at 7 and slept at 4. 3 hours of sleep to last me till now. ):
my eyes are like closing already. ugh.
been out since 8 in the morning till 6. woah.
showered and left home to meet jess. i met ms nice legs in the bus again. lols.

was 15 mins late, trained to find swendi at jurong.
she was late. she kept like dripping wet. as if she showered with her clothes one. omg.
trained to outram. and walked to the dental there.
after jess went in, swen and i went to find fishball mee. walked all the way to sgh.
it seems like forever. ordered, ate, drank. and played loads of taptap games.
haha, it was funn. we made loads of noise. the ppl around us all looked at us. whoops.

an hour later, walked back. it seems so much faster walking back then to there.
haha. err, had some embarrassing moments. jess kept disturbing me.
she kekiang luhh. wna take the up escalator down. bleah.
made funn of city hall. jess hearing got problem luhh. somehow made a huge scene at the station. (: haha. like we fought. laughed till stomachache.

people kept staring at swendi and me. i know right? cookie monster cute lah :D heh.
changed train, walked to wheelock borders. cant find the metal pencil case ):
walked around ion. bought our files and everything. the 4th lvl is nice (:
trained to bugis. wanted watch princess and the frog at iluma. but no timings. so wasted.
ate empire state again. haha, awesome (: took pictures there too. loads of it.

bugis junction after, made our bag tags! took neoprints too. long time no take with them already.
err, what else? couldnt find pencil case.. 960 back to bpp.
mini toons to buy our pouch and phone strap (:
haha, library to pay fines. dont know why im even borrowing. never read one, then return late somemore. arcade and harvey norman to check stuff and print photos (:
spend quite alot leh.

jess house to put our back. and petir lrt to wait for friends. and met up with some ppl. haha.
swen and i thought got nice show to watch de luhh ): so wasted.
took our bags and lrted to cck. i got new high score for bubblewrap! (:
302 home to take library books and lot one again. returned books, paid fines.
send swendi off, and homed. omg. tired.

tv till 8. dinner, showered. slept till 11. missed my show. luckily woke up in time for hot shot.
talked to swendi. (: and bof time. after, watched bai fen bai. :D its awesome one. cant wait for monday! (:
facebooked, and finishing with blogger. yay. going sleep soon. finally!
thats about all.

had an awesome time today with jess and swen (:

16 more days till school reopens.

byebye.

2009-12-18T01:04:00.001+08:00

heyhey.
today woke up by my mum today. screamt the moment she opened the door. -.-
but she repaired my roughness of my door. ha.
she fought with my maid. damn drama, cry cry cry. like baby like that.
so old already luhh.

showered, and waited for hannah to come (:
i beat her in bubblewrap! omg. yay. haha. i find the two of us very competitive ^^
talk over some stuff. played taptap. and waited for carin to come.
her ahmah took bloody long to come back luhh.
while waiting, had our lunch. fish fillet, sausages, popcorn chicken and fries! (:
i think fried too much. ): hah, kept some for carin. see, so nice! (:
hers was the biggest plate luhh. right hannah?

she was so engrossed in her show. till me and hannah had to wait for her to finish to talk.
i miss bubblewrap. i got the professional score. yay.
i downloaded gingerbreadman too. its like so hard ): training level was much easier.
hannah left at 330. and carin continued with her show, and i watched momo love.

mum kept interupting. sick for what? take leave. -.- hurry go back work leh. annoying.
staying at home when she's home is a nightmare! ugh.
skipskip, fed carin her lunch. and watched bai fen bai.
facebooked with her, she painted my nails. omg, so messy luhh ): humph.
i forgot what carin wanted me to credit her for. heh, sorry! ):

she downloaded stuff, and sent her off at 7. homed for 7 o'clock show.
peace for next two hours. till mum came and disturb me. bloody hell. scold me again.
say i guai lan. -.- she also what. like what i said in my previous post. she threatened to sent me to girls home. oh wow!
drama queen, say she wna jump down. -.- ridiculous much. oh wtv.

swendi talk time. jess accompanied us for hot shot. booked chalet (:
after, talked to kw. two hours. woah, talked alot! haha. kept laughing. awesome.
its good to have talks with others too.

alrights, tmr gotta be up early. so its either i sleep soon, or i dont sleep at all.
have to be up at 7, and dental with jess and swendi. then shopping time.
kinda getting sleepy now. should sleep tonight.

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. But if it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."

oh, and for that person who i despise. dont come and disturb me. it wont be nice. ha.

thats all for today, bye.

2009-12-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

I know you will definitely read this. Better know it's for you.
FYI, I'm not controlling or whatever shit.
Get your bloody facts right before accusing me or pushing the blame.
Doesn't mean that im older I've more authority. -.- get it?
No brains ah you? Then think with your ass lah.
Saying things that I didn't even think of. Accusing me.
Don't come try acting pitiful, innocent. So everyone can take pity on you yeah?
Want to say things, say it in my face. Don't say it behind.
I won't know yknow. Don't you want me to know?!
Cry what shit lah. Fuck off lah. Still acting so nice infront of me.
Making me like the fucking bad person. Aww. Everyone will believe you right?
Cs you're so innocent. Everyone doesn't know your true colours.
Watch your back. I'll definitely get my revenge.
Have some brains also, why do people go close to you?
Not because you're so awesome cute and adorable. It's cos they've no one to talk to. Or just want things from you.
Go grow some brains. I know more than you fucking think i don't.
Brainless. -.-

2009-12-17T05:02:00.003+08:00

heys.
slept at 7 yesterday. barely even enough sleep. woke up nearing two.
my mum described it like it was already 3, and i'll miss my whole piano lesson. oh wth. -.-

lunched, food was gross. showered, and left home for piano.
reached slightly late. the last time that i'll be having my piano at that yamaha school. ):
my memories. ha, its going to be knocked down. after so many years.
homed after piano.

stayed in my room, till mum came to disturb me.
asked me to help her do this and that. she screwed her whole file up, and expect me to do everything for her. no way. im not the little girl like before.
ate dinner, and left home to meet jess.

that woman allowed me, then she twisted her words. wtf.
ordered me home, and i u-turned. -.- waste of my time.
bought popcorn at the cinema, rather weird. ha.
homed at 7 plus. didnt even say anything to me. wtf. -.-

i went my room, ntuced. bought stuff for tmr lunch. (:
next few hours was peaceful. and fought with her again. totally blind.
dont even know how to use her own phone. expect me to say sorry. -.- bloody hell.
threatening me here and there. when its over, see what you can threaten me with. girls home? come on. im not scared anymore. you trained me like this.
protected my dog from her. idiot. guai lan with me, i guai lan back with you.
im 14 not 4, im different from last time. you should know.
im not the daughter that you can scream and shout at or malign me anymore, i will just fucking shout back and answer back.

fight lasted to 12, changed. and talked to swendi.
she cheered me up (: haha, thanks babe.
gossip girl till four. ha. its nice (: finished season two already.
plans tmr. will tell then.

P.S : Other blog updated.

"The greatest pain that comes with love is loving someone you can't have."

thats all for now, bye.

2009-12-16T05:12:00.002+08:00

heyhey.
today slept till 12. jess came over to accompany me. yeah!
watched some horror show. crush was alright. but rather ugh. when jess screams, it really scares people. especially me. omg.
the uninvited was familiar, its like i watched it in march or sth in the theatre.
college was boring. hmm.

ohyah. whenever i charge my ipod finish, jess will come and kaziao one de luhh. ):
then no more full battery already.
i got an achievement! i finished my gingerbread man game three times! awesome right? ha.
showered and left home at 630. when i was supposed to meet my friend at 8.
see, im such a nice friend.

had some much time to spare. decided to train to jurong first then train back to dhoby.
so paiseh cann. omg. luckily got my itouch, and swendi to accompany me (:
didnt get to watch 7 o'clock show. swendi summarised for me! thanks! (:
reached 3 mins earlier. ha, see. i wasant late.

walked to the parklane shopping centre or sth. drizzling. omg. i cant wait for wedding dress mv dance! ): this sat class one is pack, ugh. have to wait for next batch. which is next month ):
registered for our dance, and waited. same, i was nervous. but this time wasant that pack! :D
luckily for me.

warm up, and learned new steps for the face song. at first, i thought i entered the wrong class. didnt even seemed like hiphop workshop. but after all, was quite alright. i totally screwed up when they were videoing ): stupid atmosphere.
omg, ohyah. when we were learning the chorus steps. the guy behind me. turn ah, can turn until like 5 steps away from his original place. then bumped into me. kept saying sorry. LOL.
the last part, omg. cos i was stoned alr, then its the turn back, and face front step. i was slow, then our face was like less than a cm away. omg. damn embarrassing. hope i wont bump into him ever again ):

bought some food, and bused home. swen accompanied me again. bus was damn pack.
got back just in time for hot shot! (: yay.
changed, and bof with swen. we like competing again.
facebooked, and blog. thats all.
waiting for dad to come home now. hungry again ): sobs.

"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

bye.

2009-12-16T05:03:00.007+08:00

have a look at this mv (: its awesome.

2009-12-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

Forgot to add! In love with wedding dress(: go hear!
Will post up video if have time.

2009-12-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

Same today. Only one mood. Bloody sian. -.- ugh.
What a life I have. Mum fucking made hell loads of noise the moment she came back.
Scold me for some unreasonable bloody reasons. Bad mood, anyhow throw on people.
Without her, my life will be much peaceful. She screwed my whole life up. Fuck man.
Anyways, who cares.

Yesterday - Slept till 430pm. If swendi didn't call me, I would've slept until don't know what time.
Plus, I'm not the only one. Both my parents woke up later then me.
Forgot what i did. Showered and went dinner with my dad and his friends.
I swear it was awkward at the dinner table. The auntie kept smiling at me. Then her son kept looking at my direction.
Weird. Cabbed to jurong point after that.
Bought some presents for my neighbour. Bought some nail polish too.
Walked walked for awhile more.
Bought doughnuts! Then trained to cck. Dad went to buy his supper.
Homed after. Late night talk with swendi.
Super left for china already. ): don't forget to buy me gifts ah!
Facebooked and never watch drama. Msn till 6. That's all.

Today - Woke up by alarm. 11 plus I think? Early for me. Hannah came over first.
Watched gossip girl, but more like playing itouch. The game was awesome.
I beat Hannah (; heh. Jess came around two?
Played with my dog the whole time. Hmm. After lunch. Cooked fried rice.
Luckily I'm not the most princess one. Ha, it was hannah (:
Used so many sausages. We all were too lazy to go down and buy other ingredients.
After lunch, itouched more. Hannah went back first.
Watched Friday the thirteen. That Jessica go and scream. Scare the hell out of me.
Show wasant that scary, more like no mood to watch it.
Showered, and left for lot one together. Say bye to Jess.
Went looking for presents. But only found for my cousin ):
Bought dinner back home. Long time never eat chicken rice alr.
Tv, text. Now talking to swen (:
Ohyah, read my other blog. It's updated(:

Going to watch autumn concerto and cry my heart out!
Hi my sweetheart later too (:
Blog again soon. Bye.

2009-12-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

Moodiness again. Don't know what's wrong with me these days.
Omg. Firstly, channel u is woah. Dancing queens!
Anyway, yesterday first.

Friday - Lazed in bed. Trying to skip piano.. But mum still woke me up ):
Drank soup for lunch. Damn full. Watched some shows on okto. Damn childish!
Bathed, delay more. Then left the house (:
Piano at three, arrived half an hour later. Still went to draw money for my theory exam.
Got scolded for my nail polish, but who cares! My teacher say herself until so old. Lols.
Lesson ended. Tcher bumped into me. Next week last lesson at bangkit! ):
Headed to redhill to find shimin(:
ohyah. Saw some people that wanted to fight! But didn't get to see any good show.
Trained to harbour. Did mani with her. Haha. The person doing my nails had a hard time removing my nail polish :x
Went walking around looking for my sister's presents! (: haha.
Had a hard time deciding. Went buy shimin's dinner and sent her off.
Met my dad and went for dinner. Dinner was filling. But I won't go back to asian kitchen again.
188 homed. And bought ice cream. Damn fattening! :(
Tv time. And slept earlier.

Today - Woke up at 9. Omg, damn early. Showered and got ready. Called for cab. When I board the cab, then realise didn't bring the present. Had to run back. So embarrassing.
Reached at 10. Thought i was late. Then couldn't find the place. -.-
It was damn awkward luhh. Idk anyone there. I even thought I was at the wrong place.
Started 40 mins late. Ate, sang birthday song. Left early.
Changed and everything. The ahma like stare at me after I changed. So weird -.-
Late for dance. Nearly half an hour. So paiseh to enter. Haha.
Warm ups, and did audition steps. So awesome. At the end of the lesson, Karen suddenly called amanda.
Then everyone all stand there look at me. She said i gotta work on my execution(: then it's better.
Nash one was awesome also (: revolver this time :D
headed home after. Talked on the phone.. Till I slept. Sorry swen :(
went for my mum's friend the baby one month. Everyone said I changed alot.
Talked on the phone with j and swendi. Tv too (:
that's all (:

Super going tmr ): for 12 days! Hurry back ah. Will miss you! Bon
voyage too (: take care.

Loves.

2009-12-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

Didn't do much these few days. Kinda of grounded though. Anyway, who cares.
I'll talk about yesterday first..

Yesterday - Didnt do out. Jess came to find me around 11? I forgot what tome already.
Kinda tried to help her with her stuff. But didn't know though. Sorry ah..
After she left, watched 福气又安康 till I dozed off. Wonder how swen manages to watch it twice.
Slept till 7 plus. Mum cooked dinner.. Ate a little. Stayed in my room after that. Dad came home around 11.
Mum kept complaining non-stop. WTF. As if she's the only one who knows how to complain.
We're the victims over here please. Somemore anyhow talk crap. Put words into people mouth.
What an annoying mother -.-
Late night text with hannah till 4 I think? Send wrong message. Wanted to cancel. Then 3 textes came in to lag my phone.
But anyway, the message is not important. Slept.

Today - Jess came over early.. My maid didn't wake me up. Embarrassing :x
Baked for her v. And waited for Hannah to come over. Ordered pizza. Wanted the two pizzas set.
Luckily didn't order that. Hmm. Jess went to complain that the garlic bread was burnt. Omg luhh.
She called 3 times. When the guy came, me and Hannah felt damn paiseh.
Had some laughter after. Our little secret, right guys? Helped Hannah with her blog.
Ohyah. Forgot. We watched alien in the attic too. Damn stupid, but quite hilarious.
Hannah left around 4. While me and j searched for some stuff.
Went opposite to buy some stuff. And send her off.
Went home watch 桃花小妹 till I dozed off...
Supposed to go dance with JT but dad said too last minute. Ugh. Nevermid luhh.
Dinner at 8 plus. Rice was uncooked. My maid came up with a method by cooking it with chilli.
Weirddd. Tv till I dozed off. 11 went opposite to pay some bills for my mum.
Changed, and tv. Kinda moody now. Eyes so tired. Like sore sore. ):
Anyways, not going for dental tmr. Changing appointment. Going to sleep soon.
Piano tmr and manicure with shimin after. Dinner with dad at night.

The only happy thing is that swendi is coming back tmr. Omg, like finally!
Missed her so much..

*read my other blog for those that know of it.

Tired of everything. Bye.

2009-12-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Today, mum woke me up at 8. Cs my dog suddenly collasped ): omg.
The same thing happened again. brought her to the animal hospital and waited for damn long.
Vicky took blood test (: she was so brave. The needle was like damn pain. It stayed in her leg
for damn long. ): doctor suspected she got fits ):
homed after that and hurried shower and change. Head to tiong to meet Inez.
I was late ): sorry!

Headed home and watched some tv. Time passed rather fast..
Something happened after. It definitely wasant pleasant ):
sigh. So going to be killed. I rather kill myself then people killing me.
Fucked up. I hate my life.

I'm so sorry about what happened ):
I will do anything to make it up to you. Even if it's my life.
I hope you're alright. Super sorry ): omg.

That's all. Phone confiscated. Ugh. I will die without it ):
bye.

2009-12-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hey(:
i'll do a summary of last week.
Dad was home. Inconvenient to post ):

Monday - Movie with Hannah. The show sucks. Don't watch the Mr. Fox show -.-
damn retarded. Send her off, homed for my guitar. And out again (:
early this time. :) after lesson, went city hall to look for cardigans with shimin(;
homed around 10!

Tuesday - Early dim sum with my dad. Damn tiring, barely enough sleep..
After that, homed for my tv. Didn't go out after that. (:

Wednesday - I remember I had plans with my dad. But forgot what it was.
If remember will update (:
I only remembered watched 2012 with dad at night. Home at midnight (:

Thursday - Outing with swendi(: woke up rather early. V & J couldn't make it.
Left me and swendi only. Bugis for newmoon :D I didn't think it was that bad as what others said it was.
Went walk walk at iluma after. We both went into the gents toilet. Haha.
Bugis street after (: in search of boyfriend tee! Haha.
Junction after that. Looked for school bags and everything.
Orchard after (: then 105 to jurong. And homed (:
changed and went for dance workshop(:
the steps were omg. Damn fast. Mum picked me up and supper(:
then homed :D

Friday - Accompanied Hannah to dental (: I was rather late. But wasn't that late (:
the train damn it crowded. Haha. Squeezed like omg. );
westmall after that for the early movie (: 1020 one.
My earliest movie so far :D
new moon ended. And went to find s after. Pig lah she. Wake up so late..
Had problem finding her place :x
Head to imm. Rained damn heavily ): looked for knee length fbts. Couldn't find );
piano after. Late for a little while. From early become late..
Vivo after to meet disha. But went home first for my hoodie. Freezing.
Arrived a little late. Lost the bet with swendi..
New moon with her (: haha. Freezing inside. Disha lent her cardigan to me ;D
jacob is hot luhh (: haha. Giant for my fbts. Luckily have (;
homed after.

Saturday - Dance audition today (: rained damn heavily. Ran all the way from mrt to the studio.
Amelia pulled me! Lols. Went to register. And waited for the thing to start. So many pros ):
learnt the steps! And after i was seperated from them ); sigh. Nash kept staring. Omg man.
Went to meet Inez after (: movie! 6th movie this week. So awesome (:
Christmas Carol was alright (: better than the fox one. Only keep digging again and again. -.-
walk walk after and homed I think? (:
talked on the phone with s till she left.
Hurry back (;

Sunday - Malaysia with my mum (: jam jam for about two hours? Then went city square for some shopping (:
didn't really buy alot. But got buy some nice shoes (:
ate Japanese food (: damn filling. I ordered too much...
Okayy. Wanted head back. But still heavy traffic. Went find her friends (:
I watched my videos to entertain me (: close to two hours. Damn boring..
Dinner at ten and jammed out. Slept the whole time (:
homed and tv time (:

that's all on last week.

2009-11-30T01:07:00.002+08:00

saturday! woke up at 930. half opened eyes to watch doraemon. ):
dozed off again, i even missed half of pokemon. managed to catch the detective show at 1030 (:
haha. last episode ):

dont have karen's dance. so had one more hour to slack at home (:
slept for another half an hour. and got ready for dance (:
my piano teacher go and complain to my mum -.-
then she instructed me home right after dance class. -.- oh whatever.

on time for dance, went downstairs to buy drinks with JT (:
haha. nash class (: learned new song. was quite alright, wasant that tough. haha.
after class, headed to the dhoby area there for macs and slack there. (:
finished everything, headed to danz people. bean bags for another hour? damn boring.
luckily had itouch to entertain (:

nash class at 6. woah, big class man.
i swear this class is super tiring. ): haha. but it was quite funn. forgot most of the steps already.
had people staring at us. so weird.
i think it is more like an advance class, so challenging. (:

walk JT to mrt. 7-11 and 190 homed (:
mum called me so many times. i thought she would ended up screaming at me.
but it was okayy. homed (:
it was super early for a saturday. stupid mum. ugh.

tv all the way. had terrible headache. mum rubbed for me.
headache saved me from my piano work :D kinda worth it though. haha.
hot shot till 4. dozed off while tv on.
yeah. thats all (:
didnt facebook, nor late night talk. ):

today, woke up at 4. replied my so many texts.
at first i thought it was only ten. if my dad didnt come into my room..
i'd still continue sleeping. (: i missed my audition. overslept ): so wasted. ugh.

facebook. and loads of nags from my mum. so bloody annoying. only spoil my dad. -.-
hair treatment, and started on a new drama! (: quite nice..
haha. what else? talk time? :D
text text. so sian. bored to the max. ugh. i wna go out. ):
mum wanted bring me go malaysia today! but i sleep till so late. sobs.

thats all. wont blog tmr. dad's home. buhbye. (:

2009-11-30T00:47:00.004+08:00

hello :D
yesterday too engrossed in hot shot already, ended up didnt blog (:
haha. friday first. :D

wake up super early. around 9 plus? :) surprised that i can wake up so early despite sleeping so late though.
mum sent me to tiong at 11? (: was half an hour early. walked around tiong to kill time.
popular still didnt have the book that i wanted ): ugh.
anyways, yeah. went to meet inez at 1110. ohyah. she knocked my milo down. so paiseh. hahah.

16 to kallang. got this uncle suddenly stared and smiled at me. so freaky please.
haha. bus journey was rather long. but it was alright (: haha.
reached kallang, and cabbed to ecp. haha.
walk walk walk walk walk. super sunny luhh. omg, damn hot somemore. so crowded.
but got quite a number of dogs!! :D haha. so cute luhh.

rest at the bench there. got this group of banglah people like having some worship thing. haha.
so many cann. but surprisingly, the air was still fresh :D hah.
that idiot kept bullying me, throw tissue everythere. (as usual!)
haha. wanted to get out of there, but didnt know how to. ended up, following a group of people to the underpass there. haha.

walked to parkway parade. i think my second time or so going there only.
haha. went to change first (: then headed to look for starbucks. the board said it was at the third floor. but couldnt find it.
went to basement got some drinks. mine was rather sour :x
walked around. up to first floor to find G2000. but behind that, stopped by for starbucks. (:
got my standard one, but this time it was hot. tasted quite alright leh. nicer then the blended one! :D

couldnt find my white blouse at G2000. ugh. but saw some nice guys tee, but didnt get any opportunity to have a closer look at it. ):
left pp, and walked to the bus stop. 197 to somewhere. but it was a long journey.
i kept knocking the chair infront accidentally, then the old man kept turning back. ):
haha. started to rain. when we reached it was raining cats and dogs man. super heavy.

wanted to cross over, then stopped at the overhead bridge. then came down again.
cab to vivo. (:
daiso was super crowded ): ugh. i think we went to every toy shop at there luhh. (:
the dogs while super adorable! ^^
bought some stuff. went sasa, spent dont know how long there. bought nail polish too (: haha.
omg, the guy tees at vivo was like nice. ): sigh.

65 (: sent her off. and my mum picked me up at tiong.
queenstown for chicken rice (: and homed for tv.
facebook, and talk on the phone! haha.

okayyy. saturday in another post.

2009-11-28T03:50:00.002+08:00

heyhey! (:
lazy to blog yesterday. let's start on yesterday first.
woke up at 10 plus? haha, slacked in bed and everything.
went to wash up, shower and got ready to leave the house! (:

i called that pig, but her phone was off. haha. luckily her grandma shouted. hence, she woke up! (:
if not i will kill her ah. supposed to meet at 1130, ended up leaving house at 12.
bought soya bean for her, and met her at jurong east! :D
haha. then she carried it all the way :) haha. played taptap with her in the train.
when we were about to alight, i piak her bra by accident. but not my fault! ):
she disturbed me first. haha.

changed train, and escalator up to habourfront for pastamania! (:
swendi ate so much. but i ate alright. (:
she said she was full, then we talk talk talk. until she finished her creamy chicken! :D
africa got no food hence, cannot waste food! :D food is precious! ^^

toilet after that, then out then went back. cs, stomach ache ):
haha. i bought my soya bean, i didnt even drink a sip and threw it away. so wasteful.
walked around animal after, and saw some nice clothes! ^^

65 to orchard and was late. sorry shimin! ):
haha. first stop, far east! (: haha. we walked almost all the floors except for the restaurant one.
bought quite a number of stuff there. my yellow top! belt, and somehow.. idk. haha.
sorry guys, made you walk to find the shop. haha.
shimin bought chippy, and watermelon juice for me! (: swendi wanted icecream, but she was spoilt for choices. haha.

took some bus to heeren after. haha. luckily correct bus ah.
walked the whole shopping centre too. enter most of the shops! (:
looked for school bus, couldnt find any nice one ):
but bought another checkered top there! omg. nice man! :D:D:D
haha. i love it! ^^ im like suddenly into guys stuff. weird. haha.

bought drinks, and headed to taka. takoballs for me! :D
walked around there. haha. send swendi off and shopping at wisma. (:
couldnt find the white blouse we wanted ): sigh.
only for the f21 de, but super transparent. ): ugh.
isetan after, and homed (:

tv time, and the standard :D yeah.
thats all. i gtg sleep already. will blog today one tmr (:

loves.

2009-11-26T03:11:00.002+08:00

heyhey! (:
actually didnt wanna blog today. but since waiting for swendi, i shall kill time (:
err. woke up rather late today. snoozed my alarm clock for 4 hours.

i had two ridiculous dreams. -.- one of it i somehow dreamt before.
i woke up with tears in my eyes?! omg. i didnt believe i really cried in my sleep man.
anyways, woke up with a very bad stomachache. ):
facebooked till 4 and hurried to change and chiong out of home. :)

dragged carin to go meet blogshop with me. she was like damn pig.
haha. but luckily she went with me though! (:
thanks! (: it was damn embarrassing. i bought some stuff. disgusting though. haha.
swendi forced me to type it out! :D

went ntuc to buy some stuff with her, and rent some show. haha.
headed back to her uncle's place after. taptap with her. omg. i almost lost man.
nono, cannot break this record! ): haha.
what else? err.. i did crunches too. but not that many. haha.

her cousins damn cute. (: the girl one kept pulling my bag when i was playing. haha.
and when carin fed her the cheese, when she wanted more, she just whined damn loudd! :D
haha. had dinner at her place. ate some nasi lemak.
woah. i think the coconut got some problem. we both had stomachache after! ):

reached home around 7 plus. tv time. dinner too. woah, dinner was real filling ):
shower and phone time :) haha. some ppl, suddenly mood swing eh! crazy one. haha.
hotshot, and blogshop! (: haha. i suddenly wna buy so many things! omg.
and i'm like so into guys shirt recently. :D

tmr outing with sinwei, shimin and swendi! (: omg. so cool. all start with "S"
plus me, also "S" the S's outing. okayy, lame. :D
haha. waiting for katy to reply me. and swendi to finish her stuff.
then off to sleep! if not tmr cannot wake up one. sure kenna nag one! :(
anyone, offering to morning call me? haha.

alright, thats all. buhbye! (:

2009-11-25T03:36:00.002+08:00

today arh.
woke up so many times. 9 then 10, after 11, 12 plus. woah. damn tired man.
supposed to go out with hannah today. but she couldn't make it.
last minute plans. ): haha. but jess came over! luckily.

watched some disgusting show. but it was rather okayy. haha. wna know juicy details, just ask me (:
haha. after itouched for some stuff. i was rather tired. wanted to sleep. ): haha.
went opposite with jess around 430? i kept pushing it later.
omg. the 7-11 guy was damn it nice. :) haha. actually, got one fhm wasnt suited for the young. then he let jess bought it! omg. ^^ woaahhh.

sent her off, and i went home to watch yu le bai fen bai. texting too. :) haha.
err. what else? dozed off while watching tv. slept till 7 plus.
swendi gave me "morning call" for the show. and mum cooked dinner.
i didnt know that i was that hungry. didnt eat much. :)

err. tv time after that. called swendi and talked to her. (:
haha. mum and maid quarreled over some stuff. annoying.
hot shot was nice! (: made swendi watch bai fen bai with me again. sorry babe. haha.
late night texting! ^^ taptap and i won all. muahahahaha. but swendi improved lah.

facebook for her and myself. now blogging. very tired already. i gotta sleep soon.
change of plans tmr again ): but sinwei and yizi coming over! :D yay.
yeah. thats all!

jess, dont pangseh me tmr ah. yknow what i mean! (:

loves.

2009-11-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

heyhey! (:
didnt blog yesterday. cs too tired and dad was like home. haha.
alrights, lets talk about monday! :D

monday, woke up by someone's call.. but forgot who was it.
replied my many texts, and my calls. haha. sinwei asked me out with shimin.
hence, i hurried do my stuff and rushed out. supposed to reach at 1230 at tiong.
super late. but not really my fault though.

cab my way with my guitar to shimin's place. haha. the uncle was rather funny though.
talked to jess the whole time (:
cab journey rather long though, but was cheaper then i expected it to be. haha.
placed my guitar there and met sinwei at her block downstairs.

walked our way to the bus stopalking through some random topics. haha.
i didnt know sinwei in my class next year! :D haha. 16 to kallang. woah. quite long journey.
but not that boring, talking throughout. with sinwei bullying me as always! ):
went kallang leisure park to but my lunch, i kept complaining that i was hungry! cs i didnt eat anything! ): cannot blame me leh.
subway for lunch. and sinwei bought her yogurt. it tasted funny though. haha.

cabbed again, to ecp. had so much difficulty eating in the cab. haha. they said i really looked damn hungry by the way i was eating. haha. cab fare rather cheap :) haha.
when we arrived, it was drizzling. (: haha. withdrawed money, and headed to macs for shimin's ice cream! :D haha.

when we went out to check again, it was raining even heavier! ^^ oops.
sorry guys, i didnt wanna cycle! haha. cos i didnt know how to. ):
hence, decided to go fareast shopping! haha. they all bully me. made me pay for the cab fare.
but nvm lah. haha.
shopping at fareast, bought quite a number of stuff ^^ muahahahaha.
sw kept disturbing me luhh. ugh. haha, she oftened ask shimin whether am i the one laughing? (:
went wisma too. couldnt find anything there that i like. :(
i was zihighing for no reason! muahahaha.
i somehow passed my disease to sinwei! (: haha.

starbucks after. woah, consumed so much fats cann! ): sobs.
left for shimin house after that. was rather late! ): haha. sw keep telling us comfirm late one lah. ugh.
ran all the way from the station to her house. hurried change and ran back! i almost slip and fall twice. sw and shimin kept laughing at me luhh. :(
sw offered to carry my guitar for me! haha. she said she looked more professional when she carries it. -.- haha.

trained to outram, walked there. i swear it was damn tiring.
was about 10 mins late. sw waited outside, while shimin and i went in :)
the other guy didnt come. haha. learned how to tune my guitar. ^^
and practiced the hong dou song. tcher said i improved! :D shimin too! (: haha.

okayy, the weird part was when the guy said bye to us. oops.
after lesson, sinwei kept talking about the guy who was able to sing and play at the same time. wohooo! haha. and she said his singing was nice! (: i know you like like him lah. dont deny!
190 to central. in the bus, kept disturbing her! revenge time.

bought our candy! (: haha. err. ate some food too. it was damn oily. ):
then went job hunting. omg. my leg still hurts since that day! ): haha.
johnathan was rather nice though! ^^ haha. then got some laughed at us. wtf.

after walked to raffles place. dropped by funan on the way! (:
did some questioning too. haha. continued part two.. we were damn tired and thirsty then.
dont wna elaborate already (:

trained home around 10. surprised that parents didnt even call me. hahah.
tv time, and phone time with swendi (:

thats about all for monday. yep.

2009-11-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

heyhey!
sunday is awesomely just boring.
nothing to do though. no more church from this week onwards :)
can sleep in later provided i got no early plans! (: haha.

slept till almost 3, alarm for cafe world woke me up.
replied so many texts till i went gong. haha. talked to swendi almost the whole day (:
tv time, watched caroline again. dozed off while watching it..
did my hair treatment just now. my maid put like three times the quantity of the correct amount. -.- made my hair so oily.

left home at 8 for lot, bought school books and some assessment.
haha, took like damn it long to choose my guide books.
my mum embarrassed me again. called my name in crescendo. omg. everyone stared. ugh.
bought so many pens and foolscaps! :D
took like one and a half hours to buy everything. but not all were instock.

had japanese food for dinner. she embarrassed herself again. walking down the off escalator with the kok kok sound. damn it loud. i swear i didnt know her.
wanted to cab home instead of walking to mum's car. :) haha. too far already.
carried my books home. damn heavy.

wore clothes for my books and multi-texted :) haha.
what else? facebook and everything. going to watch my show after this ^^
ohyah, american virgin is quite awesome. go watch it! (:

guitar tmr with shimin! speaking about that, i forgot to practice. omg. dont want embarrass myself infront of the guys. better practice tmr! (: yay.
oh! what my dad send me just now was just gross shit. omg. eww.

buhbye, lovesloves.

2009-11-22T03:09:00.003+08:00

hello :)
alarm woke me up at 930. but i kept snoozing it. missed my doraemon and pokemon :(
officially eyes opened at 1030 to watch the detective show. super tired.
my maid cooked roti prata for me. first time not cooked long enough. the next one, too oily. i only ate half of it and already felt like puking.

went to shower at 11, got myself ready.
and left home around 1130 for dance. katy and amelia pangseh me today. ugh. i reached 6 mins early though.
dance was tiring, mostly was some other "fun" steps and lesser choregrapgh today.
ended rather late. hurried change and made my way to bukit gombak.

met jess there and bought our drink. (:
945 to her church. the bus smelt like one wet market. the fish smell and everything. gross shit.
was early for service. sang songs and worshipped.
when it was the whats that called? err. i forgot. its some talk by some pastor.
he talked about hor fun :) he said the one at imm is nice, i gotta go try out :)
we were asked to shhhh by the guys behind us. so paiseh. itouching during preeching! (i remembered!)

it was raining heavily. walked without shelter to cdans (spell?)
jess wanted to bowl. but it was packed. put her name on the waiting list and went to eat.
ate fish 'n' chips (: and was rather a slow eater.
when we went back, her name was already called. missed our turn and had to wait again.

waited rather long. 1 person at the counter, where got enough -.-
530 and we got our lane. next to the pros. omg. so stressed.
the father and son all damn pro. swiss cottage bowling team?! so embarrassing.
but i did rather okayy. i think i work better under stress though. haha.

left there around 610 and headed home.
so early today rights! haha. super tired. 7-8 was taking a nap. while mum prepared steamboat for dinner.
shower after and was texting the whole time after. tv time, swen's talking time too :)
haha. watched some "monster" show. the image of the woman still stucked in my head. omg. ugh.

facebooked, and blog. going to watch dvd now ^^ cant wait to watch it, jess! (: haha.

pictures will be up another day. (:

loves.

2009-11-21T03:35:00.003+08:00

today, woke up around 11 plus. returned jess call. and lunch :)
err, went back to sleep for a little while. and woke up at one.
was damn late for piano which was at 115pm.

showered and called for taxi. took like long to come. ):
was about 20 mins late? oops, teacher wasnt really happy with me. :(
after piano went to find jess at bukitpanjang.
it was raining, and the road was disgusting. gross.

ohyah! i saw the woman jess told me that was like.. and just shun away. haha.
jess couldnt stop laughing. felt so bad.
went to the library and sat at the children section. talked a little, but mostly was busy texting. sorry :(
one group of boys came and sat near us. woah, they were damn it annoying. -.-
wtf, eating in library and so rude somemore. music blasting. -.-
was like shhhhing them with jess. and then two other ppl thought we were doing it to them. haha. paiseh! :x

jess borrowed two books without her library card. woah. luckily luhh. :)
haha, went up to take my show back. supposed to watch it today. but damn tired already.
after 176 to swendi's area and 188 to jurong. stupid swendi, pangseh me luhh. humph.
while walking to the lift, i heard some bird sounds. so weird. twice somemore. bet it was the group of guys behind.

reception in the lift is good. waited a little while for my turn.
took the stuff. i bumped into that group of guys there again.
left there, and walked to the bus stop. again, bumped into them.
swendi accompanied me on the phone homed :) haha.
bought dinner, woah. i regretted taking so much. i couldnt finish.

after dinner, ate mini magnum. :) fattening man. :x but couldnt resist. sigh.
slept while watch the 7 o'clock show. mum bought porridge for me. had to eat. ):
i ate so much luhh. showered after :) early today.

text text and facebooked.
watched tv till like 3am? swendi finally reached home. :)
now on the phone with swendi. going to make milo after this :)
yeah, dance tmr. but i scared i cant wake up :( sigh.

i hope things will turn out better this time (:

thats all, buhbye.

2009-11-21T03:22:00.002+08:00

okayy, time for thursday post.
morning call from jess around 9 plus. but didnt hear it.
only heard my maid talking to whoever outside. -.-

furious man. conference with swen & v. luckily mum allowed me to go out. :)
haha. met swen around 11? was earlier then her! haha. must be honoured. (:
trained to tiong, swen had to do something. cabbed to v's house after. took some pictures in the cab. made swendi change place with me cos my angle wasnt right. (: haha. sorry (:

had a little competition with her. rather childish though. haha.
v opened the door for us. woah, her hair was awesome :D
went to her room after, played tap tap and her guitar :)
supposed to go swimming, but the three of us didnt want to. instead we went bowling. sorry jess!
but it was raining damn it heavily too.

shared umbrella with swendi. woah, it was raining damn heavily!!
my slipper almost kenna washed away. leg kenna splashed water. :(
went toilet to wash up and up for bowling :) haha.
met some unreasonable ppl there. from gess. didnt do anything then stare stare stare.

swendi was our cheerleader! :) haha. but mine didnt work hor swendi. it went gutter!
took pictures, played second round. and swendi improved. good job :)
haha, went toilet made the whole floor wet. took plenty of pictures there! (:
after v had to go, said goodbye to her. and headed to my home. trained to yew tee and cabbed back :)

watched finish our jennifer's body. it was rather gross, but quite nice :)
cooked maggi mee. swendi one was just hot water. haha.
sent them down and bumped into nicole. just when we were talking about her brother. oops.
her tan is awesome :) haha.

went ntuc. supposed to go at 8 but was like 45 mins late?! thanks to my mum.
went to axs machine to help jess, but didnt know how to do it.
passed by some malay guys and they disturbed -.-
bought teenage and home for the 9 o'clock show. :)

something happened after. my eyes till feel damn tired.
cried till i had no more tears. late night chat with super. thanks babe, for cheering me up! (:
wrote two letters till 5 plus. and slept.

2009-11-21T03:03:00.003+08:00

heyhey!
havent been blogging these few days. too lazy and no time.
i'm going to post it seperately :)

wednesday, hannah came over first. then i think my key went missing. haha.
i totally forgot where i placed it the night before. my memory terrible. oops.
hurried into my dad's room and woke him up for the key. felt so bad for making hannah wait outside. sorry! ):

haha. spend time finding my keys, still misplaced.
then we headed to tiong. bought sushi for lunch. after 123 to the somewhere.
but we took the wrong bus, alighted wrong stop. and we walked a damn long distance. woah. it seems like longer then 2.4 though. haha.

arrived at leonie gardens around 230. crossed our fingers hoping that the studio wasnt occupied. :) luckily! bought drinks first before going up to the studio.
called qy and carin. both dont answer phone one. ugh.
when they replied my message it was 3 and they were only having lunch at vivo?! how late man. haha. talked on the phone with swen while waiting for them. hannah entertained herself with itouch :D

when they reached, hannah suddenly off the lights?! and somehow "surprised" them. haha.
woah. hannah, remembered what they wore?! haha.
started to rain.. i realised everytime go there with them surely rain one. ):
danced, and limbo and we did skipping too :) haha.
all was funn, but limbo made my back pain.

thirsty. qy and i went to change coins for drinks while hannah and carin went to the toilet.
slacked played some spin the bottle game. rather disgusting though. (:
left the place when two angmohs came in. haha. walked our way to cine.
hannah sheltered me :) somehow gossiped on our way! haha.

took neoprints together. will post up the pictures soon :) probably tmr when im not so lazy.
after carin and qy left. bought our stuff. i think i misplaced mine again?! ): ugh. even after replacing it for the second time?!
pastamania for dinner. woah, i ordered like omg. i didnt know what i was ordering though. haha. couldnt finish my food.

after, hannah had to draw money. walked to other places to find atm. :)
she cabbed home while i bused to find carin at jurong. had to take a train at cck. actually could've alighted before the highway and took 105, but was too late ): haha.

was damn it late, wanted to make contacts. but mum didnt allow. :( sigh.
said hello to carin's mum and headed home. :)

homed around 9 plus. tv time. quarreled with my mum and she banned me from going out till sat. i was so angry till i cried?! wtf.
text and talked to swen, and v.
had late night chat with super. :) slept on the phone at 5. sorry super. :(
i didnt mean it. haha. thats about all.

2009-11-19T00:28:00.001+08:00

WTF. No mood to blog today. Will blog tmr.

2009-11-18T03:07:00.002+08:00

yay, finally today post! haha.
today, woke up at 1020 by jess morning call. thanks dear :D
was lazing in bed while waiting for hannah to come. then suddenly felt hungry, cooked maggi mee. i like whole day eat maggi one. :( so unhealthy. ugh.

i went to shower when she was one stop away. :) haha. arrived i think around 1240? haha.
made maggi mee for her and watch the show that me and hannah wanted to watch for a long time, imagine that.!that show beginning quite boring, but it was quite alright. :) haha. i had two scoops and ice cream with coke too. woah, fattening.
facebooked and burning tracks for tmr. then got this weird person added me and claimed that she knew me from habbo, which i didnt play for years. -.- she asked me whether i wear bra?! hannah was like pervert man. haha. then ask me take pic of my sports for her? crazy de lah.
zac came online with lmh dp. haha. swen was furious! then henry talked to me on fb, hannah was like voom over to my com! haha.

she wanted ice cream, went over to buy! while i bought ice pop. fattening again :(
weighed ourselves. i like shrink eh. :( ugh. took second time, i shrinked even more. fed up man. :(
back home, dad was up. watch gg in my mum's room. aircon baby! ;) haha.
she left ard 415? sent her down. and my dad asked me bring my maid to ntuc. -.-
sent hannah off. and walked with her there. she walks like tong shou tong jiao one. army i think. so troublesome somemore. i bought kinder there. :) fattening. :(

watched marley and me, then jess called. talk to her. then called swendi :) went down with her to help my dad with kinder ;) went home, changed. and out with mum to malaysia. while swendi also went out with her mum :) so we're even ! :D haha.
dinner there, had stomach pain after consuming the food. and it took damn long to come. -.-
bumped into my mum's friend, fell asleep while playing taptap. boring and tired. time to leave, sent them back and went kiosk for chewing gum and chocolate again. ugh, im gaining weight. :(
sigh.

homed, around 930. watched channel 8 :) called swendi at 10. she was so hardworking right? i still owe you one more! haha. poor hands. :(
now waiting for cafe world to cook finish, while like somehow on the phone with her.
gotta sleep soon, if not tmr surely cant wake up. and i'll be late! haha.

will blog again tmr.

what do i have to do to deserve one more chance?

loves.

2009-11-18T02:30:00.004+08:00

heyhey!
yesterday didnt blog, cs dad at home. then rather inconvenient.
so, lets talk about yesterday. but firstly, im going to make ice milo first :) brb.
back! :) haha. it tastes nice leh. ^^ definitely, better then swendi's one. :)

yesterday woke up at around 945? then washed up (: blew my hair, and couldnt find my school badge. :x urgh. left the house around 1045? was late though. ): supposed to leave home at 1030 one. ohyah, JESS PANGSEH US AGAIN! THE 6TH TIME!
me and swendi used to it already luhh. took 188 and swendi was just on time. haha.
she run run run, :) haha. managed to sit 3 seats away from her, then opposite me, then beside me after time passed! haha.

played tap tap and obviously amanda wins! :) haha.
hannah called us and told us our classes even before we even reach. yay, me and hannah same class! :D qianying went 3b and the rest went to 3d. :( sadsad. i dont want to be seperated.
sigh, sorry hannah. was late! ): habourfront to buy socks first then we cabbed to school.

the first thing we did was to check on jess's class! haha. was reading 2c's ppl name out while rajan was standing beside me. paiseh. i thought she'd have said something. but luckily she didnt!
waited for v and jess to come. v freaked out like kabomb! haha, she was like flaring up and angry! dont angry lah! after got wrinkles. :)

competition to queensway with them. me and swendi cabbed there, while there bused i think?
and we won a punishment, but havent claim from them yet! :D
lunch at macs, while we waited for them. swendi went to but the food, while i played taptap.
then suddenly they appeared and startled me. LOL! thanks swendi :)
haha. fries was like so much?! nuggets were too many too. i only drank and drank and drank. haha.

after eating, we still sat there and talk. talk talk talk. until two plus. then wanted to go make badges, but waiting time was one hour? insane. should've went to make it before we ate. :(
haha. went to the bluez to buy my bangles i misplaced. :( had so much trouble looking for the black one under the dim light. from what swendi told me, she and jess went hiding from me and v in the shop. haha. but we both also didnt notice you missing! sorry. after paying, saw guitars and we headed there! bought picks too. :) haha. i liked so many colours. the guitars were nice too. ): jess and swen came back to surprise us.

left queens after, v wanted to go chamber?! but the rest of us wanted head back.
walked to anchor point to take 195. they took damn long to walk cann. haha, i was like disturbing swen ^^ haha. funn leh. should disturb you more :)
195 came and they still came strolling. forced them up the bus and jess wanted to sit one big round. watched videos, took some pictures too. my hair was horrible. :(

commonwealth alr, jess still dont want leave. me and swendi was like furious. then we just alight. KENNA PANGSEH BY JESS, THE 7TH TIME! after dont know what happened. LOL.
headed to yew tee, watched videos. felt my eyes wanting to close. :(
jurong east train got seats, and slept like one 30 seconds? haha. cabbed from yew tee to home. woah, cabbed almost everywhere we go luhh. ;P

bought cookie ingredients, but didnt have enough time. watched jennifer's body. but no time to finish. :( had to rush to guitar, sorry babe. pangseh you. :( will make it up to you k? :D haha.
said our goodbyes at je, and i headed to outram. woah, i was late!
sorry shimin! arrived like 605? when our lesson was 6? haha. arrived at the place at 615. si paiseh. late. settled down. and i started with the playing. omg, i suck! i need tutor! super, must coach me! haha. shimin was awesome. :) then got one guy suddenly asked shimin, dyou have eng name? so weird. learned new song and some new chords. my fingers are like too short! :/ urgh.

dinner with shimin aft lesson, i was damn it hungry. walked walked, got one guy suddenly stare. then when we were talking about the perverts got another whistle at me. tickos man. gross shit.
had dinner at bk. i think i ordered too much! haha. super filling man. :(
left for home. 190 back. long journey. and when i board, got this crazy man screamt at his highest. i thought what cann. then got one guy actually sitting quite near him. he actually moved infront. haha. he screamt like everytime the bus stops?! wtf. crazy cann. and when he does, everyone will turn and stare. haha. some ppl like me, burst out laughing. oops.
even before he alighted, he did it again. and when we alighted at central, again once more. -.-
mentality got problem luhh. plus i sat some near the door. scary! :(

text till i fell asleep, arrived home around 920? quite early :)
was late for my show. called swendi, and talk talk. text text. watched more tv. facebooked. :)
i was hungry at 3, then went cook maggi. i swear i suck. especially the soup one. i poured everywhere! ugh. wait, i dont know which day im talking about. i mixed up. haha.

thats all for monday :) will post tuesday in another post.

2009-11-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

heyhey!
omg, im like blooody tired now. dont know why i'm blogging now. only had two and a half hours of sleep yesterday! urgh. woke up at 730am with morning call from clare.
ate a little of my dad's breakfast and went to shower! hands freaking cold now.

went down to cab at 820. had some problems communicating with the taxi driver. felt like just giving him one tight slap man. wanted to complain one. -.-
reached church, my phone suddenly auto off. luckily bumped into clare at the stairs. :)
haha, had some fun time talking with nicole and clare! ^^
had class party. jess called me while we were having party.. :)
cupcakes and sandwiches were made. cupcakes were like double the sugar?! omg, its damn it sweet can. like my teacher put extra sugar in it. :/

ahboy kept staring at my direction, and when i stared back he looked away?! wth.
lols, 985 home while talking on the phone with jess. hahaha.
thanks for entertaining me though :D hehe. my hands cant type.

reached home at 11, with no keys. called the house phone and nobody answered. -.-
luckily my mum did so, she opened the door for me. went into my room, watched rem till 1130.
after, i fell asleep on the bed. so tired. till my mum disturbed me to go to the maid agency.
reached there ard 12 plus, then stayed there till 6? wth. so many hours.
ate chicken rice for lunch :D im suddenly such a vege person! :)

haha. talked with the julia at the maid. as i sat along with them, my mum was like how much is your salary -.- facebooked at the agency there :D haha, cafe world had some problems though.
my mum talked about my expenses. not like its alot what. thousand plus only. LOL.
fight started at the agency with my maid and mum again. -.- so embarrassing.
okayy, quarreled with my mum too. cs i needed to leave, then at first she say okay. then next, she say you better don't go. -.- wtf.

finally allowed me to leave, then i cab to lot one. :)
met katy there to buy andy's present too. bought mogu mogu drink too. grape flavour! ^^
more than words, bought mickey stuff for him! :D heheheheheh.
then headed to jurongeast to meet them. woah, awkward moment. so weird cann.
hmm, made friends with zhiling too. lol, first one to approach us though.
waited for shuttle bus to come, me and katy sat rather far away from the others. hehe.

tap tap in the bus, and i won! :D ktv time. hehe. i was like damn paiseh when i had to sing.
my chinese isnt very good yknow. :O hehe.
they went for dinner, while me and katy remained in the kingfisher room. haha. but i was hungry, went to han's to buy puffs. bought two, only ate one. heh.

went back, and sung many songs! :D till they were back. then me and katy went back into our texting and quiet mood. LOL. sung a few more songs with them.
left ard 1120? then went down wait for shuttle bus. while katy waited, i went to the atm and the toilet. fast rights! hah.
the bus uncle was from china, his accent was woah.
said thank you to him and trained back to cck.

302 took damn long to come cann. mum called me on the way back. complained about my maid again. that she didn't off the stove when we went out. 7 hours boiling. wth, what if our house caught fire! -.-

homed ard 1230? dead beat. massaged for mum. tmr got school. waiting for cafe world to cook finish. haha. swendi, our bet is still on right?! haha.

thats about it. going to turn in soon. :)

loving you, is not as easy as i thought. but i'll perservere.

loves.

2009-11-15T02:36:00.003+08:00

heyhey!
firstly, a very happy birthday and katy and andy! :D:D:D:D:D
same birthday leh! ^^
secondly, swendi is back! :) haha. thats one thing im happy about.
okayy, today's saturday which means dance.
i was supposed to have tuition at 9. woke up at 845? then my dad asked me to sleep back and go for tuition another day. apologised to beldric. :(

i wanted watch doraemon, but i kept snoozing my alarm clock. the genie song kept playing. (:
woke up at 1150 when i heard 1115. then i started panicking. cos i was late. idiot maid, woke me up so late. totally flared up at her. -.-
mum somemore kept annoying me, keep calling at every min. then i got impatient at her too. idiots.
couldnt find my shirt, and my maid dont even understand simple english. urgh. just my luck.

left home at 12. damn it late. mum fetched me to cck mrt, with nags everything in the car. saying that i shout at her. who ask her to annoy me?! -.-
trained to tanjong, entertaining myself with videos, and text. :)
reached 5 mins aft katy, abt 1245? made my way to music forest. (legs short, but can walk fast!)
met katy outside the toilet, and walked in together.
not that paiseh lah, luckily only warm ups. said hi to amelia! ^^

was standing directly behind my teacher, couldnt see myself in the mirror at all. then amelia wanted stand behind, so changed place to the front :)
learned new steps, and i felt like i was dying. damn it tired man.
after karen's, hurried to buy mineral water, then back up for nash! :)
continued on the chorography, hitted the person beside me quite a number of times. so paiseh. :/

after nash, went to the cafe downstairs. had coffee, and cheesecake! :) tasty.. but fattening. :(
sigh, left around 3 plus (vivo) but changed to macs as we couldnt find the busstop.
katy ate, while i watched videos! :) haha. mum called and asked me to go home. -.-
aft, 131 to vivo. katy paiseh herself, being asked by the bus driver to throw her drink away. oops.
mum called again. saw one couple massaging each other in the bus! so sweet :D
walked walked ard vivo, sasa, bought new polish, and did my nails! :)
aft, bodyshop, bought katy's present and 855 to upp thomson.
was rather lost though, didnt know how to get to my godma's place. ):

with instructions said clearly, i didnt get lost. :) godma waited for me at busstop with an extra umbrella for me! haha. walked to her house, and played with her daughter! aww, she's so cute.
had dinner too, sambal sotong was awesome! haha. balloon and cooking with xan. :) so adorable, she laughs at the slightest thing! ^^
while my uncle and mum watched the "ai" show. bloody boring cann.
i found out some stuff too..

left around 910? headed home, 940? so early for a saturday night! i rather go for andy's! urgh.
talked on the phone, text text, tap tap, facebook! i forced swendi to watch coma with me. muahahaha. its not that scary though! :D haha.

cafe world, downloading videos. clearing messages now. bloody lag.
thats about all, im damn it tireedd. there's church tmr, and its the last lesson! ): rather good, but rather bad too. going out tmr night baby! :) haha.

letters to write, and going to sleep early tonight i hope.

amanda, needs you.

ending off here. buhbye.

2009-11-14T03:40:00.004+08:00

heys.
today's friday. had morning call from shimin at 1030? she called like 5 times then i woke up.
but i slept back till 1230. so sorry!
first thing, went to on the com for cafe world. hurried cook my stuff, and set the 8 hours one.

left home rather late, hurried and made my way to bugis. which i was early, by 3mins! (:
its a accomplishment! ;D im seldom early one. haha.
but i somehow made shimin late :X oops.

went to withdraw money first, then bought taco balls. :)
walked around bugis junction in search of her sis present. decided on a plain silver bracelet! :D
okkayyy, after wanted ipod cover went apple. and no new designs! ):
then where we walked? ohyah, level 3 or is it 4? i wanted to spend money!
bought a new pouch with help from shimin choosing it. :)

went iluma after that, luckily she had her spongebob umbrella! haha.
thanks for sheltering me! bought ice cream there. wanted to but the plant thing, but no more already. (swendi&carin should know what it is)
haha. the ice cream is like damn it big. omg. should've ordered the kiddy one instead!
mixed it with marshmellows too. spend like 8 bucks on it? with so much fats in it. -.-

made our way to the bras basah there. actually wanted to cab there, but shimin convinced me to walk there instead! okayyy, she sheltered me again, while i ate my icecream.
walk walk walk, finally we arrived. looked for the shop to buy our guitar.
easy to find though. but the ppl there aint very friendly. had to call the music school and ask them for help to talk to the person.
while waiting for our guitars, we chose picks! haha. i bought one of each of the whole box. i love the colour! :) shimin, jealous? ^^
haha.

while choosing, i dripped my ice cream on the glass table, like wtf? omg. damn paiseh.
had to ask shimin to hold for me. sorry! dirtied your hand. :(
okayyy, bought pitch pipe too. paid for our stuff and left.
the guitar wasnt that heavy, but it was damn bulky.
i tripped when we were at the mini drain, not enough. another when i wanted to cross the road, there was like one hole there. fuck, it cut my leg can. damn it pain.

i hit like countless of things while making my way to bugis junction. ohyah, i saw the reporters and stuff at some eatery thing. shimin said it was fish 'n' co. LOL!
bought some stuff from sasa, but after paying, i just walked off. i totally forgot to take my stuff.
suddenly remembered that we wanted to buy nail polish! made our way to face shop (limping), and chose some colours. i bought orange and yellow. while she bought dark blue!

left after, headed to mrt. totally forgot to bring my piano books!
legs tired, sat at the side with ppl staring. embarrasing, but im thick skinned enough! (:
got two seats, luckily. quarreled with dad on the phone in the train. wth.
okayy, shimin left at redhill. while i took all the way to yew tee and cabbed home.
luckily enough, i didnt reach home too late. got my piano books, and had some time.
so stumbled with my guitar, but it cutted my hair when my dad called for me. so cool right!
dad send me there. if not i'd be like fucking late. :)
was ten mins late, scales and pieces. had problem counting. ):
luckily didnt bring guitar along, if not would've to explain to my teacher. (she doesnt really approve)

mum fetch me after, headed to bukit timah shopping centre.
see some maids and stuff. theres one cheerful one. but she was taken. like fifteen mins after she came in? damn it fast cannn.
had japanese for dinner, i ordered too much i think. damn it full.
i can still feel the bloatedness till now.
went back to agency. had to put coupon for my mum.
i wanted to lock the door, but the key was inside. i was like an idiot there. -.-
talk talk, while i tap tap. headed to mum's car, and she send the boss home.
homed around 9 plus. tv time till 10. then shower. (shouldnt elaborate)

tv time again, facebook. looadsss of videos. watched mostly on clicktv or sth like that. along with youtube. text text, now blogger. supposed to blog much earlier can.
i havent done two more stuff. letter writing time! damn it lazy! plus i got tuition at 9 tmr.
have to accompany my friend to go. omg, how im gg to wake up?!

its 4 now! omgomgomg. okayy. gotta end here. ohyah, the guitar i bought wasant tuned at all. totally off pitch, plus i think i was too rough with it.

yay, swendi's coming back tmr! and jess is back! missing her, and missed her! haha.
okay, its ridiculous! my maid stole vicky from me. ): sigh.

summary for today : xin bu zai yan.
like my soul isnt in my body.
its like you took it away from me. emptiness is all i feel.

i miss you.

loves. will post tmr. bye!

2009-11-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

heyhey.
didnt do much stuff today. woke up at 11 by a call, after slept back. woken up by another call again. but that call saved my cafe world!
okayyy, i didnt know my house electricity tripped till my maid told me. how dumb could i've beeen.

help from shaza for my cafe world, thanks babe! (:
layed in my mum's bed, talk on the phone. hungry, went opposite to buy fish 'n' chips.
along with bubble tea.
ate in mum's room with that portable table that my maid brought in.
oh thanks, made my food all drop on the floor. -.-
gossip girl while eating, then electricity went off again. i think at least 5 times? my idiot maid.
thanks that she didnt put water into the double boil. -.-

vicky accompanied me while watching, till around 5? then left home with my mum to malaysia.
went to buy shows, and dinner there. then met up with her friends.
the uncle keep talking awesome english, and praising me that im smart and all. keep staring at me. so awkward..
homed around 11 plus. mum and maid quarreled the whole time. facebooked.
hot shot, and showered at midnight. :)

watched this stupid malaysia show, then now blogging.
thats about it already.

swendi : haha. must be honoured eh, amanda stayed up for you till 6 yesterday. i actually prepared your goodbye message one, and saved it in my draft, but i waited for your reply till i dozed off. see! not my fault hor. will do what i have to do for you after this! then will watch my show.. haha. hope you're having an awesome time there, take cares! miss you much.

sigh, how long is this going to go on?
as long as the previous time? or even longer?
its the second day already.
but no matter how long, i promise i'll wait.

loves.

2009-11-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

hello again.

today, received morning call then woke me up in time for cafe world. (:
okayyy, today wasnt really the best of days. once of the worst actually.
sigh, screwed up life.

changed of plans, town with katy. supposed to meet at two, but arrived forty mins late. anyway, she was later then me. so im not the worst though. met at tangs the food area there, bought sushi although i wasant hungry. didnt eat anything before that. tori q too.

went to wisma to walk walk, just in order to find katy's vintage top or sth?
walked the whole place like 3 times? my leg was like tired, plus my eyes too.
walked through places which reminded me of stuff. times which is miss so badly.
there was this drop off shoulder tee girl at wisma. love her top!

headed to ion again, bought yami yogurt. with watermelon. (: tasty tasty.
walked walked, then katy wanted to go to far east.
but before that. transferred money, for v and shimin's stuff. you guys owe me ah! (:
after walkedwalked, i only felt tiredness.

bought clip on extensions, i love the colour!
walked i think the whole of the area except for level four and up. woah, tired much.
bought a dress, which i tried previously but didnt like it. dont know why i bought it either.
probably, taking a look at it another time made me like it? idk.

she bought ear stud, woah. i swear she takes damn long to decide stuff.
she bought extensions too, same thing. taking damn long to decide which to get.
after, left fareast. waited for her bus to come, while at the busstop, there was this man who was like talking to himself? LOL.

okayyy, 190 back to cck. videos all the way, squashed like shit. almost stepped on someone though. paiseh eh. :/
passed carin back her wallet, and taptap a little. played with the cousin.

homed, and was like full. so didnt eat dinner. now feeling hungry, but mind telling me not to eat.
swendi's leaving tmr, and im going to miss her. ohyah, she say she's going to get me many things! right darling? (: take care k? must miss me too, and dont forget your DARLING!

i dont wanna just nevermind stuff, i dont like to be in situation like this.
but you dont wna tell me what i did, or what i said.
how can i know my mistake?
at least give me some hints.
okayy, i know im useless. making you upset as always.
im sorry. but just wna say.
i really do love you, i swear.

thats all, loves.

2009-11-10T23:27:00.001+08:00

heyhey!

today, first day without siti. and my new maid is annoying.
hannah came over around 11 plus? she almost saw me in my pyjamas.
didnt warn me beforehand that she was already reaching! luckily i asked her! :D haha.

okayy, watched gossip girl. talktalk. had our lunch. she had macs, while i had maggi! ):
i cook myself one! (: my maid cant even differentiate a plate from a bowl -.-
i swear her english rocks to the max! hate her man.

watched till like 230? then we left home for lot one to meet carin.
but firstly, we went to popular. bought some stuff, and found out hannah isnt that mature yknow! :D haha.
oops, dont kill me for that.

shaw later, bought tickets for love happens. combo one for both me and hannah. :)
i added butter to my popcorn, swear i regretted that. so oily, yet sweet. ):
was early for the show though. woah, and that show really sucks. -.-
i ended up playing tap tap half way. didnt get the storyline. only paid for the seat, and aircon!
ohyah, good news! my legs aint that short! haha. carin and hannah should know. LOL.

hannah left early, left with me and carin. we walked walked a while. went watsons... haha.
then didnt wna go home early, so went up to carin's uncle place. taptap the whole time. and some videos too.

homed after, around 7? early though. dinner was screwed by my maid, so my mum and i went opposite for dinner. wanted to order fried ice cream, but it was like close after we finish our dinner.
there were perverts there too, cant stand them. -.-

channel 8, after. cafe world till dont know what time. (:
while watching gossip girl at the same time.

yupps, thats all.

buhbye.